innernachoesandguacamole

[innernachoesandguacamole]

I need to know do you also like quesodillas ane grilled cheese or is this a nacho and gucamolee only kinda place

Also i love ur posts its so nice ready emmm

Yes! I enjoy them all, i enjoy many a cheese dish

Honestly chose this blog name on a whim haha, but they are all wonderful

Thank you anon!! Honestly my formatting is kinda bum cheeks but im too lay z to use html and desktop things; im glad you enjoy them and i hope they could help you in some way 🫶🫶

If you ever feel some sort of joy or relief or peace after reading these posts from me or anyone else, carry that knowing with you throughout life, i promise the outside will reflect whats within, trust in yourself and your power and the mirror will mold and stretch into exactly the shape you choose ! Youve already been doing it, now wield it to your advantage and live as joyfully as you wish

[innernachoesandguacamole]

I want u to know i love your posts. they are super motivating and seeing someone elses thoughts is really, idk, humanizing and real to me. helps me really cement that shifiting really is real and all that

anway much kissess mwah mwah mwah mwah lickiing ur elbows affectionately

HELLOOOOOO THANK YOU SO MUCH ANON

Im so happy my ramblings could help somebody out there 🫶🫶 its to remind myself more than anything but it makes me incredibly glad i can do what some of my faves on tumblr do for myself 😁😁

All these ppl on ur feed have homework and j*bs and such but we r also all magical and taking a chance to really step into freedom!! To believe and go beyond

Its lowkey beautiful in that way, even the mundane is divine and a facet of the kaleidoscope of infinite possibilities, so choosing one or the other is really a matter of playing pretend when you realize, like how playing house as a kid was so much fun but when u grow up. . . limitations and obligations when you actually get to doing the house stuff

But now u realize those arent real either!! Truly the inner child has so much wisdom to return to, and thats why we’re all here aren’t we haha

IM RAMBLING AGAIN HOPE THIS ISNT TOO LONG BUT THANK YOU FOR THIS, truly

Mwah mwah mwah sending much love to ur lovely soul 👩‍❤️‍💋‍👩👩‍❤️‍💋‍👩 u have all the tools to liberation within u already, go play and dance in this beautiful strange existence of god rediscovering itself

[innernachoesandguacamole]

The Paradox of Working for Your Magic

I think a lot of people in this community repeatedly slip into the habit of thinking of accessing their limitless nature as something they have to work for - self-reflection, dedicated time to affirm/sit in a state, reading again and again. And of course you know on an intellectual level that this is silly and counterintuitive. Like, what the hell are you doing? Why does the magic of existence require to only do shifting methods in bed or affirming like it’s a full-time job? Why does the magic require a timeline or detailed sensory descriptions to access exactly what it wants?

The ‘rules’ of this current world, influenced by the endlessly subsuming nature of capitalism into the endless pursuit of wealth, and the idea of work ethic as a moral good for either society or yourself and your beneficiaries imply that:

a. There is a limited amount of resources - money, time, etc

b. You are an individual with limitations

And in turn,

c. You cannot have everything you want due to these limitations

d. To access things that you want, you must put in mental and/or physical effort

But you already know all these rules are false. Why are you using the rules of game to stop playing it?

Most likely it is most comfortable to the part of your ego who still fears uncertainty and wants to slip back into its patterns for safety. And you are listening to that ego because you’ve done so for most of your life. Which makes sense! That’s what was needed at the time. Just not now.

Here’s where a reminder is needed.

God is an unlimited supply.

God transcends time and space, not because it’s a special feature, but because that is the nature of accessing infinity.

God does not fear its own shadow.

God is the subject and object. The lover and beloved. The light and shadow. Yin and yang. You cannot have one without the other.

God’s perspectives are infinitely flexible.

God does not ‘work’ for what is already is.

God does not look to its reflection for guidance.

And at the very core of this little dance of existence you do for yourself:

God knew, and so it was.

So please, take a breath, have fun, flow as you desire. Stretch, expand, contract your ‘power’ as you please. Erect and dissolve boundaries for the drama or ease. This life is meant for dancing. If you make yourself so small it’s suffocating, the point of playing in the sandbox of life is lost. Your dance is stilted, tinged with desperation instead of excitement and love. Relax and know who you are. Be exactly what you want, without approval of anything but yourself.

