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oh my god, it has been so long. who am i. why does everything look different. halp

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HERE you will find medium textless gifs of PAUL WESLEY as JAMES T. KIRK in STAR TREK: STRANGE NEW WORLDS S2E3. These gifs were made by me from scratch so please do not repost or claim as your own. like if you use and enjoy !!

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oof, i haven’t been here in a while. mayhaps i’ll return to making resources? 👀

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I said to my soul, be still, and let the dark come upon you.

T.S. Eliot, East Coker 

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Aight here’s the smut prompts from main. Slightly edited as it was originally two lists. 

1) “I want to fuck you like I’m never gonna see you again.”

2) “Friends? No I don’t think so. Friends don’t know the way you taste.”

3) “I know you think about me in the shower.”

4) “You’re only calling me because you desperate. I can tell.”

5) “It’s not my fault you keep turning me on.”

6) “Don’t make this something it isn’t, I’m not your girlfriend. I just want some company.”

7) “I just want to fuck and leave. No strings.”

8) “Kiss me, and I might let it happen.”

9) “I’m only looking for one thing.” “Funny, me too.”

10) “Pain. Pleasure. I’m the master of both.”

11) “Play me ‘til your hands give in.”

12) “Don’t you wanna save this dirty little damsel?”

13) “Let me be your secret sin.”

14) “I might already be on me knees, but I’m still gonna make you say please.”

15) “I can fuck you better.”

16) “If you’re good, I’ll give you a treat.”

17) “Will you sip me like a vintage wine?”

18) “After we’re done, get me some aspirin.”

19) “I just want to fuck away the pain.”

20) “I know you watch me. I could close the curtains, but this is fun.”

21) “I don’t want diamonds, or pretty lies. I just want your night.”

22) “When I touch myself, I think of you. And when I’m with them, its still you.”

23) “Looks like you had a bad day. Why not take it out on me?”

24) “Show me what that body can do.”

25) “Make me remember you.”

26) “Put your hand on my throat, and squeeze.”

27) “You know I get cranky if I don’t get to eat in the morning.”

28) “I want to fuck you with the lights on.”

29) “You make fuckin’ a religious experience.”

30) “You should probably take me off speaker phone. Unless you wanna share.”

31) “In your office. During hours. Leave the door unlocked.”

32) “You know how I like it when there’s people around.”

33) “If you want this, you’re gonna have to ask me. Nicely.”

34) “We haven’t even gotten started yet.”

35) “Look at you, stretched out and trembling.”

36) “What did you need help studying?” “Chemistry, biology, whatever, as long as you’re on top of me.” 

37) “Bite me harder. Sink your teeth into my flesh.” 

38) “I’m a screamer. Make me mute.” 

39) “We should just get naked.” 

40) “What I wouldn’t do to ride to hell between those thighs.” 

41) “When you think you’re doing enough, harder.” 

42) “I don’t need space. I just want to let go.” 

43) “Stop the world. I wanna get off, with you.” 

44) “Relax. Ain’t nothing wrong with feeling right” 

45) “Pardon my manners. Just, something about you turns me…” 

46) “I don’t even know your name, but damn if your hands and my body aren’t well acquainted.” 

47) “I think I want it. No. It’s all I need.” 

48) “So long as you know, I come first.” 

49) “We both know there’s no price to high for what I can do for you.”

50) “You make me feel things no one else ever has.” 

A few of these got dark if taken without certain context. I included said context, but you could leave it out for a Yandere experience. Regular “Yan” warnings apply, so be careful ok?

