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[inthethird]

I want to be

I want to be your calm

Your place of respite

Your hideaway

I want to be your secret

Your cinq à sept

Your paramour

I want to speak your language

Your native tongue

Your other words

I want to be your lover

Your deepest well

Your rendezvous

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I search for you at night

All night my heart roams

I know my lover is near

I can feel her pulses

I know her love sustains

For it hasn’t left

But she is gone

Or maybe I am

I reflect on her

I am warm

But I continue to seek

For the embrace that grounds

The place my heart is home

In her bosom

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If love were a color

If love were a color

You could plainly see

How smitten I am

For you and me

If love were a odor

You could plainly smell

When I’m thinking of you

How deep in love I fell

If love were a sound

You could plainly hear

The sound of the pounding

Of my heart when your near

If love were a flavor

You could plainly taste

The pure simple joy

Of my future replaced

If love were texture

You could plainly feel

How loved I am

And it’s time to heal

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All of us

My eager heart awakens before dawn

Bursting with life from a recent watering

It searches for you

It longs for its lover

Sleep was for loneliness

Slumber for the past

Life lies ahead

All of life

All of you

All of me

All of us

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Ink and echo

Hold space

Say nothing

Words make it worse

Sounds belittle

Language reduces

Just be

Hold the space between light

The space to heal

Where souls live

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Rose and earth

Do rose and earth

know they are so?

Does each have a sense

Of the way that they flow?

Is rose aware of her fire?

Is earth aware of her light?

Neither knowing their power.

Neither a sense of might.

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You see me

You make me seen

Visible

Understood

A deep knowing

A space without words

Transmitted through the eyes

And finger tips

And heart beats

I can’t escape it

The knowingness

The radiate comfort

The blatant vulnerability

The raw clarity

I am seen by you

I see you

We are

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I am broken.

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Awaken me

With a wandering hand

And gentle kisses

With breathless hope

And warm fingers

Oh lover

Let me sleep no more

I long for you

Even in sleep

Start making love to me

Before I rise

I’ll meet you there

I’ll be ready

I am ready

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Across from you

We had already checked in

Talked about last night

About the weird text from your brother

About having no schedule today

About how good the coffee is

About how sore my arm is

About racism

About religion

About gardening

About breakfast

About your sore toe

About the crazy neighbor

When we realized

It was 10:32 am

And we were both naked

So lost in conversation

And good coffee

That we had returned to Eden

And each other

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Your breath

I was focused

Lost

Controlled

In charge

Feeling

Pulsing

Thrusting

Electrified

Swollen

And then I came

I lost it all

I found it all

Everything was in sync

Until I heard your breath

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Morning stretch

I felt you slide out of bed

The sheets still warm from where you held each other

Held space

Made love

Fucked

My hand still there

In the warmth

I see one leg up

Then down

Then a hand

Then your bun

I can smell you

Your skin

Your nakedness

I hear your firm controlled breath

Your intention

You stretching

Awakens my soul

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Desperate

Desperate waiting

Desperate longing

Desperate hoping

Desperate seeing

Desperate smiling

Desperate touching

Desperate smelling

Desperate holding

Desperate feeling

Desperate kissing

Desperate nibbling

Desperate wrestling

Desperate undressing

Desperate...

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Through your eyes

I can see it

The feelings with no words

The blood flowing

The awakened skin

The predesire

The hope

The pain of space

The pulse

The pulse

The pulse

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6am rays

The orange beam of morning just pierced through the window

A ray of pure energy

All possibilities

I followed it across and down

And there it is

Slowly and seductively sliding up your morning skin

Your sleeping body

It split into a rainbow

A promise

A hope

I desire to be it

Absorbing into you

Giving you warmth

Waking you up

With energy

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Saturday Morning Skin

A cool shin slides up a warm leg

Fingernails gently glide up the spine

Around the ribs

Across the breast

Back of the neck breathing

A deep breath and smell and savor or your lovers hair

They squirm

You nudge closer

They give an approval “mmmm”

And your hormones go wild

And when they excitedly flip over...

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Sunday Morning

Sunday morning waking up to your presence

Lust still lingering

So filled from passion but craving your dessert

Closing my eyes trying to rewind to the screaming ecstasy

Where I couldn’t catch my breath

When my feet cramped from curling

It was so real I can still taste you

I can taste me

Us

I can’t tell if it was a dream or if this is a dream

I am warm

And here

And longing