[innernachoesandguacamole]

This was super helpful! Js wanna add some notes for my own sake

When you view manifesting in this linear magical pov it’s almost like you’re more focused on the potential moment of change, waiting for the proof of the magic to reveal itself to you

But the world is not a magician or this being with esoteric knowledge, it is you! It simply reflects, so if you consistently remain aware of a completely rule-following, logical, unfulfilling world, that is what will reveal itself to you

Like even strange coincidences or synchronicities that come up for even the biggest skeptics (angel #s, deja vu, etc) are frequently brushed off by them simply because it doesn’t fit their world view

The magic within you is ever-present, but if you continue to filter it out and not expect it, guess what kind of world you’ll perceive

So even in the ‘physical’, individuals must actively seek out or believe in more before it reveals themselves in the form of spirits, rituals, divine timing, etc.

Manifestation is simply applying this logic to a larger scale - not only realizing there is no limit, but it is the very nature of being -> dancing and flowing in your reflection, realizing that freedom to play and explore

I think a good analogy that helps me is almost like a pair of glasses - you’re always gonna be wearing them as long as you continue to perceive and observe thoughts and sensations (the idea came from the metaphor of rose-colored glasses)

There isn’t really a most ‘real’ pair, since anything limited is all a distortion of reality, they are all as real and unreal as you take them

So choosing a pair is simply a matter of what resonates most

And manifestation is almost a breaking point for that fear and dissatisfaction and discomfort of living a limited existence saying ‘yes, those too can be changed, whether from the inside out or outside in, since it’s ultimately all the same’!

*outside in in the sense that one takes physical/tangible action to produce a result (which is still ultimately from inside! Js here referring to inside out as producing an external effect without the need for measurable action)

So stop focusing on the how or the ‘reveal’ - that’s the logic, linear, human thoughts talking

Those thoughts that place time and senses as the ultimate measure of reality - all of which are STILL filtered by your awareness!

It really does have to come from the inside out

So stop monitoring and measuring success with a broken scale

Simply live in that sense of safety, peace, freedom and what it entails - your human ego will be satisfied in the process!

The end

rant on the act of manifesting + persisting.

just realized something. i think a lot of you are focused on how to manifest and i mean how to do the actual act and you might think methods are something to do and it's like oh it's a process and oh you need to do this exact routine or this thing to manifest but you already know how to manifest and you're already always manifesting. so if that helped remove pressure off you, great. you don't need to worry about the act of manifesting, okay? you just need to worry about persisting in the thoughts that you'd be having if you were experiencing whatever it is you want to experience and that's it. thinking is something you already do all of the time and when you hold onto an idea and persist in certain thoughts that indicate you have something, your reality must reflect that because reality is just the mind expressed. you don't need to worry about that part either, okay! the 3d naturally reflects you without you needing to do anything about that. all you have to do is just start intentionally thinking the thoughts as the person who has it would, keep doing that, and it'll manifest. yes it will. again you don't need to do anything to do the act of manifesting or make the 3d reflect and you don't even need to do a method i mean i guess you could consider it as you're using affirming but that's just thinking and that's something you're going to have to intentionally do at first anyways bc you might naturally think the thoughts of the person who doesn't have it right now, so obviously you need to consciously switch it and create a new thought habit. your mind will get used to the new way of thinking ( as the person who has it ) and will switch to thinking that by default after who knows how long it doesn't matter. but anyways just stop being scared or worried about anything else and just persist in being the person who now has it and stop worrying about the 3d because it must reflect anyways no matter what happens today, tomorrow, or later. okay?

i think something to remember is that persistence is a choice. you do not need to eliminate any mental or physical opposition to be able to manifest it, to be able to persist, or to even be able to start thinking like the person who has it. that is literally not what persisting is. persisting is you are choosing to think the thoughts of the person who has it despite the doubts you have, despite the beliefs you have of not having it, and despite your mind naturally getting thoughts that relate to the old story. that is persisting!