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miscellaneous angst starters.

when were you going to tell me?

you can’t keep doing this to yourself.

that’s…a lot of blood.

can you walk?

please don’t lie to me.

you were supposed to leave.

i’m not going anywhere without you.

shh, it’s okay. it was just a dream.

there was nothing more you could have done.

it wasn’t your fault.

this is all my fault.

you aren’t acting like yourself.

i’m never going to let [her/him/them] hurt you again.

you’re hurting me.

don’t ever do that again.

go to hell.

please don’t cry.

you have to stay awake.

i wish i could take the pain away.

you could have died.

hey – stay with me.

it’ll be over soon.

did you ever love me?

i’m sorry. i can’t do this anymore.

things won’t always hurt this bad.

you passed out.

how much have you had?

i’m okay. it’s all fine.

it’s not okay! you’re not fine!

let me get you something for the pain.

it’s nothing. it’s just a bruise.

it’s clearly not nothing.

have you been to the doctor?

i didn’t mean the things i said.

i thought we meant something.

people who are okay don’t act like this.

you don’t have to go through this by yourself.

i don’t want you to be alone.

please don’t regret me.

i heard you crying.

you need to get some rest.

when was the last time you ate something?

i’m worried about you.

did you have another nightmare?

[name], there’s nobody there.

i want to be happy but i don’t think i deserve it.

please talk to me.

why are you mad at me?

alcohol isn’t going to solve your problems.

don’t leave me.

did you do this to yourself?

it’s breaking my heart to see you like this.

tell me what’s wrong.

tell me how to make it better.

why don’t you care?

get the hell away from me.

please don’t do this.

i can’t believe that you lied to me.

just…stay for the night.

you obviously can’t be trusted to take care of yourself, so let me do it for you.

you can’t die. i won’t let you.

just hang on, okay?

hold my hand if you need to.

i’m sorry.

why do you have a gun?

don’t panic.

just breathe.

you’re bleeding.

i’m trying to stop the bleeding.

you’ve been crying, i can tell.

you should have told me sooner.

i wanted to tell you in person.

a phone call would’ve been nice.

i hate you.

i love you.

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❥      NON - SEXUAL   ACTS   OF   DOMINANCE . 

feel free to edit or elaborate as you please .   ( add  ‘ reverse ‘  to your message if you’d like to see how my muse would perform the action ) . otherwise , send in one of these for my muse’s reaction to   …

[ lit ]  your muse lighting a cigarette , spliff , etc. for mine . 

[ order ]  your muse ordering for mine at a restaurant or bar .

[ guide ]  your muse putting a hand on mine’s back to lead them .

[ pay ]  your muse paying for mine at a store , bar , restaurant , etc . ( you can specify where or for what . )

[ open ]  your muse opening a door for mine .

[ dry ]  your muse drying mine off with a towel after a shower , bath , swimming , etc . 

[ instruct ]  your muse giving mine instructions / telling them what to do . 

[ groom ]  your muse adjusting mine’s appearance , such as straightening a tie , fixing their hair , or buttoning their shirt for them , etc . 

[ direct ]  your muse taking mine by the chin and telling them to look yours in the eye .

[ disagree ]  your muse sternly telling mine  ‘ no ‘ .

[ rest ]  your muse resting their arm over mine’s shoulder / s .

[ clean ]  your muse cleaning a smudge of something off mine’s cheek , forehead , etc .   feel free to specify what and how . 

[ answer ]  your muse answering a question meant for mine . 

[ coat ]   your muse holds mine’s coat out for them while they put it on .

[ pilot ]  your muse taking mine by the arm , hand , shoulder , etc . to lead them . 

[ stare ]  your muse staring mine down . 

[ placement ]  your muse telling mine to sit down .

[ teach ]  your muse taking control of mine’s hand , arm , hips , etc . to make sure they do something correctly .  

[ patience ]  your muse telling mine to be patient .

[ tears ]  your muse wiping away mine’s tears .

[ swat ]  your muse swatting mine’s hand away from something they’re not supposed to touch .  

[ jewelry  ]  your muse clasping a piece of jewelry for mine , such as a necklace , or earrings . 

[ enough ]  your muse commanding mine to stop talking . 

[ retrieve ]  your muse requesting or ordering mine to retrieve them something .

[ invite ]  your muse inviting mine to sit on their lap .

[ lean ]  your muse inviting mine to lean into their side while they’re sitting or laying together . 

