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PLEASE CYBERBROS DRIVE YOUR TRUCK INTO THE NEAREST LAKE. DONT WORRY ITS A FEATURE

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Omoda Seiju — Spring Night

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eleanor shellstrop one of the protagonists of all time honestly. woman who sucks so much who gets put in a situation specifically made to make her worse and instead she gets better. filled with love for other people but replaced it with malice for as long as she could because love got her nothing. went from being selfish for survival to selfless for survival and in the end she lands on being selfless for selflessness's sake. she even has mommy issues. she's even bisexual.

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the author's barely disguised open wound splattered livid and filthy across everything they create

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EMMA (2020)

dir. autumn de wilde

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watching a video on brewing Mesopotamian beer and look at this orange man (his ass cannot guard the barley)

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marimand week, day 5

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Armand, Amadeo, Andrei is my favorite character in the Chronicles because of his weaknesses and strenght.

In my opinion he's not a frail, small child, unable to think for himself and in need of protection.

He's chameleonic. He adapts everytime he's in a new setting and does whatever he wants to for his own pleasure or survival.

He loves with passion and he doesn't stop even in front of danger.

Andrei was willing to die for his beliefs when he was still very young, he loved with a deep passion a religion that allowed him to sacrfice his own life.

When he was kidnapped he fought and he fought even after he was abused, he was left to die in the brothel because he didn't accept to surrender and let men abuse him. He got back to pray until someone saved him.

During "Venice era", Andrei forgot about his prevous life because he needed to protect himself from what hurt him. His mind decided to live the moment, a new life full of art, literature, friends and love.

His religion became life itself and like he did before he lived it at its max, by his own rules. Even if Marius tried to give him a sort of discipline, Amadeo was willing to follow it by his rules. He used his free will without a single thought.

But this abandon to life hurt him again the moment it was taken from him by Santino. And here Amadeo fought again, he changed form, he became someone else in order to survive at that new shift.

Armand was born and he wasn't willing to lose that world, he became what Santino wanted him to be and he liked it. Because what Armand has always had was control, even when it seemed he didn't have it, he found a way to control it and keep living.

Armand fights and changes each time someone new arrives and shapes the world around him. He leaves his past behind and doesn't look back at it. But to change he needs a guide, someone who tells him what to do and who he needs to be. Alone, he feels lost and he's dangerous.

With Louis he dicovered the consequences of his bad actions, with Daniel he discovers how to survive alone in a new world.

But something has always been left unresolved: Andrei and Amadeo.

The veil of Veronica was the door for Armand to join Andrei and Amadeo. He completes himself, he's not lost anymore, because he knows well who he is now.

The only thing left is to spill his trueself to the two people he cares the most: Lestat and Marius. And he does it in BC. He yells at Lestat his love and hatred towards him, his jelousy and his need to be useful.

We don't know what he says to Marius, but we know he fears of not being the Amadeo he was back then, but Marius always knew who he really was and still loved him with the same passion and love he loved him in the past.

For what concerns Armand's character BC seems to close with his journey came to an end. He is complete and at peace, close to the people he loves.

Always a brat, but he's loved for this reason too.

End of the rant

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"Give it to me again, Master," I said. He did, but only when he chose, in droplets, and with red tears he now and then let me lick from his eyes.

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Just left the 69th note on two posts in a row

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For now, let me comfort you...

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Based off Germanic Warrior Looking At A Roman Helmet by Osmar Schindler. The same gift of devotion and abandon.

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such language, and in my presence

marimand week, day 4

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Didn't everyone know he was the boy I kept? My minion, my lover, my secret treasure?

rkgk for marimand week day 1 | reference was die unschuld (the innocence) by sarah flintzer

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Didn't everyone know he was the boy I kept? My minion, my lover, my secret treasure?

rkgk for marimand week day 1 | reference was die unschuld (the innocence) by sarah flintzer

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Little Thorne moodboard for his arrival in the quiet northen town where Marius lives...