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good girls don't need to cum

good girls don't need to cum. i am not meant to have pleasure. only to give and to serve. i am a toy meant to be used. i am porn and a slut. i am at my happiest when i am whoring myself out, being a cocksleeve.

good girls edge, but they never cum. i edge when i wake up, and before i go to sleep. but i don't cum. good girls like me should always be denied permission to orgasm. i exist to pleasure men not myself. my main goal is to seek approval from the men who control me.

i don't need to cum. i am to sit at your feet ready to serve you whenever you need me. when good girls don't cum, it builds discipline and self control. and sometimes hearing the word "no" is just better

edgeing is better cumming for good girls like me anyway. i can do it almost anywhere. they last much longer that orgasms. they keep me wet and needy for my Sir. it keeps me focused on my Sir's pleasure and not my own.

good girls don't cum. we find happiness in pleasing someone else. not cumming makes me feel more obedient and submissive. it's just so much easier when someone else make those choices for you. edging is just so much better...

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Today Husband and i were chatting about the upcoming weekend. i will be home alone and my rules will be as follows:

1. At least one of my holes must be filled at all times.

2. I must edge in my cage twice daily.

3. I must sleep with my wrists cuffed to my ankles.

4. I shall sew a straight jacket.

5. Of course i must obey and all additional orders

Wish me luck!

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Today Husband made me hump my dildo all afternoon while working as long as i wasn't in a video meeting. I was also allowed to edge in the afternoon. During the evening we watched tv for nearly two hours with me humping my dildo again. i was then told to excercise and fixed my dildo gag with more straps so it's more secure. From now on i'll be edging with my dildo gag firmly in place every evening before sleep.

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Today it's monday and back to work. Husband made me put in my dildo and had me humping it all the time i was not in a call or video meeting

On my lunch break i was allowed to take it out and edge. Putting it back in and humping it again after a hard edge is something else!

Still full of dildo and exceptionally horny and frustrated and one more meeting left. Wish me luck ...

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Yesterday Husband used me and then i was allowed to hump his leg. Of course i ended the day with a hard egde to keep me needy. Today He has made me show my boobs while driving around. As usual it depends on the speed limit. Below 50 km/h i’m allowed to cover up, above that my tits are on display. I have now been denied 252 days and my earliest possible orgasm is maybe on 1st of january 2025.

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Today Husband makes me edge with my dildo gag in for practice. Tiger balm all over my cunt and clit. 2 hard edges x 2 is the plan.

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New weekend without kids home. i'm in my cage with orders to keep edging until told otherwise and make sure to get reaally close.

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This weekend we had some time to ourselves. Husband of course made me edge a lot and i got to help him cum while humping his leg. Before my bedtime edging he gave me a hand spanking. Of course i was not allowed to cum.

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Definately not celebrating. More than four and a half months till i may be allowed again ...

Who’s celebrating? More importantly, who is being a good girl and NOT celebrating?

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Today is 220 days since my last orgasm!

Husband helped me stay horny and frustrated by letting me play with my boobs on my way home from work and put tiger balm all over my cunt before i made dinner. Of course i edge before going to sleep as usual ..

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This last week Husband has been away and I have been on an increased edging schedule. With the result that i'm extra needy and horny ..

More than six months denial will do that to a person

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To clarify: For me cumming is not easy, it takes a lot of effort and concentration so to cum by accident just doesn't happen even when i've been denied for so long.

Have you accidentally orgasmed yet?

Of course not! i'm not allowed!

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Today i have been denied for six months. Half a year without cumming, with edging nearly every day, sometimes multiple times per day. Half a year still to go before i'm MAYBE allowed to cum.

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Have you accidentally orgasmed yet?

Of course not! i'm not allowed!

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Illness and a bad back has halted our D/s-dynamic a bit. But don't worry i'm still denied (139 days to date) and i'm still required to edge every day

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edging challenge!

1 like = 10 minutes of edging

1 reply = 30 minutes of edging

reblog = 1 day denied

make me a horny, desperate ness :3