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Missing Khloe from my job

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When I visited Western and fell in love ❤️ (at Western Michigan University)

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at Hunt Park

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I Find Physical Displeasure Here we were darling, together again. I want you to remember: distance is nothing when we have each other. He leaned in for a kiss. A thought. An idea A desire A realization. Fear. We’ve only kissed twice before, and I would like to think he was my first, but that wouldn’t be true. I would like to think it was with desire, a want on both parts, but that wouldn’t be true. I would like to think it was at least with someone around my age, but that wouldn’t be true. I would like to think that my past wasn’t catching up with me again in this moment. When I came back to visit him, my great-grandpa, every year, I was fine. I would like to want to remember this kiss not because I didn’t love him, I did. I just didn’t want to remember the feelings. I would like to think that I would ravish in this moment. I would like it to not feel wrong. When he leaned in and grabbed my waist and pulled me in for a kiss. As if he wanted my body, not me. When he kissed me every neuron in my body rejected it. When I pulled myself away, he took that as a sign to kiss harder. I gathered myself and got up. I asked him to walk with me. While collecting himself, I became light-headed and sick to my lips. A swarm of heat and hormones, I began to cry. I lost balance. I swirled in a circle, when one tear rolled down my face. He hugged me as if my first kiss hadn’t done that already. Only with the people I love do I find physical displeasure.

Rhia

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panic! at the disco - girls/girls/boys

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at Mr. Blue

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18 is approaching

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I've got $20 let's go 👊🏽 in Ann Arbor, USA #frontback @frontbackapp

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Miller Park got me like ☺💕 in Ann Arbor, USA #frontback @frontbackapp

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I'm woken up in a panic Nothing has happened Since I've last lost consciousness And into a deep sleep... I spent those hours lying awake, Depressed in an unexplainable way... I feel gone, like I'm dead to the world. I'm fine with that... but at least let me go

Rhia

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Poor choices and screams of shame I seek no more homes, Grief is left. Grief is for death, and for failures It's for me, for my failures, because I have fallen into a million hematite piece. And I will never rise like the ashes that were once my greatest philosophers. I am the ashes of a wolf, an owl, a fox. Not of the ashes of Maya Angelou or Rosa Parks. I am the flames of smokey mountains, of the air you breath, not invincible, not dead, and I am not gone, I am here. I am the shadows that dance at your mother's funeral, the veteran who dies after his service for his home country, and I am here. I am not dead, I am not dead.

Rhia

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Long hair bring misery It holds in all the pain It allows me to cry Without anyone seeing I hide my face in my hair It's where I hide my identity The curlys in my hair cling to my emotions. And when I wash it, as the water drizzles down upon it my wounds are revealed again, as the curls are strengthened again So are my emotions To rid myself from the same miserable events I ends to rid myself from my hair and cut it off

Rhia