[ calm ]   your muse telling mine to  ‘ just breathe ‘ .

[ scold ]  your muse scolding mine for something .

[ comfort ]  your muse pulling mine into a reassuring hug .

[ approval ]  your muse complimenting mine on a choice they’ve made .

[ beckon ]  your muse beckoning mine to them without speaking . 

[ laces ]  your muse lacing , tying , or zipping something for mine , such as shoes , a dress , or a jacket , etc .

[ stay ]  your muse telling mine to stay in the car . 

[ defend ]  your muse defending mine’s reputation , dignity , or safety for them . 

[ feed ]  your muse feeding mine something , feel free to specify what .

[ volume ]  your muse demanding mine speak louder .

[ read ]  your muse reading something to mine .

[ refill ]  your muse refilling mine’s glass for them . 

[ possessive ]  your muse resting their hand on mine’s leg or the small of their back while they’re sitting beside each other . 

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Smut | Fluff | Kinks Prompt List

Dialogue Prompts By: AllOverOliver

Sinful Smut

“Try to stay quiet for me. Can you do that?”

“Spread your legs. I want to feel how turned on I made you.” 

“You can add another finger. I’m ready,”

“I want to watch you take off your clothes.”

“You’re so turned on already? That was fast,” 

“Lay back and touch yourself. I want to watch.”

“You want to do this right now? Even though we could get caught?”

“You’re nipples are so sensitive today,” 

“Do you want to continue this in the shower?”

“You look so beautiful tied up to my bed,” 

“I want you to be rough with me, please leave marks on my skin,”

“Say my name,” “Louder,”

“You say you want me, but your body seems to like it when I tease you,”

“Call me ‘Sir’ when we’re alone like this,” 

“No, I’m the one that’s supposed to be making you feel good,”

“Don’t stop, whatever you do. I like that, a lot.”

“I love hearing you moan,”

“Blindfolds heighten your senses, maybe that’s why you’re whimpering louder than usual.”

“I was wondering how long you two were going to make out like that before you realize you weren’t alone.”

“Sorry, did that hurt?” “No, I’m just a little sore from last night.”

“I want to hear you beg for it.”

“I’m not wearing any panties,”

“I want to kiss every inch of your body before I fuck you,”

“I don’t have the patience to remove your clothes right now,” 

“Your pussy tastes so sweet,”

“I can’t wait until we’re alone. There are so many things I want to do to you right now.”

“Bite me,” “Where?”

“Were you just touching yourself?”

“What do you want for breakfast?” “Why are you asking me that at 10 o’clock at night-OH.”

“The game is, either of us is only allowed to touch the other with their mouth.” 

“I love how your body loses control when you cum.”

“Fuck me like a starved animal or leave.”

“Spank me,” 

“Show me how you like to be touched.” 

“Harder, Deeper…”

“I want to fulfill that fantasy you’ve always wanted.”

Fluff

“I missed being with you like this,”

“I’ve been excited to see you all day.”

“You’re my perfect match,” 

“No one else can compare to your loveliness,”

“The way you smile like that always turns me on,”

“Can I at least shut the door before you decide to pounce on me the moment I come home,”

“I know you said you didn’t want to be late, but you look amazing, and I’m trying not to kiss you senseless right now,”

“I’ll keep you warm. Hold me closer.”

“Kiss me again, like you mean it.”

“Can I have a message?”

“Truth or Dare?” “Dare”

“Move away if you don’t want this kiss.”

“If you keep kissing my face like that I’ll have to retaliate.” 

“Are you my secret admirer, the one that’s been sending me all the flowers and notes?” 

“Does this kiss tickle~? Haha. Why are you laughing so much?”

“You’re supposed to be washing my hair, but this feels more like a massage.”

“Hold my hand tight. I’ll protect you.”

“When do you think help will come?” “Not for a while, I guess we’re stranded here alone for the time being.”

“Can you pretend to be my partner for my friend’s wedding? I told them I’d have a plus one.”

