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i’ve gained so much i feel embarrassed to put my cw

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୨୧ introduction

— cin, 22 years old

— he/him ⊹₊⟡⋆ bi & trans [ftm]

— no minors allowed! please dni ◡̈

— here to lurk sh & ed tumblr when i’m sad and nsfw tumblr when i’m horny. not new to either community! my asks are always open ♡

my stats ୨୧

— h: 165cm [5’4”]

— cw: 65kg [143 lbs]

— cgw: 55kg [121 lbs]

— ngw: 50kg [110 lbs]

— ugw: 45kg [99 lbs]

bmi 24 → bmi 16.5 ⊹₊⟡

stay safe everyone!

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[derived from incinerate — (verb)]

“to destroy (something, especially waste material) by burning (until it is reduced to ashes).”

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why is weight loss so excruciatingly slow

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the feminine urge to completely destroy your health for beauty standards

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i want to be sick, i want people to worry about me. i want to be delicate. i want to be fragile.

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i'm suffering anyway i might as well be skinny while i'm at it

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It really sucks that as a human your body is always trying to sabotage you. It's selfish and it wants you to be fat and ugly and full, constantly. Like I love that my body is taking care of me, but respectfully, just let me die.

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do you want to reach your goals or do you want to continue longing after something you could have if you just stayed focused and consistent?

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idc what anybody says but i'm 100% sure I just gained 50 lbs overnight

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Some th11spo for you 🦋

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I wonder how it feels to see ppl that are skinnier than you as just that and not new competition for your silly little disorder

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cant talk im spiraling rn

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I think the worst part of Eds is that they work. Like when you’re skinnier it IS easier MORE people like you you’re just… happier