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angst & conflict starters: volume i

sentence starters for angst and conflict. feel free to change the pronouns/tenses/etc. as you like! content warnings: aggression, conflict, death (mention), swearing, violence

❝ here’s an idea: go fuck yourself! ❞

❝ fuck off already, will you?! ❞

❝ stop pretending you give a damn! i know you don’t! ❞

❝ you never cared, did you? ❞

❝ why are you such a prick? ❞

❝ i hate you! i wish we’d never met! ❞

❝ you son of a bitch! i hope you rot in hell! ❞

❝ what have you done?! ❞

❝ how could you?! ❞

❝ what the hell is wrong with you! ❞

❝ you’re not my friend, you’re a monster. ❞

❝ this is all your fault! ❞

❝ i don’t give a damn. ❞

❝ don’t care. i’m not your friend. ❞

❝ does it look like i give a shit about your problems? ❞

❝ oh boo hoo! you and everyone else. ❞

❝ keep talking like that and i’ll break your jaw. ❞

❝ go ahead, hit me! ❞

❝ what are you gonna do about it? ❞

❝ what are you going to do? kill me? you can try. ❞

❝ you want me dead? then kill me. ❞

❝ i wish you were dead! ❞

❝ i should’ve killed you when i had the chance. ❞

❝ i ought to drag you out back and shoot you. ❞

❝ i’m going to put you down. like the rabid animal you are. ❞

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💖!? for connor

💖 How do they say ‘I love you’ without really saying it?

He is less precise with his wording since he’s speaking from the heart rather than analyzing his words beforehand. Often he’ll stumble over his words. He’ll speak at length about how he deeply cares about the person without specifically saying ‘I love you’. It’s a difficult emotion for him to admit, since he’s not quite sure what it means for him specifically.

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ooc ;;

Forget the multimuse I guess. Gonna see if I can stir things up here.

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ooc ;;

Going to clear out my drafts and mailbox and start some fresh stuff, but please poke at me if you would like to continue a thread we had in the past. If you still think of it fondly, it’s well worth continuing.

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instableidentity​.

     “No, it… it’s fine.” He looked down past his shoes, yellow LED spinning as he considered her words. “I enjoy our talks. They remind me of Amanda – the program of her, anyway. It’s… different, but I… I like being able to have an outside perspective.” He glanced upward then, his LED returned to its blue hue. “Since I’m no longer part of the Cyberlife network, my mind has been… empty. If I am to be honest, it has been… difficult.”

     Was that the right phrasing? Amanda frequently found issue with what he said, correcting him. He found that he had more of a voice now than he had, but at the same time it felt strange to make choices for himself. He missed that feedback, that voice that directed him towards the objective. Now he had… nothing. No objective beyond existing.

     It felt lonely.

     He didn’t wish to linger on that thought. There was a flicker of red at his temple before he changed the focus to her. “You aren’t afraid of me, knowing who I am?”

❛ i’m not afraid of you, connor. you’re my friend. ❜ or, she at least labeled their relationship as more than mere acquaintances. she trusted him ; he was gentle, sincere, a good listener. she intertwined her fingers behind her back as she mulled over his words. his feelings weren’t at all foreign — though she’d never been intimately connected to cyberlife before she deviated, she’d always been under their close scrutiny, considering the positions of her human handlers ( though handlers no longer ). despite being much more comfortable making her own choices ( at the bare minimum, it was no longer jarring ), the lack of structure left her a balance of bored and stressed more often than not.

❛ have you found an activity or subject that interests you ? ❜ she wanted to be constructive somehow. if there was anything she particularly enjoyed about their newfound freedom, it was their ability to explore any intellectual or leisure pursuit. perhaps … perhaps she could help find him something. ❛ if not, you’re more than welcome to do something with me. there’s quite a few activities i participate in to keep myself busy. ❜ friends did things like that together, right ?

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ooc ;;

Thinking about my odd buddy cops again.