“I’m in love with you.” “Are you finally confessing to me? Because I feel the same way.” 

“Apparently all our friends have a bet going that we end up together.

CW: KINKS/FETISH/TURN-ONS: Below the Cut

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𝐒𝐇𝐀𝐃𝐎𝐖 & 𝐁𝐎𝐍𝐄 𝐒𝐄𝐍𝐓𝐄𝐍𝐂𝐄 𝐏𝐑𝐎𝐌𝐏𝐓𝐒

sentence prompts from the first book in the grishaverse series by leigh bardugo ❛   i missed you every hour   ❜  ❛   it caught me by surprise   ❜   ❛  i’ve risked my life for you !   ❜   ❛   don’t tell me we don’t belong together  ❜   ❛   the problem with wanting is that it makes us weak  ❜   ❛  fine , make me your villain   ❜ ❛  i love you , even the part of you that loved him/her   ❜ ❛  i never really belonged anywhere   ❜   ❛  there’s nothing wrong with being a lizard , unless you were born to be a hawk   ❜   ❛  what are you smiling at ?   ❜   ❛  thank you for finding me   ❜   ❛  i’ve been waiting for you for a long time   ❜ ❛  you and i are going to change the world   ❜ ❛   i’m not used to people trying to kill me  ❜   ❛   it’s always just you and me  ❜   ❛  you should be used to being gawked at right now   ❜   ❛   if it gets too bad , give me a signal  ❜   ❛  do you blame me for every mistake i’ve made ?   ❜ ❛  one foot in front of the other , that’s how it’s done .   ❜ ❛   you’re interfering with my plan  ❜   ❛ there’s no such thing as too much champagne , though your head would try and tell you otherwise tomorrow   ❜   ❛  i hope you don’t expect fairness from me , it isn’t one of my specialties    ❜   ❛  the whole time she was looking at me like i was something her dog spit up   ❜   ❛  what is she to you anyway ?   ❜   ❛   like calls to like    ❜ ❛   if i told you i’m trying to save the world , would you believe me ?  ❜ ❛  the love i had for you i thought belonged in the past .    ❜   ❛  i’m not what you think i am   ❜   ❛  i doubt you have any idea what you are   ❜   ❛   you know i’d be lost without you  ❜   ❛   only you could contemplate imminent death and think ‘alright’   ❜ ❛   tell me some lies  ❜   ❛  you’re the first glimmer of hope i’ve had in a long time   ❜ ❛  we all did our part to bring about the end of the world    ❜            

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cash​:

The evening had taken quite the turn. Now he was learning that his parents were not as fond of Michael as he thought they were. Perhaps it was all in his head because it was what he wanted. Cash had come to realize he did that a lot with his ex. He had convinced himself he wasn’t jealous or violent when in fact he would act possessive from time to time and had a tendency to yell and become angry when he had a bad day. Not to mention that time he came in to the studio and punched Bass when nothing had happened. It looked bad but Cash never thought he’d react like that. The worst part was how he disrespected him and his father’s career by saying things like that. He would tell him he was proud of his accomplishments as a musician but he would also make them seem trivial compared to his own. “Yeah, he was.” He agreed, bringing the champagne to his lips.

Bass seemed to be enjoying himself and that was good. He worried for a moment that he might think his parents were pretending to like him, which they weren’t. He seemed to connect with them which made a lot of sense. Sure, a doctor husband sounded good on paper but it was not working in practice. Michael had nothing in common with his parents but Bass and his dad could talk music for hours. He could see the three of them sitting around jamming to old music. It would be fun.

The food, the drinks, the conversation - everything was perfect. They even got some dessert and Bass even sang happy birthday to his mom. Cash could say with confidence that the night had been a success.

“So, how do you feel?” He asked him after they dropped off their parents at the hotel. “I think that went well, don’t you?”

bass

After a pleasant evening with Cash’s parents, Bass was on cloud nine. His lover asked him about what he thought of their time together as soon as they dropped off his parents, drawing a smile from him. “I think you should be feeling threatened right now ... it seems like I might be their new favorite son soon,” he joked, grinning. 

