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black mirror - eulogy
best thing i've watched this year? perhaps.
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dear dec 2022 trip, i have learned more than i expected from you
thinking about a few friendships where you really like the people but aren't meant to travel together??
some people are meant for treks. some are meant for trips. some are meant to roam around the city with. some folks are great for a quick coffee. some you'd rather enjoy dinner with. some are meant for local or short-dist trips. some people are meant for long walks. some people you'd enjoy calling. some you'd enjoy texting.
so many dynamics in friendships. fascinating in their own way.
#that dec 2022 trip really exhausted the hell out of me#can't even open that album now#i'm a terrible friend at times but I rather have boundaries than horrible mental health!#better to stay at home than have to deal w folks#dec 2022 trauma - you will not be forgotten xD#bhul se album khol liya oof#Travel is expensive so you want to enjoy the trip as much as possible
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i only threw this party (writing notes app poetry) 4 u
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thinking about centralized energy systems & distributed energy systems lately. and how humans are pretty similar to this.
19th April, 2025
#i think this could be a cool topic to converse on or write a essay about#the way to a fulfilling life is to be a distributed energy human
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ahh, my favorite show this year. love transcends severance. i hope gemma gets hers back.
Gemma’s POV: i had all and then most of you, some and now none of you.
#severance#severance finale#severance cold harbor#markgemma#mark x gemma#innie mark chose his love which is just suicide at that point.#but he cares for helly ( helleny xD ) so it makes sense#outie mark doesn't care about innie mark...so why should the innie?#truly love this show & it's subtlety in showing the horrors of corporates + lives + community
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very few things will make you feel as free as going on walks at night
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loving people to the point of invention >>>>>>








Ada Limón, "Accident Report in the Tall, Tall Weeds" // SouthFloridaReporter.com // Wikipedia, "Baking Powder" // Caroline McCaughey (AARP), "8 Big Inventions Inspired by Love" // Wikipedia, "Band-Aid" // Jim Walsh, "What's the love story behind Pepperidge Farm Goldfish crackers?" // NYFA, "The History of Drive-In Movie Theaters" // Caroline McCaughey, ibid. // Sarah Ruhl, The Clean House
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The feminine urge to stay gone, be unseen, be unavailable, be unheard of.
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u used to be able to put a dvd in your computer. and then u could watch it
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waiting for my sister to move to another city for her internship so she realises how blessed she is in life. hope she gets a job there so she becomes fkn responsible. what a selfish, spoiled, ignorant brat.
#i don't know who she inherited her attitude from - certainly not my parents#i am tired of being the older “understanding” sister who works after office hrs & still manages to run other errands#my sister is not an intj she is truly the most ultra sensitive being i have had to handle#my sister only has 1 real friend and the reason is probably her fkn attitude#going to post this so i can look at this 10 yrs later to see if she has changed#she will probably not change (she's been a _____ for a while now)#i hope i never have to deal with feelers in my life - they suck the life out of me#maybe my sister is like my aunt. blood-suckingly useless
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fatima aamer bilal, excerpt from moony moonless sky’s ‘i am an observer, but not by choice.’
[text id: my fist has always been clenched around the handle of an invisible suitcase. / i am always ready to leave. / there is not a single room in this world where i belong.]
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goals for 2025 :
improve coding & technical skills
learn more about finance & investing
get physically stronger
wake up early & improve nutrition
reduce screen time
document & implement
ace the aws solutions architect exam
prepare for the terraform assoc exam
learn how to drive (atleast a scooty)
go on more treks!
be happy & spread joy :)
make new friends & have a good time w current ones
save more money // become a minimalist
get better at networking
update linkedin before 2026
do something for the first time
maybe learn how to cook a few more dishes
#my main goal is to be irresistibly funny & charismatic#i have realised being having a great sense of humor can take you places in life#was going to add dark chocolates on my vision board for the aesthetic#but that wouldn't be fair to all the sandwiches i love even more#really do want to learn how to drive#hoping to participate in some cloud conferences this year - best way to network & learn#want to stop buying things i don't need#but then i also want funds to buy dark academia inspired things haha#need to finish books i've read halfway#desiblr#2025 Vision Board#All pictures are from Pinterest & Tumblr
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There is a kind of sadness that comes from knowing too much, from seeing the world as it truly is. It is the sadness of understanding that life is not a grand adventure, but a series of small, insignificant moments, that love is not a fairy tale, but a fragile, fleeting emotion, that happiness is not a permanent state, but a rare, fleeting glimpse of something we can never hold onto. And in that understanding, there is a profound loneliness, a sense of being cut off from the world, from other people, from oneself.
Virginia Woolf
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2024 summarized (work edition)
#i enjoy work i'm just not meant for communication#posts i can't retweet on twitter as sane people follow me there
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started this year with anxiety, ended it as a workaholic. this current role is due to an unfortunate series of events in 2024. i'm just running errands & running out of time. ( not looking forward to 2025 ) 12:51 am, 15th Dec, 2024. Wrapped in fluffy blanket, thinking about all the things yet to be done.
#sorry for not answering texts i am always busy w things i did not sign up for & i can't explain this further#i think i am more like my dad than i thought i was - inevitable workaholism </3#i only feel good when i get work done#the backlog is a burden to me#office work is easier than other work at times#outings seem heavy at times - i'd rather tick off something from my to-do list#i miss exercising and going on long walks and my days in goa#adulthood has hit me hard at 23 - feels like i'm years ahead of my age#capricorn season is once again killing me#it is time to make a new to-do list#or just go off the grid#idk why i'm wired like this#capricorn intj eldest daughter#i need to get my life on track ( things i say daily )
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the most fun a girl can have is finding parallels, noticing patterns, making connections, contemplating
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And no I don’t think love ever leaves because it’s been eight years since my dad died and he is in every thought and hope and dream. and when I think I can’t fix the computer he is here. and when I eat chocolate cake he is here. and when the sun glows at 3pm he is here. and he will always be here because his life made mine, and my life will be his epilogue
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