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finished the yaelokre one

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making decorations for my room

^heartstopper themed

^tbhk

^yaelokre (wip)

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debating whether i should get that haircut without my parents' knowledge or if i should say it's a cool style i like

btw the haircut is a mix of a wolfcut and mullet and it's MASCULINE TISJEBRHEJEKENSNBDNS

i would add a picture but it's from pinterest and i cannot for the life of me find the creator

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imagine if i fully transition and my transphobic teacher still yells at me to sit down when he tells boys to get computers lmao

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they dont know im actually a teenage dirtbag babey

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u guys were like "ohh no more trance" so I decided instead to make more trance and make it even louder and heavier

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so uhh

yesterday literally in the neighborhood right by mime a bunch of bombs were found-

so that's fun 😃☺️🤗🤗

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celery is very good and nice when served with ranch but ranch tastes too bland to me.

my solution: wingstop ranch

it's very yummy imo

idk if it's available everywhere but try it if you can

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this one applies for anyone that needs it but me personally it helps me with age dreaming and feeling little and it also makes the littles in the system happy

(in this i will use the word sharpie instead of 🔪!)

okay first strawberries

get 4 strawberries

wash them

get a sharpie

sharpie off the tops

sharpie the middles of them

continue sharpie-ing them into halves until they look bite-sized for a baby

wash them again

put them into a bowl or container (with some ice cream or vanilla pastry if you'd like) and enjoy your straws

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ok so a trick i learned for tuna sandwiches is:

grab tuna can, open and drain it

grab 2 slices of bread and put those to the side

grab a fork and spoon (regular, kinda small spoon)

grab mayo

get a spoonful of mayo and put it on the tuna inside the can

use the fork and mix it (make sure you get the sides)

put a tiny bit of salt on it

put some paprika on it

put a tiny bit of dill on it

mix

get the bread slices

shovel the tuna on the left slice and spread it evenly

put some more paprika if you want

put the other slice on the tuna slice

get a butter knife and slice down the middle (or diagonally it doesnt really matter)

yum

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hey so im FINALLY allowed to bring lunch to school instead of having to eat the disgusting free school food so im gonna start posting some stuff ive learned in the kitchen! im gonna make quite a few posts today so be ready

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Being a ranger I spend a lot of time alone in the wilderness for hours in the company of one of four co workers.

One such worker for the purpose of this post we shall refer to as Dave.

Dave is a very quiet man. He confesses that if conversation happens too quickly and for too long he gets tired so we often work in silence. He's very polite and good natured but it's obvious that he would happily live and work alone for the rest of his life given the option.

He's very much in the previous generation of ranger, a practical man in his fourties or fifties happy to be kept physically busy for a day and then be sent home with some pay. I had to show him how to use a work issued smart phone.

Meanwhile the rest of the team is made up of the current generation of rangers; openly nurodivergent queer women in their twenties or thirties who work this job because it's the only setting where we can vaguely look sane.

So Dave sticks out a bit. It's really nice when he opens up though because he's an impulsive individual when left to his own devices and has plenty of stories to tell if the mood takes him. I really like working with Dave.

Anyway, one day we've got a job that takes a three hour hike to get to and early on the topic of deer comes up.

I hadn't realised this was the first time we had discussed deer, but blatantly it was. Dave's entire demeanour changes, there's a bit of passion in his voice, but it's also hushed as if he's talking about something sacred.

"Deer are my favourite animal." He says.

I'm also eager to hear Dave talk about himself, so I encourage him to say more.

"I'd love to be a deer myself."

And more

"If a genie offered me the opportunity to become a deer I'd take it. I wouldn't even stop to ask what the price was."

And more

"Sometimes I feel like I'm a deer having a dream about being a human.*

And there I am, a long time commuter to the therian/otherkin community keeping up the encouraging face of someone being politely interested, knowing that this man is straight up a therian with no frame of reference.

And I decided that I wouldn't push the subject outside of the bounds of what Dave is comfortable with, I wouldn't try to teach him the terms "Therian" or "Otherkin" but absolutely I would talk with this man as if he's a deer.

And it's a bit magical really. He's an impulsive individual so I have to talk him out of some risky choices every so often and "this is why deer like you keep getting stuck in fences" has become this magical phrase that allows him to step down from a mistake with a bit of a smile on his face.

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ok so i have a few things to share!!

first, here's a website to watch just about anything that's available on prime or netflix for free, all you need is an adblocker: xprime.tv

second, here's a google drive thingy that has "I Saw The TV Glow": https://drive.google.com/drive/folders/1yc5GZiDYqEtlOEOO5jP6wqtlCR9R8pRC

third, here's google drive files of the first 3 episodes of heartstopper (lmk if you have any other episodes on drive that i can add here): E01 https://drive.google.com/file/d/1ymNi5I8uD2rqo-B_-sd_w81fbJrV-dH5/view?usp=drivesdk / E02 https://drive.google.com/file/d/1Zov7MVW8fEObqItjC9MRcZndoioDe405/view?usp=drivesdk / E03 https://drive.google.com/file/d/1rPAelOZI3j1QTKVrwVxtjpcj1LwwAPxt/view?usp=drivesdk

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“Please stop writing! The very next thing you write will actually happen!”

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Bedroom Bingo Tag Game :)))

Original:

My Filled In As A Start:

Moots - @aj-kit @doompicklez @peachyyokai @lil-leon @cowabungacarl420 @queenofthewigglers @peoplepersonoaktree @lunarloaches22 @chil-aglia @d-o-n-n-i-3 @tonystarkwasrobbed @globbleglockxd @juhamato @iobsesswaytoomuch @ceciturtle @just-a-garlic @danger-noodle4 @aneptunicperson @bigb22374 @reluctantscribe @rafareba @quetzal-animations @peaceandquietforhours @toulouie @luna1star10 @plutoplaysgames @re-fried-beanz @ervikirvi @bisexualnerdpanic @eatin-bread-n-cryin @sac-808 @kitkatthekitkatkat @silverdovv @risedonniefan2525 @lunaeuphternal @carrots-bear @lovesickartgirls @silvereyesofelivostis @spookymoody928