also some of you have this idea that "so how long do i persist and oh doesn't persisting mean you don't have it but isn't persisting aligning with still not having it" um tell me you don't know what persisting means without telling me. guys! you are always fucking persisting in a story. you can either persist in not having it or persist in having it. you've been persisting in not having it, and you know why that is persistence and not just oh ive been thinking thoughts of the person who doesn't have it? because you know about manifestation and you know that you can have that thing by manifesting it so that sort of is like well erm that thought isn't entirely true but no you know you can manifest it and you still decide to persist in "nope i don't have it". that is fucking persisting. you also can't drop persisting or drop being the person who has it, like let's say you start thinking the thoughts of someone who has it. some of you think "ok when do i stop when does it manifest so that i can then stop thinking these thoughts and go back to thinking the way i was before aka thinking like the person who doesn't have it?" um hello?? you don't go back. you mentally become the person who has it and boom you are that person now. you only go back to the previous way of thinking if you want to go back to being the person who doesn't have what they want, but clearly you don't want that right? so stop fucking doing it! it isn't a bone you can pick up and drop and still have the 3d change. your mind might still be used to the idea of you not having it so you're just setting yourself up. you do not stop thinking like that person once you start. even when it manifests you're still thinking that way, just maybe not intentionally anymore but that's fucking okay!! that goes to show that you just dont drop it. anyways please stop misunderstanding what persisting is and trying to treat manifestation like a spell where you can just stay thinking like the person who doesn't have it and still have it or even manifest it that way.

[innernachoesandguacamole]

14 Day Manifestation Challenge

Started by one of my favs @hrrtshape !!

Start date: June 10

intention - the 3d reflects my thoughts, not the other way around.

test - assume you'll hear a specific word today (butterfly, ocean, apple, whatever)

affirmation - my assumptions are law. i think it, i see it.　

Ended up choosing ‘pasta’ for the day

I didn’t fully intend on physically hearing the word so I kind of let the concept bring itself to me in whatever manner I associated the word with

It didn’t fully register to me atm but I ending up watching at least two yt shorts related to pasta!

I think some part of me realized because I ended up eating mac&cheese for lunch + knife-cut noodles for dinner! I did in fact get the memo by then lol

It really is just abt letting it come to you without overthinking which - ofc, but it’s very helpful for the parts of my brain which i tend to listen to more than needed

And another thing - your intention + manifestation is preordained! Destined, if you will

Not js your social media feed showing you synchronicities and angel #s but you and the world are coming together to make it come true beyond the fabric of space-time!

Like i bought that mac&cheese the day before AND my dinner was set up as a group event for me + my peers 2 weeks beforehand

And i happened to eat both the day i intended pasta would manifest :)

Your knowing bends and twists the rules of reality in ways your ego can never fully comprehend - and isn’t that a testament to the extent of your power?

Anyways ramble over

If you’re interested do join !! It’s lots of fun and i love seeing everyone realizing their power :)

Link:

[innernachoesandguacamole]

TY FOR 50 FOLLOWERS GUYS

Tbh my writing on this blog is bootybuttcheex…

Literally started from copy pasting shit in my notes app to remind myself of certain things so there’s a bunch of extra shit in my posts that may/may not b helpful for u guys sigh

Js me trying to understand my brain soup so all the synonyms keep flying

And the same is tru today

Sorry im not much of a blogger but again - thank u for being here ! I’m glad something here resonates with you 🫶

[innernachoesandguacamole]

Don’t Be a Poser - In Fashion or Life

IB - thatadult’s video on the aestheticization/commodification of authentic identity in fashion: https://www.tiktok.com/t/ZTjXd8f4H/

(Aka fashion should be about the natural expression of an identity, not using it to signal certain traits)

Now more than ever with the constant addictive consumption of media, for the chronically online (which if you’re reading this it’s likely you are no shame haha), identity is constructed and curated - meticulous, constantly seeking validation to stabilize and lean into self more fully

It’s all ‘I want to be smart/well-read/beautiful/athletic/[insert quality that u desire]

And a lot of times that desire doesn’t come from a place of wanting to experience the fullness of being, but instead as a status symbol to increase one’s social capital - ex. more popular/desireable with others

Not to even necessarily have these things, but to be seen having such things so people envy/desire you

And maybe in turn if successful in your social signaling you could experience that fullness - but only if you take the time to look within at some point!