“Your dad is really cool,” Bass continued on a more serious note. “And I’m pretty sure your mom thinks I’m very handsome ... you might get your taste in men from her, eh?” He teased, happy with how the night turned out. “I can’t believe I was nervous about this ... I think it went great. Specially the part where they said we make sense together.”

Bass threw him a look. “If I knew I’d get so much support from your parents, I’d have asked them to help me break you and Michael off.” 

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“I’ll make sure you get one.” His dad said, kicking back the rest of his drink. Cash laughed, it was just all too funny. And now that Sebastian had gotten the idea and the ok to write something inspired by his dad’s story he already expected to hear it. Oh, he could already see Zach’s face when he read those lyrics. It would be an inside joke that only the four of them would understand. It was time to order and Cash decided on the Blackened Tilapia with Zucchini Noodles. After much consideration his mother got the Salmon Linguini and his dad ordered the New York Steak with Potatoes, which was to be expected. The man loved his meat. 

“You look happy together.” The comment took him a little off guard but it was nice to hear that his mom noticed it. And Bass’ answer to that was also nice. “Yeah -” He reached for Bass’ hand to hold it. “We’re very happy.” 

“Good, cause to tell you the truth I wasn’t that fond of Michael.” His dad confessed, and it was a bit of a surprise to Cash. “Huh? Since when?” His dad sighed, giving his mom a look as if to make sure it was alright to answer. “Since the day he casually mentioned that being a musician was not a real job.” Cash remembers that day. They were having lunch together and discussing their move to New York when Michael made that comment. Cash remembers his father’s face, getting red but keeping his cool. “Oh, yeah. I know you got angry. I just didn’t know you stopped liking him then.” 

“Well, I didn’t want to upset you since you were moving away together. Plus, your mother made me promise not to bring it up.” His mom smiled at him. “I liked Michael but he was a bit arrogant honey.” This was news. So his parents had issues with Michael and he didn’t know about them? “Wait - so you just pretended to like him that whole time? That’s not very comforting.” It was as if they realized where this was coming from because his mom quickly reached for his hand. “Noooo, we like Sebastian. It’s not the same. We just didn’t want to say anything back then because you seemed so happy. But, you look a lot happier now.” She then turned to Bass. “We do like you Bass. We’ve liked you since the first time you came to our house. Of course we would have preferred for things to have happened differently between you but - that’s all in he past.” His dad nodded, agreeing with that statement. “Yeah, you two make a lot more sense. I’m glad to have another musician in the family. Someone who actually appreciates the craft. Not a real job my ass.” 

bass

He smiled at the grasp of his lover’s hand around his own, intertwining their fingers, proud. Bass hadn’t stopped to think about what it would feel like to be out in the open, together, in front of Cash’s parents eyes. It felt different, but not entirely bad. Somewhat like dating for the first time and not knowing exactly what to do, but still being very much interested in seeing it through. 

Then James Carpenter said something he never expected to hear. The look on his son’s and Bass’ faces were equally dumbfounded, though while Cash was quick to question what felt like been lied to for years, Bass merely parted his lips into surprise, barely containing the urge to laugh. A smile curled at the corners of his lips, that he was quick to press into a polite line once his eyes met Cash’s.

That was probably the highlight of his evening.

He watched their exchange, entertained and even a little bit victorious. Bass had always felt like the doctor son-in-law was a dream come true to the Carpenters. Who knew they would value in a mess of a rock star? Once Anne Marie mentioned she wished they got together differently, he agreed. “That... yeah, that got out of control, a little bit.” Bass laughed at James’ remark, “Not a real job our asses!” But in truth he was deeply moved by the mention that he was part of the family, giving Cash’s hand a gentle squeeze and feeling at ease. “You were too good for him anyway,” he added as a joke, “not for me though. For me you are just right.” Then he gave the back of his hand a kiss and reached for more champagne. What a perfect, glorious evening.

