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Kids Are Great

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Rant

So, I have no one to blame, but myself for living in the same shithole trailer park as my sister, sister-in-law, and my in-laws. I'm also, evidently, to blame for everything that's gone wrong in my sister's life over the last 4 years. Granted, I lived over a hour away until last July. Not 3 days after moving back I get T-boned by a Canadian. Driver had no insurance, no headlights, and speeding, but I got the ticket. On top of all that, my sister gets moved out to this shithole before I do and starts claiming people are breaking into her place. Not once did I ever see any signs of forced entry. You couldn't ever tell if anything was missing because she has so much crap you can barely be comfortable in her home. I've known for a long time she's done drugs and often sells them too. We've always kept our personal lives to ourselves, until now. We're taking my nephew to school everyday since we live close together. I don't really ever get to see him though because I'm just an asshole all the time. Fuck me right. Well, according to her I am and I'm always mean to my nephew. The little shit could kill someone in front of her and she'd act like he didn't do it or that they shouldn't have started shit with her kid in the first place. He walks all over her, doesn't mind other adults unless he's threatened with the loss of his Xbox, lies all the damn time, and has a tantrum anytime he doesn't get his way. Which most of that behavior is just an emulation of his mother. She's evidently worse than I could imagine because my nephew's dad killed himself years ago over her. If he were still here, she'd never see that boy again unless it was very strict supervision. Anyways, but to the people breaking into my sister's place. It's never happened. She is too stupid to understand what isolation is and invites just about any Joe blow inside to hang out. According to her no one out here likes me. I like it that way. Didn't move here to make friends with dope heads. That and I never really have to worry about dealing with them either. Now, my sister is what you would call a dumbass. She drove on a suspended license, stolen plates, no insurance, expired inspection sticker, and expired registration. Yet she wants to blame me and our dad for her truck being impounded. She blames me for her getting kicked out of our parents house and moving here to the shithole. Now, that the school year is almost over and her kid is on the verge of failing it's our mother, my wife, and my fault it's happening. I have seen my nephew once in almost 2 months. She never let's us help him with his homework nor does she bother helping him. All she does is yell at him. Telling him to leave me alone or get away from me, or I don't want to see you for a long time. Who the fuck tells their child that! I lived a hour away for almost 10 years and was always working. Never made it to a birthday, never made it to a ballgame, and now that I have a chance to be a part of my nephew's life, she hides him away. Haven't talked to my sister in almost a week because I pissed her off being the asshole I am and calling her out for her bullshit. Last time I did that she threw a fan at me and I almost went to jail. According to her we've never been a real family. In my mind and in my heart, I've never really had a sister. Only time we ever got a long was a 3 year period. 18 - 21 was the only time she liked me enough to talk to me. Because I smoked and if she ever needed a cigarette, I was there. Or her favorite past time, if she ever wanted someone to drink with, I was there. After I got married she basically dropped from the radar. Only time she surfaced was the occasional holiday gathering and right before I deployed. Now, I live so close I can't stand it. Only reason why is this is the cheapest rent area in this town and I'm doing this for my parents, to help them out. My family had heart problems, but my mom's health started declining from dealing with my sister so much over the 4 year period. All for now, I could go on forever, but she's not worth that much attention. #siblings #drama #bullshit #fuckem