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ooc ;;

So when I thought I was going to get regular hours that was a gd lie. Getting my schedule the week of and being scheduled for 48 hrs on average. Really want to still be here but damn is it hard to have energy to write right now. 

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Detroit: Become Human Chapter “Interrogation”

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@lotuskissed​ sent ;;  "i’ve missed you."

      “You have?” There was a strange feeling in response. He was unsure what, or whether or not it was uncomfortable. “I’ve missed you, too.” Though she hadn’t been gone for long. Days at most. It was normal not to see friends for a while, but he found it unpleasant to go for long without seeing her. Maybe she felt the same. In that case, it was a pleasant feeling to see her again. 

     He gave a small smile. “I miss you a lot... when you’re gone.” Was that redundant to say? His brow furrowed.

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* TAG EIGHT PEOPLE YOU’D LIKE TO KNOW BETTER !

favorite color : teal blue

last song i listened to : sheep go to heaven by cake

favorite musician : lady gaga

last movie i watched : the platform (recommend for saw fans)

last tv show i watched : critical role

favorite character : for this fandom, connor. overall I’d say atlas from bioshock. vastly different aesthetics, but that’s how I roll

sweet, spicy, or savory : sweet

sparkling water, tea, or coffee : la croix. it does not taste like static it’s one of the sweetest seltzars out there gdi

pets ? : a german shepard named alice, two cats (tobi and corvo), and two ferrets (loki and kislui)

tagged by : @destinydriven

tagging : anyone. give me a movie/show/music recommendation!

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intimacy   /   non   cringy   nsfw   prompts.

tw:   nsfw   (obviously).

touch me.

please touch me.

i need you.

i want you.

i trust you.

you look so beautiful / handsome.

be quiet.

make me.

i just want to feel something.

make me feel something.

i couldn’t stop thinking about you.

you don’t have to be so gentle with me.

be gentle with me.

my clothes look better on you. 

is that my shirt?

this doesn’t mean anything.

don’t get attached.

try not to fall in love with me.

i want to be more than friends.

we’re just friends.

what are we?

what am i to you?

i love your bedhead.

just kiss me.

shut up and kiss me.

can i kiss you?

let me distract you.

i’ve missed you.

are you flirting with me?

say please.

please.

undress me.

is this okay?

are you sure?

tell me you want me.

come back to bed.

i don’t want to get up.

don’t go.

stay.

you’re so tense.

just relax.

i think i’m in love with you.

i love you.

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“My name is Connor I’m the android sent by Cyberlife.” Detroit: Become Human (2019) PC

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Nonverbal RP Starters

I’m finding it difficult to find memes for nonverbal characters ( be they mute, or just not fond of talking ) so I thought I’d make a few!

Neutral

☝️ Tap my muse on the shoulder

👉 Point to something for my muse to see

🤙 Bump into my muse

😊 Sit down next to my muse

🤨 Sit down across from my muse

📓 Push/Slide [an object] across a table to my muse

✍️ Pass my muse a note

🙄 Roll their eyes at my muse

🚪 Tap on a table/door/wall/chair to get my muse’s attention without speaking

Aggressive

🐺 Growl at my muse

😬 Snarl/show teeth at my muse

😠 Death Glare at my muse

🙌 Push/Shove my muse

👊 Punch my muse

👖 Kick my muse in the shin

👠 Stomp on my muse’s foot

😵 Knee my muse in the gut

💀 Knee my muse in the groin

🔪 Point a weapon at my muse

🖕 Flip my muse the bird/a similar gesture

👔 Roughly pull my muse down by the collar

💢 Bang on a door/wall/table to get my muse’s attention- angrily

Angst

👩‍⚕️ Put pressure on my muse’s wound

🌡 Push my muse down to give them medical attention

🥣 Bring my muse soup/medicine when they are sick

🤢 Hold my muse’s hair back/Rub my muse’s back while they are sick/throwing up

👐 Hold my muse when they are badly wounded/dying

👁 Wake my muse up during a nightmare

🐱 Hold my muse after a nightmare

😭 Hold my muse when they are crying

😢Touch my muse’s shoulder while they are crying in secret

💧 Wipe away my muse’s tears

💥 Try to calm my muse during an overwhelming emotional moment

⛈ Find my muse after some kind of trauma

Soft

👕 Tug on my muse’s sleeve/shirt/skirt

🐈 Lean against my muse’s side

🤝 Hold my muse’s hand

🤗 Pull my muse into a hug

🐕 Rest their head on my muse’s shoulder/knee

🐶 Nuzzle my muse with their nose [specify a location]