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This was, without a doubt, the weirdest conversation he’s ever had with his parents and a significant other. When they met Michael it was vastly different. They talked about his job and the plans they had for the future. It was nice but not necessarily fun. This was different. It was as if both his parents were free to be themselves around Bass. 

His father grinned, taking a drink of champagne. “Unfortunately I don’t, which I regret.” Bass spoke with a lot passion which was one of the reasons he loved him. Even when he was singing about something ridiculous he still sounded passionate. He chuckled at the suggestion. “Oh no, this is all you. We still don’t have a hidden song for this album so - there you go.”

bass

“I think Cash’s still supposed to get me one of your CDs,” Bass mentioned, glancing between the two men. “You might have to tell me where I can get a copy, he can be a bit forgetful sometimes.” He threw his lover a playfully teasing look, bringing a hand over his back to rub between his shoulder blades, as if apologizing for the joke.

Bass let out another laugh, nodding. “Alright, alright - I’ll see what I can do.” It left him with a smile on the lips, to think that somehow would make them family. To have this silly game in common. He didn’t expect the dinner to be that pleasant between the four of them and he was certainly happy about being proved wrong.

Taking another sip of champagne, he asked, “Are you ready to order?” The group took another look at the menu and called the waiter over to place their orders. Bass ordered something simple, steak, steamed vegetables, nothing too heavy, just in case somehow his nerves got the best of him again. 

He took a moment to appreciate the view of the Carpenters as the three discussed their options over the menu. It felt like watching a slice of his future unfold and he was surprised to learn he was just as excited for it as he was terrified. Bass glanced at his lover and he wondered if Cash would be the one he shared his life with. 

All that thinking was getting him nervous but the prospects were pretty good. If he didn’t somehow fuck things up, of course, which he tended to do. Not this time, Bass told himself and smiled when his gaze met Cash’s mother’s. A sweet, but forward woman. “You look happy together.”

He glanced at Cash before answering for himself. “I think ... we are ... Right?” Bass eyed his lover again and smiled. “We are ... very happy together, yes.”

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cash:

“Mom, oh my god.” He could not believe she had asked that. Then again, he could. His mother was a very honest woman who spoke her mind - often times without reservations. But this meant that she liked Bass because she felt comfortable around him. Cash waited for Bass to answer the question and then laughed. It was just too funny.

 “I’m sure Sebastian had a good reason for writing that song. He wanted to express something.” His father tried to explain since he ha written some controversial songs in the past. “There was this song I wrote about tripping on acid and shitting my pants that never saw the light of day. Never be ashamed of writing something - whatever it is.” Cash blinked and looked at his dad. “What? You’ve never mentioned this.” 

The three of them laughed at how ridiculous the conversation was. “The point is that as musician we have this need to express ourselves and sometimes we want to talk about unexpected bowel movements while high and other times we want to talk about having sexual relations with another man.”

bass

Of all things Bass expected to follow, Cash’s father jumping in to his rescue was possibly at the very bottom of that list, and yet the man did just that. His jaw dropped when he shared his own songwriting experience, drawing a chuckle out of him. It was fascinating and at the same time it filled him with great envy. To think of how differently his life would’ve been had he had a musician for a father ... perhaps he would be just as emotionally stable or self-confidence as Cash nowadays. “Are you sure you haven’t recorded that somewhere? I would kill to listen to that now,” Bass commented, entertained and even a little inspired. The small things were the most powerful when it came to inspiration.

“That is very true. There is the romanticized, and there is the mundane, and then the absurd ... all of which are valid to bring forth and talk about.” He turned to Cash. “Now you’ll have to write a song about shitting in your pants to honor your father ... call it family tradition,” Bass suggested, grinning. 

