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everyone says you can always restart. that your future isn't forgotten, just sort of misplaced. they name actors and singers and authors who started at 46, 59. they cite chappell roan's 10 years. they tell you to push and push, that some day you'll open a door and the truth will be behind it.

but what if you aren't a celebrity in sheep's clothing. what if you're just a normal person. most people aren't exceptionally talented or else talent wouldn't be exceptional - right? what if you're just another median person; not ever startlingly bad nor terrifyingly good.

you put the shopping carts back and you walk your dog and you write poems on the internet. you have grown a plant or two; killed a few others. you did okay, overall, and you've been okay most of your life. not valedictorian, but you were a smart kid. you had some hard knocks, but you got up again. your life is just - average. you probably will never sing onstage at coachella. most of the time you are at peace with that - someone needs to drive the speed limit. life isn't about extraordinary circumstances, it's just about building a life you love and figuring out how to live in it.

but you would like to feel as if you'd found "the answer." everyone else seems to have some kind of talent they are born nesting in - and meanwhile you just exist. is that why you cycle through crafts and hobbies and activities like a roulette wheel? are you waiting for the moment where it turns out - all this time, you've been a visionary. a genius. all this time, you were special. someone who has-never-been.

crawling up your throat: something bitter and savage. not quite a feeling of wasted potential. after all, you need to first have potential in order to waste it.

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actors just don't have on-set affairs like they used to. because of the economy

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i love driving places with no idea what’s there. going to vermont and the gps was like “turn left and board the ferry.” yo’d think living on a literal island for five years i’d be more prepared for ferries but this one rly caught me off guard. now i’m on a boat

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your aversion to anything earnest or sincere has affected us in the following ways 1. youre annoyinggggggg

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people who initiate conversations youre everything and i’m in love with you

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the goodest boy

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Bad

who’s out here sending minimalist anon hate

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are you a high school student about to take the apush exam? boy do i have some good news for you

for some reason when i took the apush test in 2018 i decided to make my study guide in the form of a shitpost. im talking bullet points. pop culture references. gen z lingo. its 102 pages long. i ended up getting a 5 on the test and this is literally all the studying i did. i am also now a history major.

but since i remember things better in shitpost form, it worked really well then memorizing dense text. and i know the test hasn't changed that much, so, i thought i would offer it to anyone who needs it.

it spans everything i learned in US 1 and US 2 and goes in chronological order. i haven't read through it in a hot minute but i think that everything in there should make sense. i essentially clown on the us for 100 pages in shitpost form.

so for all of you stressing about the exam on thursday, don't. read a shitpost instead. it will help you.

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Watching Merlin AGAIN

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just found a photo of my tumblr dashboard in 2012.

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Name the most prominent hue in your current environment:

Black

Grey

White

Brown

Red

Orange

Yellow

Green

Blue

Indigo

Violet

Tan

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wait a second i gotta take my birth control gummies

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save me jerome^2 save me

eu sem você by liliana (cover of porque te vas)... trend is off tiktok,....

Theyre killing me im so brainrotted

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them: dont get your belly scratched girllll… its only monday what are you doing

me on monday: im getting my bellayyyy scratched