FTMTF aka my gender is so woman i become a man and then so man i become a woman again. but also every stage in this cycle is all happening at the same time forever. like i start trans in every direction and end trans is every direction. it's kind of like an ouroborous situation
i must not get takeout. takeout is the wallet-killer. takeout is the little-death that brings total obliteration. i will face the kitchen, fridge, and pantry. i will make choices about what to cook and then execute them. when hunger is gone there will be nothing. only i will remain.
hate how any mention of being on knees is immediately assumed to be sucking dick. because maybe theyre eating pussy. did you even think about that? no you only think about yourself