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delusions of gendeur

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sucks, cocks, and bawls

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transgender women will literally replay prey (2017) for the "i and it" achievement rather than go to therapy

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if i stop smoking in conjunction with starting estrogen, perhaps i can trick myself into permanently staying medicated and quitting the thing that makes me crazy and insane and masculine

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chat is it normal to talk to and text your friends every day about innocuous things or am i being too friendly and seductive

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some of these bitches too focused on their ear buds when they should be focused on the health of their breast buds!

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god help me why do i feel compelled to back lana del ray over one of the most prominent transgender women in music simply because everybody loves ethel cain 😭 im like the damn fat kid in south park. probably more related to me hating trans women than to me being a contrarian.

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the God Emperor himself must have voice trained me the way I'm such a Fish Speaker

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when you kill yourself, you kill yourself with hitler

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the thing about mental breakdowns is that every single bad thing you were sad about in that moment are objectively correct when the breakdown is over you just change your attitude over the facts

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so glad i got to experience female puberty AND menopause right after. it's like speed running the end of my short, female life. female fantasy complete! it's everything i've been looking forward to since i tried on mommy's bra in the laundry room.

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don't think ftm guys hate themselves as much for being gay as i do myself for being lesbian

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tried to explain to a white liberal that i felt weird seeing white people make racist sounding jokes about AI ("tin crow laws", "wirebacks/silverbacks", "my daughter better not come home with no god damn clanker") because of how ingrained it is into the "white" identity to incite genocide by inventing an outgroup, and how that's the only "white heritage" that exists because "whiteness" was invented 200 years ago from ideology.

i was told i was "flexing my history knowledge" for bringing this up, and then accused of promoting bioessentialism for saying racism defines white blood-- something objectively true, as "whiteness" cannot exist without an outgroup.

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"Insomnia" .2025

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worried that the kitty cat got raped to death

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i wonder how long it takes for somebody to interact with me before it becomes super apparent that im scared and traumatized

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i'd like to stop finding anybody attractive, i don't want to experience any emotional or bodily reaction to anybody's appearance or body. i just want it to stop. i want to leave people alone. i want to pluck out my eyes.