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Saving you. Part One.

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*Trigger Warning*

~Flashback~

"Where am i?" I mumbled to myself and looked around, the woods...? How did i get here...? Maybe i was sleep walking again...? "(y/n)."

I turned my head in the direction of the voice calling my name. "Who's there?" I asked slightly frightened. Suddenly a man stepped out of the shadows, but it wasn't light enough to see his features. Not again...i ran in the opposite direction of where the man was walking towards me from, but yet again he followed me. He caught me, threw me to the ground, stralled me, and pinned my arms above my head. He leaned down to whisper something in my ear as he started kissing down my jaw to my collarbones. What he whispered sounded like "You can run, but you can't hide from me, i'll always find you." Fear stroke me as i heard his belt hit the ground. I tried to look up and see his face-

~End of Flashback~

I sat up in my bed, covering myself with the covers as i cried remembering that horrid night. The man was never found so that means he must be running around and that's what scares me. That night when i came home my mother looked at me terrified and asked me what had happened, i refused to speak so she sent me to a therapist, but when i wouldn't speak there either, she had enough. "(y/n) you need to talk to someone about what happened one year ago!" she yelled while running her hands through her (h/c) hair. I shook my head and ran up to my room. I locked the door and went to face my mirror. My once beautiful (h/c) curly(A/N or straight whichever you like best) hair turned frizzy, you can tell it hasn't been cared for enough, my once gorgeous (e/c) have turned dull. My body still has some scars from that night... My curves have seemed to disappear you can no longer see nor feel my collarbones or hipbones. I'm no longer beautiful...(A/N that's not true, you're perfect.) Tears started falling down my cheeks as i walked into my bathroom and rumgged through the cabinets trying to find my razor blade. When i found it i didn't hold back and cut my wirsts and thighs.

I know my mother would never forgive me if she found out, this is my way of feeling something when i'm numb and of feeling alive when i feel dead. After i finished cleaning my blood, i heard a whimper coming from outside my door, i walked out of the bathroom and opened my door, Liv came in and jumped on my bed. I smiled at the tiny pup and closed my door again. I layed down in my bed and liv came over to me, licked my cheek and fell asleep. I chuckled softly and covered myself in blankets and closed my eyes. I couldn't fall asleep so i walked to my window and looked at the stars, one seemed to call my attention it was the second star to the right, i felt like i've been there before. I shook my head to snap out of my silly thoughts and walked back to bed. This time i was able to fall asleep while remembering the second star to the right....

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So what did you think??? I know its short, but i'm just starting out and if you have any feedback on how i can make it better please let me know. The gifs aren't mine. Bye, kisses, love you💜

~A