Bffr how many times have u seen a poser who is cool… yeah chasing approval while dumbing down people’s real world experiences and personal style is fkin shallow and lame

Like do u rlly wanna be equivalent of a chronically online microtrend final boss commodifying the aesthetic of depth and fulfillment but ur actually rotting inside bcs what u think is cute is always shaped by other ppls opinions

I get how it comes about but it is such a shallow and frankly sad way of living rather than just … being authentic to urself and doing what u want

All a farce to become more desireable in order to be wanted by ‘desireable’ people

^ do u see how circular and useless this logic is.

U want to successfully mask / show off the idea of a sense of completeness

And do that so other ppl will complete u

Nopenopenopenope stop that.

Seeking salvation in the reflection, constantly observing and self-monitoring, passing judgment onto any and everything splits the world into a messy, never-ending whirl of categories and rights/wrongs

When typically the ‘right’ or ‘cool’ thing for a person is always subjective - no one else can tell you how to experience life or dress for yourself

Life is not a curated carousel of perfect moments or a seamless narrative - it is unpredictable at times, embarrassing and strange and unpalatable even

The mind cannot and should not try to comprehend and manage it it in its entirety and - it is both impossible and a meaningless task

All this to say you need to stop looking at the veneer of people, social media, the world and believing ‘I want this’, ‘I should do/be like this’

Think about the ‘shameful’, honest desires that are within right now. Think about what brings you back inside instead of chasing and chasing, neglecting and degrading your spirit. The life you yearn for begs for you to let it flow.

Stagnant water grows murky, and eventually undrinkable. Don’t plug your river with things that don’t truly light you up.

Listen to who is begging to be let out. Listen to them, let them be fulfilled, no conditions, no nothing. Don’t let the ego, the old story, tell the spirit, the source of reality itself what it can do - it cannot and should not.

The rest is history.

[innernachoesandguacamole]

On Cause & Effect - You are it all

Shit does not happen to you, it flows through you

The easiest way to see this is your body

Ex. Breathing, walking, or even things less natural to you like singing or exercising

The awareness/intention pops up, and the action occurs (even if it’s more difficult to consciously tell) when you give it approval to

Note: the action is also filtered through your awareness of your identity, so different actions will have varying degrees of ‘success’ based on what you think success is and where you think your identity falls on that spectrum

The ‘outside world’ may seem different in that aspect, but it’s just more assumptions and awareness of concepts that reflects, and is more ‘alien’ to your mind-body

This is why shifting, manifestation, everything hinges on awareness - because it’s the foundation of existence itself !

For those who are struggling to ‘see it in the 3D’, you are maintaining that reality can only be viewed through the 5 senses and ‘logic’ and such (you see how hinging your happiness/satisfaction on a new idea with old rules can’t work? Yeah, get outta there ya silly goose, do it anyways!)

And because your awareness doesn’t already view the new concept as ‘real’, thoughts and fears attempt to pull awareness back into homeostasis, to get back to a more unjudging and observing state by shutting the conflicting thoughts down.

Once the mind feels safe, it quiets and awareness flows and shifts in these given parameters the mind has rationalized.

But the problem is not even the mind or body! The thoughts and fears and sensations are irrelevant. All you need to do is stop treating them as the blueprint - its the effect, and that’s old news. Notice your breath, your typing, your cravings. What comes first? The action, or the intention and awareness behind it?

The answer is always the latter. Keep noticing it. Nudge it to where you want to go repeatedly, even if the mind drifts or doubts. Don’t let the mirror determine your course of action. Don’t ask the mirror to show it to you when you haven’t done so. Don’t get trapped in the echoes.

I know it’s so easy to get started and forget. Just one post, just one method. But of course, as you continue to hold the idea of salvation in another, you forget it was already within all along. If you really want this (and really ask yourself why and what you want out of it), you need to be the one to make that dream come true. It’s terrifying and relieving all at once. Step into that freedom, that agency. You have the power.

Hold the intention, and watch it unfold. In awareness, and eventually wherever else you want it to reflect. You know exactly how to - you’ve been doing it for all of your existence.