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cash​:

Cash was not the type of person who enjoyed the attention. Funny since he decided to pursue a career that guaranteed that. But he felt a bit uncomfortable when people started to talk about him and he could feel his cheeks getting warmer and warmer. His mother was looking at him with pride. It was nice to make your parents feel that way and he wondered how Bass felt. He had mentioned how his father only called to ask for money or favors. Made him sad. “Fine, keep talking about how great I am.” He added, reaching for his glass. 

Bass shared a little about his past and it made him smile. He just imagined little Bass singing around the house. “You have an amazing voice” His mom gushed. “It’s so … versatile.” For a second there he thought his mom would say sexy and he wanted to die. “She’s right, you have great range.” His father agreed. 

Cash felt Bass’ hand under the table and it made him nervous but he enjoyed it as well. “It’s great. I’ve always loved the entire creative process. To start with a few words on a page or just a few notes and boom! Next thing you know you have a song.” He had to admit that being a part of Saltwater has been the most satisfying experience, both personal but creatively as well. “We all seem to work well together. Jason and August are just … too good for words. And Bass here, he’s a genius with those lyrics.” 

His dad nodded in agreement and then his mom said something that almost made him choke. “Wasn’t there a song about sodomy in your first album?”

bass

“There is not one person at this table who would prefer anything else,” Bass continued his teasing, but he did abandon the topic as it seemed to make his lover uncomfortable. If Cash’s mother meant anything else by her compliment, it went straight over his head. “By versatile do you mean the whispering and the screaming?” He let out a soft laugh, entertained. Bass got that a lot at interviews. “We try to evoke a reaction ... I would say anything that gets the right kind of reaction is a go in my book.”

Bass nodded along as he listened to Cash share his experience. “You made my lyrics better! You did,” he insisted, grinning, when his mother made the most haunting comment she could’ve ever made.

“Oh, God,” he breathed out, letting out the most genuine, embarrassed laugh ever. “I can’t believe you heard that...” At times like those, Bass regretted some of his career choices. Sure he would’ve made them all over again, but it still made for some awkward situations. “That’s going to be a tough one to explain...” He kept fighting back laughter with a grin. His face warmed up to the point he was wondering if there was any chance he didn’t look as red as a tomato. “You see, we went for controversy... and shock value...” Not even he believed his own words, resulting in laughter from his guests.

“I think your mother just roasted me,” Bass said to his lover, though in a good-natured, amused and slightly embarrassed way.

[infernare]

cash​:

Sebastian called the bartender to order the champagne, so far so good. Things were going well and Cash began to feel a little more at ease and comfortable. This could work. Not that he doubted it since he knew Bass would win his parents over, but he was relieved now that it was a reality. His parents looked happy, specially when Bass started to talk about him and his contributions to the band. It made him feel really good to know that Bass appreciated him the way he did. That he respected him as an artist. 

“Stop, you’re making me blush.” He added, smiling. The waiter came back with the bottle and served them a glass of champagne. His father reached for his glass to take a drink, smiling. “That’s my boy. Music has always been very important to us. I remember when he was … what? six years old? He started to sing around the house. And then later he started to seem very interested with the guitar. I don’t know when he became obsessed with bass though, but he’d spend hours playing that thing.” 

bass

He smiled at his lover’s protest, entertained by his embarrassment. “Not a chance, that’s kind of the goal, really.” It was good to be around people who would love to talk about Cash to him, after all it wasn’t like his friends appreciated it when he went on and on about the guy. It is truly something that perhaps only a parent - or more specifically, a mother - would fully appreciate and engage on.

The champagne was served by a friendly waiter and he savored it while listening to the words of Mr. Carpenter. “You do look very natural with the bass and the guitar,” Bass pointed out, throwing him a look. “Music was always present in my life too, but I was a bit of a late bloomer when it comes to taking it more seriously... still, we ended up here the same.”

The appetizers were served and Bass insisted that their guests helped themselves first. Despite his nerves, the conversation was light and pleasant, leaving him more relaxed. He patted Cash’s thigh under the table and offered him a warm smile, happy to see the night wasn’t the trainwreck he expected it to be. “How does it feel like to be part of the entire process this time? Any difference?”

