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louist91 I am beyond devastated to be writing this but yesterday I lost a brother. Liam was somebody I looked up to everyday, such a positive, funny, and kind soul. I first met Liam when he was 16 and I was 18, I was instantly amazed by his voice but more importantly as time went on I got a chance to see the kind brother I’d longed all my life for. Liam was an incredible song writer with a great sense of melody, we often spoke of getting back in the studio together to try and recreate the writing chemistry we had built up in the band. And for the record, Liam was in my opinion the most vital part of One Direction. His experience from a young age, his perfect pitch, his stage presence, his gift for writing. The list goes on. Thank you for shaping us Liam. A message to you Liam if you’re listening, I feel beyond lucky to have had you in my life but I’m really struggling with the idea of saying goodbye. I’m so grateful that we got even closer since the band, speaking on the phone for hours , reminiscing about all the thousands of amazing memories we had together is a luxury I thought I’d have with you for life. I would have loved to share the stage with you again but it wasn’t to be. I want you to know that if Bear ever needs me I will be the Uncle he needs in his life and tell him stories of how amazing his dad was. I wish I got chance to say goodbye and tell you one more time how much I loved you. Payno, my boy, one of my best friends, my brother, I love you mate. Sleep well X

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Zayn via instagram:

“Liam, I have found myself talking out loud to you, hoping you can hear me, I can’t help but think selfishly that there was so many more conversations for us to have in our lives.

I never got to thank you for supporting me through some of the most difficult times in my life. When I was missing home as a 17 yr old kid you would always be there with a positive outlook and reassuring smile and let me know you were my friend and that I was loved.

Even though you were younger than me you were always more sensible than me, you were headstrong, opinionated, and gave no fucks about telling people when they were wrong. Even though we butted heads because of this a few times, 😂 I always secretly respected you for it.

When it came to the music Liam, you were the most qualified in every sense. I knew nothing in comparison, I was a novice child with no experience and you were already a professional. I was always happy to know, no matter what happened on stage we could always rely on you to know which way to steer the ship next.

I lost a brother when you left us and can’t explain to you what I’d give to just give you a hug one last time and say goodbye to you properly and tell you that I loved and respected you dearly.

I will cherish all the memories I have with you in my heart forever, there is no words that justify or explain how I feel right now other than beyond devastated.

I hope that wherever you are right now you are good and are at peace 🙏 and you know how loved you are.

Love you bro”

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Honestly thought I’d be like 78 years old before I’d get the news that a member of one direction died

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I think what’s really shocking is just growing up and watching his downward spiral in real time. Seeing it result in death….it’s just insane

I feel like I’m finally saying goodbye to 1D and my teen years. I feel like I need to stop living in the past now but it’s hard bc time moves too fast and it feels like it was just a couple years ago

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Like idk I haven’t really caught up with the 1D members in years and I love BTS now but I always looked back at 1D days fondly. I’m not the same person I used to be tho, just like he isn’t the same person he used to be. This would’ve destroyed me when I was 14, but now I just feel…..I don’t even know what I’m feeling

I feel like I’m finally saying goodbye to 1D and my teen years. I feel like I need to stop living in the past now but it’s hard bc time moves too fast and it feels like it was just a couple years ago

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I feel like I’m finally saying goodbye to 1D and my teen years. I feel like I need to stop living in the past now but it’s hard bc time moves too fast and it feels like it was just a couple years ago

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Listening to You & I rn….it’s just so surreal.

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his ex gf who was 18-19 when they dated is going to get so much flack for this and she’s going to get the courtney love treatment where people make this out to be Her Fault except even worse bc she was actually a victim of stalking from him and he died by either suicide or an accident resulting from intoxication right after she took legal action against him. horrible horrible horrible

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I don’t think I can watch any 1D content for a long ass time

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People need to grow up like you not 14 anymore. It’s been almost a decade since the band broke up. You know damn well he became a different person. Like sorry you’ll never see me feel more sympathy for him than his victims

Liam payne committed or fell off the roof and people are already blaming his ex girlfriend for it who was his victim btw. and I’m seeing a lot of people are already “he was abusive pedophile preying on teen girls but he was part of my childhood :(” and asking women and his victims to show empathy for dead. I think it’s actually crazy how women are the only oppressed class who are expected to empathise with their abusers . fuck him and fuck you. you will not make me feel bad for laughing at a dead abuser

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The kid you loved wasn’t the man he became. You’re allowed to mourn the memory of your childhood you just lost even if you disapprove of the adult it made reality.

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The worst part about Liam Payne dying is that people are posting about “the switch up is crazy”

Like no. He was an abuser and made horrible decisions, but nobody wanted him to die. He was getting hate for an INCREDIBLY valid reason, but we all recognized that he needed mental and physical help. He needed to go to rehab. He needed to get away from drugs and alcohol and improve upon himself away from the public. No one wanted him to die.

We’re not mourning the life of an abuser, we are mourning the part of him that we adored and looked up to for a massive part of our childhood/ teenage years. He was a huge part of how I was introduced to my love of music. And yes, he did horrible things and made horrible decisions and over the last few years has been anything but admirable, but none of us wanted this.

Maya didn’t want this. And everyone saying that it’s her fault can actually go burn in hell. She likely already blames herself enough. She likely already wishes she hadn’t spoken up about it out of the guilt that she likely feels. You guys commenting all over the socials about how this is her fault and “are you happy now?” Are actually horrible people.

A 7 year old boy just lost his father. A woman just lost her long term boyfriend. Two parents just lost their son. Several young children just lost their uncle. Show some fucking respect. Joking about it and hating on people who had nothing to do with what happened is not doing anything but twist the knife for the people who this has ACTUALLY effected.

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Ziall nation we up

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I really can’t defend Liam like he has truly lost it

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Need that 1D tell all from Niall.

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Taehyung with Lady Gaga.

he’s such a social butterfly :)