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And God said, "Let there be light." and there was light.

Give it space to flourish. The relationship, the wealth, the DR. The knowing is enough.

The magic happens in the spirit, not the flesh - not the mind or body. Don't smother it like a helicopter parent and rack your brain around and around for the millionth time on soothing the anxieties and the Method of The Week. Her powers don’t extend to this plane and that’s okay. Just stop trying to fit a square peg into a round hole.

Time, sensory perception, doubts, emotions - it's all fake - relatively. Choose what you want and let that be real! The rest can catch up once you've settled into the new you. Don't look back and get pulled in. Enjoy it and let it work itself out!

As the lovely @hrrtshape said, questioning the old story is not an attempt to convince your conditioned, biased brain. It’s to dissolve it, to trap it. Loosens the grip it has on your awareness. In that space you let your new reality come into fruition. And let it, truly let it be. Give her room to breathe, for fuck's sake!

Trust in yourself to make it happen, and it might turn out better than you think.

[innernachoesandguacamole]

Input You, Output You

(I understand this may be completely redundant as there’s only so many ways one can describe the very simple and intuitive concept of ‘just be’, but my mind has run in circles with ‘what about the circumstances or senses’ despite the principle being repeated a million times over, so I thought I’d put my thoughts down to help myself better understand it, and hopefully help others better understand through this interpretation!)

I’ve recently been spending more time on my phone that I’d like on brain-numbing, meaningless stuff

Not just social media, but mindless mobile games

Just being inundated with excessive visual and aural stimulation that says nothing, means nothing once the app is closed

I feel drained and disconnected afterwards

I can’t engage with family or friends as much as I like, my thoughts drift back even when I’m not actively scrolling or playing, it’s like my mind becomes a jumbled pile of brainrot mush that doesn’t even make me happy

Yet I find myself going back again and again for that comfortable, predictable stimulation

But I recently came across an ig reel by Adam / etymologynerd that’s lingered in my mind since first watching: https://www.instagram.com/reel/C_VnTi2Pjg8/?igsh=djFuYnNtZnY0c290

If you don’t feel like watching he’s discussing how ai generated content’s ability to make comprehensible… anything is solely due to the massive amounts of human-created data it’s trained on

It doesn’t actually understand or create like a person does because it’s a pattern predictor, not a soul or individual being

Once it starts training on itself it loses that conscious discerner and so the outputs get less coherent until it eventually eats its own tail and just makes nonsense

Same thing can be applied to you because the human mind-body is itself a pattern predictor that spits out whatever it’s fed - think solving an equation, drawing from past experience, a mediocre song stuck in your head because you were fed it against your will by spotify’s stupid algorithm and now you’re singing the lyrics, your internal clock being fucked up because you kept sleeping at 3am lol

The mind-body is not its own conscious entity, it can’t do anything by itself

But even with all these seemingly automatic thoughts and actions, you always have the ability to consciously step out and change the scene

You as the observer bring it into existence and continue to keep it alive through your awareness of it

If you allow your awareness to follow or focus on a certain belief or habit, your world will naturally adjust to output that initial belief again and again and again

This doesn’t necessarily have to be inherently good or bad; it’s up to you to continuously check on the data you choose to input

Are you content with what you are observing? If not, why have you not already tweaked your dataset?

As you continue to submit your power to the primitive, lifeless machine of the mind-body with manufactured fears and desires and identities, does your life feel like it’s losing meaning? Do you want enough to escape that comfort of familiarity in order to go beyond?

Is the reward of loving yourself, of returning to yourself enough for you to step out of the cycle into the vastness of infinity, even with initial resistance and garbage outputs from the pattern predictor?