[infernare]

🐝  *  ―  𝐋𝐎𝐕𝐄  𝐀𝐍𝐃  𝐋𝐄𝐀𝐒𝐇𝐄𝐒  𝐒𝐄𝐍𝐓𝐄𝐍𝐂𝐄  𝐒𝐓𝐀𝐑𝐓𝐄𝐑𝐒.   (  tw  for  some  potentially  suggestive  /  bdsm  related  moments.  feel  free  to  adjust  to  better  fit  your  muses.  )

❛  isn’t there at least one secret desire waiting within you heart that you can’t admit to anyone ?  ❜ ❛  it’s not just your lovers you should be cute for.  ❜ ❛  so that’s the face someone makes when they know everyone’s obsessed with them , huh ?  ❜ ❛  a guy like that doesn’t interest you , right ?  ❜ ❛  you say you’re interested but you don’t want to show it at all.  ❜ ❛  life is boring so just do something with it.  ❜ ❛  no , don’t lie to me. you’re not okay !  ❜ ❛  why are you acting so stupid ?  ❜ ❛  sorry you wasted your weekend on me like this.  ❜ ❛  thank you very much for being so honest with me.  ❜ ❛  let’s be open and honest about our tendencies.  ❜ ❛  oh , i don’t understand a word you’re saying.  ❜ ❛  you know , you’re making even less sense right now but okay.  ❜ ❛  why are you crying ?  ❜ ❛  isn’t everyone a little bit perverted in some ways ?  ❜ ❛  do you know … how awesome you are ?  ❜ ❛  this will never happen again.  ❜ ❛  have you considered being more flirtatious ?  ❜ ❛  i promise that i’ll make sure i don’t cross the line anymore. i mean it.  ❜ ❛  so will you stop avoiding me now ?  ❜ ❛  you’re really the coolest human being i’ve ever met.  ❜ ❛  i’ll give you a reward if you’re good and you obey me.  ❜ ❛  why do i feel like i was threatened ?  ❜ ❛  i don’t think i’ve done nearly enough to deserve this yet.  ❜ ❛  you’re just like the sun to me , [name].  ❜ ❛  you weren’t expectig it , but you looked quite prepared for it.  ❜ ❛  i think i didn’t want others to find out that i was weak.  ❜ ❛  do you not want me to see it or what ?  ❜ ❛  you can ask me if you have any questions.  ❜ ❛  when she sounds scary , it’s kind of … sexy in a way.  ❜ ❛  how come you have no faith in your master ?  ❜ ❛  what i did was wrong , so you can hit me for real.  ❜ ❛  how dare you look at me like that ?  ❜ ❛  is there anything you can do right ?  ❜ ❛  you know what you did wrong , don’t you ?  ❜ ❛  do you really enjoy all this pain and suffering ?  ❜ ❛  i can’t tell you what’s normal and what’s not.  ❜ ❛  i don’t think we should date.  ❜ ❛  i thought a lot about this because i wanted to be completely honest with you know.  ❜ ❛  i feel i can talk to you , though , right ?  ❜ ❛  you’ve burned me so bad i’m scared to do anything , let alone date.  ❜ ❛  can’t you imagine how much you hurt me ?  ❜ ❛  you may not understand at all , but for me to never be accepted for who i was not for a moment … that hurt too.  ❜ ❛  you’ll never be able to love anyone because you won’t give up anything.  ❜ ❛  does anything get better if you hate yourself day in , day out ?  ❜ ❛  if you have that time , try taking responsibilitiy for your feelings.  ❜ ❛  i know i have the worst timing as usual … but i like you.  ❜ ❛  you’re cool when you#re tough , and pretty when you smile.  ❜ ❛  you don’t have to do anything if it’s too hard for you.  ❜ ❛  you’re cute normally too , but i think you’re even cuter when you’re tied up like this.  ❜