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Coming out to people I actually care about is hard, I so desperately wish I didn't have any connections - or that my loved ones wouldn't pity me for my transness. I can't cope with that psuedo-loving terf bullshit, my speech isn't coherent enough to defend myself.

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i'm scared that everything will be like this forever

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if ive learned one thing from online dating it's that no one loves a fem presenting goth person more than your most basic cis white dude

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I'm just a guy without his glasses (can't read the bus numbers so is about to be stranded in an unfamiliar neighborhood at 10pm)

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Being mentally ill as a 20yr old man is so fucking funny, like, let's starve, wank, self harm, then have a drunken hookup all in the same day.

Alcohol calories don't count when I'm puking them into a gutter xxxxxx

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when the autism is being an actual mental health problem instead of making me obsess over fictional characters again:

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kitten im gonna be honest daddys having a breakdown about the calories in normal foods right now

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Who will win? My desire to be vegan and zero waste OR my junkorexia and autism?

It's neither, so I just feel immense guilt no matter what I eat :-)

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Psychiatrist switch me to Vyvanse please please please please please please please please I don't need an appetite I need chemicals

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how to lose 30 pounds in one month no borax no glue

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Healthy study snack ideas ｡⁠*ﾟ⁠+

✿ Fruit

✿ Clear broth

✿ 60mg of Ritalin

✿ Tears (good for electrolytes!)

✿ Nori sheets

✿ B/p an entire grocery store birthday cake

✿ dreams of academic approval (the only approval you'll ever get).

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pls reblog if you’re an active €d blog in April 2024 whose 18+ at least

I need more moots and ppl to follow

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Can we bring this back 🙏

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b/p challenge speedrun, 100%, sub 10 (finish before roommate gets home)

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pls reblog if you’re an active €d blog in April 2024 whose 18+ at least

I need more moots and ppl to follow

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Once I lose 15lbs, start t, get top surgery, build a bunch of muscle, figure out my sense of style, and get a steady income it’s over for you bitches