I feel like I spent so long trying to work on & better myself, compared to the stupid child I was.
But in doing so, I feel like I just killed myself more.
Growing to only focus on myself, not what others think. But I wish I could say that was true, there are times I sit there and truly believe everyone around would want me disappearing.
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Body/gym progression diary away from a more visible social media.
Still nowhere near where we want to be, but slow movement.
Hated the size of myself, hated who I was as a person, something I look back on with great disgust is just how I was as a human. Always striving to become better, more loving, more compassionate & more physical. However, that’s still not the easiest thing in the world.
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What did I find out this week?
Red wine - a mixture of problems which include headaches.
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Been a hot minute since posting on here...
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