✋ Touch the back of my muse’s hand

🤝 Reach for my muse’s hand to hold it

👗 Fix/Straighten my muse’s clothes

😴 Stand by the bed to see if my muse will let you under the covers with them

🛌 Crawl under the covers with my muse

🥪 Set a plate/tray/bowl of food down for my muse

😚 Kiss my muse on the cheek

Playful

🌸 Put a flower in my muse’s hair

✨ Playfully shove my muse’s shoulder

💃 Pull my muse onto a dance floor/up to dance

🤞 Come up beside them and tap the shoulder opposite where they’re standing

😈 Jump out of the shadows to scare/startle my muse

😛 Stick their tongue out at my muse

😱 Make a silly face at my muse

🤭 Tickle my muse

👃 Poke my muse’s nose

💪 Pick my muse up

Sensual/Sexual

💘 Pull my muse in for a rough kiss

💕 Pull my muse in for a tender kiss

💞 Pull my muse in for a messy/desperate kiss

💖 Lean in to give my muse a sweet/chaste kiss

❤️ Lean in to give my muse a tender kiss

🔥 Pull my muse down by the collar/by their clothes - in a sexy way

😉 Pull my muse in by the hips

😲 Smack my muse’s butt

💋 Kiss my muse’s neck

👌 Push my muse down and give them a massage

👙 Pull [an article of clothing] off my muse

👀 Push my muse down on the bed

👄 Pull my muse onto the bed

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@destinydriven​ sent ;;  have you ever said or done something that was embarrassing in the moment, but looking back you now find funny?

     “Detective Reed once requested I get him coffee. I did so, believing it might smooth over our rough introduction. He didn’t want the coffee. I can look back now and find the humour in it. I was such a ‘fish out of water’, as they say.”

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NSFW ASKS

1: When did you lose your virginity?

2: Rough sex or soft sex?

3: Do you have any unusual kinks/fetishes?

4: Weirdest place you’ve had sex?

5: Favourite sex position?

6: Do you like to be dominant or submissive?

7: Have you ever had any one night stands?

8: Sex on the bed, couch or the floor?

9: Have you ever had sex in a public place?

10: Have you ever been caught masturbating?

11: What does your favourite sexy underwear look like?

12: How often do you have sex?

13: Is there anybody right now you’d like to have sex with?

14: Do you prefer giving or receiving oral sex?

15: Most embarrassing thing that’s ever happened to you during sex?

16: A song you’d listen to during hard/rough/kinky sex?

17: A song you’d listen to during soft/slow/passionate sex?

18: Are you into dressing up for sex?

19: Would you prefer sex in the bath or sex in the shower?

20: If you could have sex with anyone right now, who would it be?

21: Have you ever had a threesome? If not, would you?

22: Do you/would you use sex toys?

23: Have you ever sent someone a dirty text/picture?

24: Would you have sex with your best friend?

25: Is there anything you do after sex? (for example, smoke, eat, drink)

26: Something that will never fail to get you horny?

27: Early morning sex or late night sex?

28: Favourite body part on the opposite sex?

29: Favourite body part on the same sex?

30: Do you watch porn?

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ooc ;;

Dude I have a mighty need to write smut y’all. Guess this is an open prompt for y’all to hmu if you want to write smut either on disc.ord or on tumblr, whatever you’re more comfortable with. 

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Lets play 20 questions, the first 20 asks I get sent I will answer, no matter how personal, creepy or sexual