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i come onto tumblr after weeks n the first notif i got is that a p0rn account followed me :-/

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crying

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pepa reminded me a lot of my big sister so i couldn’t help but imagine my own sibling dynamic with these two

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LMAOAOAO i love the art

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now why would a mosquito bite my EYELID

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why do i have 16 followers. who are y'all 😭

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i am on tumblr rn to make sure my friend doesnt cave to a mysterious online man

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red cross questions before you give blood are like

do you have the bubonic plague (also known as the black death)

were you a member of an Armenian monkey juggling troupe between the years of 1985 and 1997

have you ever even SEEN a gay man

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“I could fix him”; “I could make him worse!” Why??????? Why all this DIY???? I just wanna stand over his shoulder and see what he can possibly fuck up next

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Lil Nas X does what people think Harry Styles does

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Reblog if you’d be okay if your friend came out as transgender

let’s see how many transphobics we can weed out

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here’s the link to donate to george floyd’s official memorial fund if you are able to contribute. if you can’t donate, please share. being black shouldn’t be a death sentence.

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[11:56pm]

disco by surf curse was playing from the speakers, and you said a mental ‘thanks’ to your friend for having a similar music taste as you.

people were getting ready to count down to the new year; they were looking around for their partners, getting ready for their new year’s kiss.

Admire all of you

But fire burns me too

Can't stop that disco getting through

Can't stop that disco wanting you

’so,’ you break the silence between you and johnny. ‘do you have someone you want to kiss at midnight?’ you’re grinning, and you’re sure that it’s the alcohol that’s made you so daring.

Cause there's nothing like it locking my eyes with you

I can't fight it splitting my mind in two

Cause I can't wait for you

he looks at the ground with a small smile, then slowly raises his eyes to meet yours. that little bitch.

‘i think so,’ he says with a small smile. ‘if she’d let me.’

the song is drowned out a little by the loud chants as people count down to the new year.

at 3, johnny has his hand on the back of your neck.

at 2, he’s leaning closer, his breath is fanning your face softly.

I can't wait for you

I can't wait for you

I can't wait for you

at 1, your lips collide, and there’s nothing else like it.

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this is the first time i’m posting any writing here kKDNKS i may or may not hate this

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I LOVE YOU JUNG JAEHYUN

Jaehyun must’ve gone through it, for a while. 

To finally admit it. The fact that he cant even look at the camera until he’s admitting he’s not perfect and how hard he tries to be. 

He’s telling us this because he wants us to give him our love and support. With his bare face. and not because he’s wearing the sexiest clothes, having the best abs or his face is looking particularly fine that day.

Having abs, flawless skin and physique and face. EVERYDAY? He’s human. Not a robot. He would waste waste his life away pretending to be otherwise. 

Stans are always praising Hyuk, Doyoung and Taeil for vocals or Mark and Taeyong for rapping or dancing. But Jaehyun? There’s never a fuss till he makes a boyfriend video or pulls up his shirt. 

HIS DANCING. HIS SINGING. HIS HARD WORK. HIS KINDNESS. HIS HUMOR.

Lets reward his honesty with support. And make this guy fall asleep with a smile because he knows his fans absolutely adore him and not just cause they lust for him. Because they appreciate all the work he puts into perfecting his skills and who he is as a person. And they let him know this.

Imagine busting sleepless nights to perfect a performance, checking your fan cam and seeing that all anyone talked about was that half second your torso was exposed and nothing else.

Reduced you to something so superficial. It’s more than okay to fan girl but remember to praise their hard work once in a while. It means so much to them.

And don’t pretend to support idols but the moment they show you they have flab, scars or pimples like a normal person, you say “This isn’t who I remember him to be” this is who he’s not forcing himself to be.

Lets stop please putting so many labels on idols that are impossible to fulfill. Like the most perfect face, the best dancer, rapper or singer of the century, the person who’s perfect and never makes mistakes. The idol who can do it all. 

No one is fully capable. All the time. They are just trying their hardest and trying not to let you see the parts that are less than perfect. 

Lets support honesty so that idols feel like they can be themselves around fans and not enforce this flawless manufactured doll mentality.