Remind yourself of your autonomy again and again

Your inner foundation trains your ‘AI’ to imitate the input of your focused attention and your being

Take time to take a step back from the generated illusion and focus on what speaks to you :) as the dataset consolidates, the output will naturally reflect it

Don’t worry about the how or when

You don’t need to source, blueprint, or assemble the parts of the machine in order to install it and reap the rewards

Know it’s part of you and let the magic happen

Input ____, output ____

That’s all :)

[innernachoesandguacamole]

Fantasy / Simulacrum

Was picking up a game after not playing for a while (LoveNikki)

After growing frustrated and fatigued from it I managed to put it down and reflect on how I felt

I had promised to only play as much as it entertained me but I quickly found myself grinding for inconsequential features to get one thing that would give me another and another (getting to the next stage -> crafting suits, spending all my stamina -> crafting unrelated suits -> associations and home decoration and blah blah blah)

I didn’t even really care about these features, but before I knew it this game had become important to me and I had to exhaust every feature for completion, forgetting the whole reason I played was to have a good time

And it’s not just with games, but the same can be said for life as well

You’re here to take in the experience! Not go through the motions and dread or avoid it

If you have the freedom to choose whichever game you wanna play, engage in whatever fantasy or illusion you choose, make sure you have fun with it :) otherwise put it down and draw from your infinite inner library!

Just like a simulation, appearance will never be able to emulate the true reality within. As long as you’re aware and don’t get overly drawn into the seeming features, play as much as you want!

And at the end of the day, return to yourself and your freedom. It’s always there, never wavering - so don’t fret! Have a jolly good time :)

[innernachoesandguacamole]

"You stop resisting, and the resistance disappears"

Collapse of duality!

Giving up / not caring / letting go is the release of the mind, a surrender to what is

Doing so eliminates the veil of separation - your perspective is subsequently opened and limitations are transcended, and you discover it's just you

Subsequently what you've been striving for seems to magically fall into place, but it's always been there! Just by then you no longer feel an illusory distance

Well said C:

Give up.

Stop resisting and accept all your apparent circumstances as they are. Stop trying to control the illusion. 

F🍄ck off

When you really don't care about your life, you'll notice how it miraculously becomes easier. The circumstances that hurt you disappear. You can breathe deeply. You feel free. 

And at that moment, you really understand what reality is and who you are. 

You are deeply aware of this mechanism. 

You stop resisting, and the resistance disappears. 

Try it, it's really simple.

— Neo

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On Oneness

Been thinking about pointers regarding collapsing duality

'But how can everything be the same? My awareness is clearly concentrated within a single vessel...'

Well, not exactly

Think of dreams where you seem to be aware of both an individual as well as an omniscient, knowing presence

Like I've had dreams in third-person perspective but still view myself as an individual person

You're already encompassing multiple perspectives when you see yourself as a human with personas and emotions and such! It just may not seem that way because you consider all that to be a single entity, but dreams serve to highlight this fact

When Jesus heals a man afflicted by demons, he asks:

“What is your name?” He replied, “My name is Legion, for we are many.” (Mark 5:9)

From my perspective, these demons represent ego/mind afflictions/wordly machinations

They require a host (Self/ " ") to operate, and perish when exorcised

Thus the world with all its nuances and complications requires you! Not the other way around. You may choose to indulge in them if you wish, but do not believe they control you and believe in your suffering

For another analogy

Your body is made up of trillions of cells - the most basic form of life

With life, matter, and existence itself follows awareness / " " - the former REQUIRES the latter

But despite this, you're not currently following the perspectives of each individual cell, or atom, or organ, or bacteria that all encompass your body.

You're just you! To individually attempt to understand each form is pointless because it doesn't truly end - you're the entire universe with its galaxies and planets, and you're also each cell and atom and quark.

You are infinite! You are all of that! No need to attempt to stick to one piece of the pie when you can experience it all or none of it

States of awareness can be as expansive as the ocean or as concentrated as a droplet of water

But the ultimate essence is the same - you are the water itself, and nothing will EVER change that

So chillax! Your very existence means you are experiencing " ". Take pride in that!

Despite everything, it's still you. The you who is every conceivable object and concept and simultaneously beyond all of that.

Ebbing and flowing, effortlessly adapting and changing according to the medium in which you reside - what magic, what beauty :)

[innernachoesandguacamole]

“I learned that courage was not the absence of fear, but the triumph over it. The brave man is not he who does not feel afraid, but he who conquers that fear.”

Nelson Mandela

If you’re still on this journey, there will be circumstances or thoughts that bring you into shame, fear, compulsive thinking, anger, frustration, sadness, etc. There will be unpleasant moments you witness and experiences that are difficult to overcome.

