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‘Swear to me.       Swear to me that everything you said about the fireflies                         is true.’

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BLOG MOVING

I’ll make an official promo later on about this, but for right now I want to let everyone know that I’ve moved Ellie over here. 

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BLOG MOVING

I’ll make an official promo later on about this, but for right now I want to let everyone know that I’ve moved Ellie over here. 

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BLOG MOVING

I’ll make an official promo later on about this, but for right now I want to let everyone know that I’ve moved Ellie over here. 

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asocialiism replied to your post:BLOG MOVING

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fixed. my bad, i forgot the '.tumblr' part.

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BLOG MOVING

I'll make an official promo later on about this, but for right now I want to let everyone know that I've moved Ellie over here. 

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Currently working on my new theme yada yada. Once it's all done, I'll start following people on that blog. I'll also be posting a promo later tonight for the new one, so if I've forgotten you bc i'm a terrible human being then feel free to follow!

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corporalandrewwashington replied to your post “Im seriously considering archiving this account and making a fresh...”

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Im seriously considering archiving this account and making a fresh start in another. I'd have the same URL and everything.

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I am not an easy person to love. Some days I will whisper how beautiful you are while planting gentle kisses all over your body. You will giggle and try to fight me off and in that moment my heart will have never felt so light. But other days when my mind is a storm cloud threatening to explode, I will be a bundle of emotions that I cannot quite keep contained. I will be cold, distant, and you will look at me like I am not the same person you fell in love with. I am a broken light switch. My moods flicker without anyone flipping me on and off. I wake up each morning and wonder which me you will encounter that day. I always hope it is the one who makes you want to stick around. I am not easy to love. But what I need you to understand is that whether there is a war waging inside of my mind or I am the kind person that you adore, I will always love you. I will love you in the morning. I will love you when you cry. I will love you when I am angry. I will love you when you’re being stubborn. I will love you when I don’t even love myself. I will love you. I know that there will be days when you want to give up on me but I am asking you, please don’t. You see, you are the only one who has been able to settle the storm inside of me before I even realize it is surfacing. I am not easy to love but I promise that I will always put up a fight. And I will love you no matter which me my light switch flips on that day.

Still my favorite piece I’ve written. (via

chickkyyychickk

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                                            you tell yourself ‘BE BRAVE’                                             —   to   put   on   that   f a c e                                                                      &                                             { CREATE }   that    f a c a d e                                             because      if      you     don’t,                                             you’re  afraid  you’ll  b r e a k.

                                            this is your cacophony of lies.

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Just popping in to spread some anon love. I've seen you're going through some stuff IRL and I just wanted to say that you are loved and appreciated. Don't worry about being awkward around people - it just means that the ones who stick by you are the ones who truly matter. There's nothing wrong with having a crush on a girl. Anyone who makes you think any different should be disregarded as an imbecile, and not worth your time. Stay strong, try to be happy, and find your muse when you're ready. <3

Thank you, anon. Please excuse my possible lack of emotion in this response, I’ve just never been good at expressing gratitude. Thank you, and thank those that liked/replied to that post. It’s gone now, but I thank you for taking the time to read through my mush of shit going on in my head. If there’s anything I can do for any of you, just let me know and I’ll try to help.

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Send me "§" if you'd ever consider shipping our muses

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My muse has been kidnapped for experimental 'research.' After months of searching, yours has finally found mine. How does your muse react to the condition mine is in?