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[inmemoryofkymbernezat]

August 11, 2023

Kymber, Today makes 2 years since my brother, Brad & I's OD on synthetic Fentanyl. So, today has been a roller coaster of emotions. It's been hard thinking about it, knowing I somehow cheated death and you didn't get as lucky. How am I deserving of surviving and living this life I stupidly and immaturely almost lost and you were taken away by saving lives? It doesn't seem fair to me. It doesn't make sense. How is it that I'm still walking on this earth but you got taken from it? You had so much to look forward to and bring into this world and I feel as though I have nothing even close to offer it.

I guess I have to believe, I'm still on this earth for a greater purpose and I have to keep going on in your honor. I hope you guide me along the way, because the Lord knows you were my moral compass.

[inmemoryofkymbernezat]

Dear Kymber,

Losing you almost 2 months ago has been the hardest, most unexpected and tragic loss I've experienced in all of my 27 years on this earth.

To help me cope, a few people have recommended writing, journal-ing, taking voice messages or videos, or anything along those lines, so that I could tell you about everything going on in our/my life, things you're "missing", and overall just talk to you.

So, I've settled on this. Here goes nothing....