Despite all that, despite the backsliding, despite the moments where you forget that none of this is truly real, you’re still here.

You held out hope for yourself that things could change. Instead of turning away from this community, you come back and seek guidance from that which is only a reflection of your own self.

Isn’t that so incredibly beautiful? Isn’t that so inspiring? In truth, it’s nothing short of a miracle. Don’t you find people who persist and maintain an attitude of forgiveness, kindness, and optimism in the face of adversity way cooler than those who experience a glimpse of their true Self momentarily in ‘perfect’ circumstances, when the mind is quiet for an instant?

As you consciously work to look past the ego and see yourself for what you are, you find light, love, peace. For most, there will be moments of forgetting. Moments where awareness is trapped in its own preconceived limitations. That’s more than okay. It’s not good or bad, it just is. All you must do is come back to yourself and sit in the knowing of who you truly are.

As you do so, again and again and again, you will find that you were always free.

Do not deny, but observe. Let it fall away. Let all conceptions of the mind be lifted.

When troubles arise, when fear eats at the mind, have courage. Have faith in yourself. It is not the worst, but perfect time to remember that you are all that exists, and all that exists is you.

And in that quiet bravery, you will realize that nothing could ever truly limit you.

You are loved, the lover, love. Enjoy the experience, in all its perceived imperfections. That’s what makes it all the more beautiful.

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Hi! Kate, I go by she/her.

(Thank you all for the recent love on my page! It brings me much joy to know that others resonate with my ramblings haha + has motivated me to start documenting my thoughts again)

This is mostly for me to archive any of my thought processes and epiphanies I have regarding loa, nondualism, gnosticism, and spirituality as a whole.

If you happen to stumble across these posts, or any loa/nd post, I implore you - read them carefully, with your full attention and awareness. It’s incredibly easy to compulsively scroll in the hopes of finally getting that ‘secret sauce’, but any posts, books, or blogs are ultimately a means through which you - yes, you, the Self, not Vanessa/your ego - are able to know yourself and your inner workings, and thus apply them within your life. Don’t get caught up in methods or bloggers, because you’re constantly shifting the goalposts in which you feel you’ll reach your desires. Remember, these are the means to an end, and the end is simply yourself. Know thyself and I forget the rest.

Image cr: annalaura_art

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Finally understand that quote abt the tree falling in the woods

If a tree falls in the woods and nobody hears it, does it make a sound?

A few years ago i wouldve said yes of course but now i can understand the no part as well

In this scenario hearing isnt categorized as a a measurable objective thing that exists outside of our consciousness, but it is the subjective reality we all invoke within ourselves

Matter, physics, these seemingly impenetrable facets of the universe (which we also categorize to be outside of us) literally cannot exist without awareness; these things are merely concepts sensations impressed onto ourselves with our own minds, like color

The question is whether the tree, or reality exists without someone, or consciousness/being/God

The answer is no because reality is created by consciousness itself

As Max Planck said, matter is derivative of consciousness

A good comparison of consciousness bringing matter and reality into existence is as a sort of animating force unto non-living/dead things, like a statue

Personally, ‘I’ like to think of it as your soul within a room that contains an infinite amount of statues, and you get to choose which statue you embody or possess

The statue itself is simply a means which through you operate, it has absolutely no significance beyond that

If you mistake yourself to be the statue/Vanessa, you forget that you can occupy other statues in the room

They’re all there at your disposal, you just need to remember who you are at your core - pure awareness

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You get by realizing there is nothing to get

Get - to obtain possession of

When you realize you are everything, that ‘everything’ is at your disposal

You have returned to self and animated whatever you have chosen to give life to, because you know that is within your ability

Cease desire or trying, because they inherently operate through the framework of the ego/Vanessa which ‘you’ so desperately wish to escape

‘Desire’ and ‘trying to get’ are products of the ego desperately trying to integrate itself into things it believes will free them from suffering and/or integrating themselves into the All, which are attempts to return to the infinite Self that one has closed off by choosing to identify and give life to Vanessa/ego

You have put yourself in your own prison, and now it is up to you to let yourself out