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my dear, you really have forced my hand, i told you to choose, them or me, expecting you to finally accept that i’m all you need — and yet, you chose them! they’re your friends and they think our relationship is unhealthy? why are you listening to outside sources? they don’t know me, you do. and you’ve never thought that of us before they told you, they’re clearly bad influences to you, i’m doing this for your own good. I thought I asked you nicely to drop them, and here you are…. defending them even when your own life is at risk. should i have just done this from the verye start? will you not listen to me unless i’m cruel, and violent? you clearly have no idea who you belong to, so i’ll have to make sure i keep reminding until your pretty little head finally wraps itself around the fact that you are mine and nobody elses.

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this is just how i love you, my dear. now, now, no more complaining about how you ‘ want to go home ‘. after i went through all the effort of bringing you here, looking after you all day, showering you in all of my affection, you can’t even be a little nicer to me in return? you’d better change that attitude darling, or i’ll need to use our fated red string to sew those unsaintly lips of yours shut. ♡

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۶ৎ do you enjoy seeing me this way, darling? clinging to every second of time, and attention that you give me, like a drowning fool gasping for air in the vast depths of the ocean. it’s pathetic, isn’t it? even so, i dont care that i’m too much for you, bordering on unbearable, my love for you cannot be tamed. stop trying to push me away, please. i’m lost without you, you’re my everything, i need you. stay with me, always. ♡

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۶ৎ i’d rather see you dead than with someone else. you’re mine , if you ever decide you don’t want to be, i have no choice other than to kill you. i wouldn’t even feel upset about it . i’d hold your lifeless body close to me as i keep you in my bed, dressing you up in your favourite outfits… like my very own doll. you always looked so pretty. you still do, even lifeless. i’ll kiss your cold lips and thensettle myself down besides you. forever. no matter what, i’ll never ever let you go. ♡

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۶ৎ sweetheart.. come on. don’t give me that look. it’s not that i want to cut out your tongue. it’s your own fault, you’re the one who was using it to speak to other people, you pushed me to do this! if you never spoke to anyone else ever again, i wouldn’t have to feel so sickly and violent all of the time, and don’t you want me to feel better, darling ? i thought you said you loved me! pleaaaassseeeee? open that pretty mouth for me. i promise it wont hurt as much as you think. ♡

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۶ৎ Oh my god, baby, come look at this… wasn’t that your ex? The one you were seeing before me? Yeah? I can’t believe they died in that brutal, violent attack! It even says here that the body was mutilated almost until the point of them being unrecognisable, if not for the dental records. That’s terrible, awful even. Do you feel okay? You were reaaallly close to them, and all that. I can understand why you’d be sad and everything and—

What? … Oh. You think I’m smiling? Aha… Well, I think you’re seeing things. I’m not happy at all, not even a little. You know me, I’m not that jealous of a person! Darling . . . . why are you asking what I was up to last night ? You’re kidding, right? ♡

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۶ৎ honestly, darling, you’re so lucky i’m not worse. you upset me so frequently, i’ve been tempted to do some awful things to you for it, but i haven’t. i’ve been good, and held myself back for you. but … you choose to keep ignoring me, keep pulling away, keep pushing any button you can find on me that can make me jealous. by all means, continue if that’s what makes you happy, but keep in mind that i wont suppress my own desires forever. ♡

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۶ৎ i wish i could cave your chest in. i want to press and pry with my fingers until your ribs finally give in and break open, leaving your raw beating heart in my hands. i’ll hold it tenderly and press my lips against it softly, before tearing it from your body, maybe i’ll eat it, or maybe i’ll leave it in a display like a fine piece of artwork, who can say? once there’s room inside of your body, i can make myself at home inside of you. your chest cavity no longer contains a heart, it has me. you don’t need a heart, that rotten thing could make you start to love other people, and we can’t be having that, so i’ll remove it whilst it still sprouts adoration for me, and trap that feeling inside of it forever, before taking its place. i’m all you need. ♡

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۶ৎ you keep telling me to ‘go get help’ and that feeling this way ‘ isn’t normal ‘ but the only thing that can help me is you! i don’t want to talk to a therapist, i want to talk to you. nobody else is able to calm my emotions like you do. there’s nothing else left for me, only you. i don’t need medication either, when i’m ‘crazy’ it’s just because i’m showing my undying love for you - if love doesn’t make you a little insane, what’s the point ? if you hate the way i am with you so badly, then just kill me already. if you truly can’t accept me , then let my die by your hands ♡

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۶ৎ stop acting like i don’t know what’s best for you. you’ve never been good at making any type of decisions for yourself so, let me take care of it. let me take care of you. this is just how i love you dear. let me be in control. i’ll do everything for you. the only thing that pretty little head will have to think of, will be me. ♡

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۶ৎ you were made for me. i know you don’t remember, but you’ll figure it out eventually… it’s upsetting that you could just forget our many past lives together, my dearest soulmate! i promised to find you wherever and whenever you go, and you went and forgot! i’ll just have to keep reminding you, over and l over, until it sticks. one day you’ll look at me and realize that you cannot escape me in any lifetime. ♡

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(actively buying a wig and contact lenses) i totally respect your decision to leave me, and i’ll stay out of your life from now on. i mean you did break up with me, and, you know me, i’m certainly not one to cross boundaries, you’ll never, ever, have to see me again after this. (googling plastic surgeons and voice training classes)

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۶ৎ i don't care if you're uncomfortable. you belong to me. regardless of how distant or cold you act with me, you can't force me to stop loving you, it just wont happen! and, you don't get to leave me just because you're 'scared of me' that's not a valid reason to leave someone. id let you scare me if that would make you happy - which means it’s okay when i do it to you, so, you're stuck with me, forever. love isn't about comfort, sweetheart. i'll do whatever i have to, to keep you by my side. ♡

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۶ৎ slit my skin open and create a beautiful canvas from my mortal vessel. your blade shall be the paintbrush, unless you wish to dirty your hands, and my blood shall act as your paint. you’ll mark me in which can never be washed from my body, cementing me as your creation forevermore. your muse , at your mercy. ♡

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۶ৎ every second feels unbearable without your presence, my longing for you has seeped into the stream of my blood, inescapable. your absence grows teeth, it sinks them into my flesh, not to be satisfied until i’ve been torn completely apart, and your silence settles underneath my skin, as uncomfortable as it can be, until i cannot ignore it. and still, there’s no version of my life which doesn’t end with you, i’ll take any feeling you’ll give me, good or bad. i adore you, truly. ♡

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۶ৎ oh how adorable it is that you think you’re safe! i’m always watching, darling. there’s no escape.. i’ll follow you everywhere you go. you’re not as smart as you seem to think. ♡

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۶ৎ why would you need privacy? i’m practically own your shadow , there is nothing you can hide from me. let me see , and let me know everything. i show you all that i have to offer , without even thinking about it , so , it’s only fair that you do the same, darling. ♡