intrusivethinker

[intrusivethinker]

I never faked my care to someone.

[intrusivethinker]

Finding someone who only has eyes for you is practically impossible nowadays.

[intrusivethinker]

If I’m a lot, go find less

[intrusivethinker]

My kink is very gross (true love).

[intrusivethinker]

Yea I knew it I’m so over this shit

Glad you’ve been out having fun

[intrusivethinker]

Glad you’ve been out having fun

[intrusivethinker]

This is just terrible I can’t deal with any of it tbh I just can’t I can’t just sit here and do nothing like what do I even fucking do I know I’m not the one and only I know you’re entertaining the attention you’re getting I just know you’re doing everything that’s a single person is and enjoying it and that’s what’s fucking my head up like why, drag me while trying to save us

[intrusivethinker]

I can’t do this anymore.

[intrusivethinker]

When you told me that you want me, did you really want me? Or was this all a joke to you?

[intrusivethinker]

Yea you just don’t care and Its okay cuz thats what you wanted

I don’t even think you want a convo or to fix things at this point so just go and enjoy your life how you’ve been living and I just hope you get everything you’ve ever wanted that’s it, just wish you the best

[intrusivethinker]

Yea thanks you just proved my point about being out and about on dates, I hope you find what your looking for nisa cuz i see that’s its.

I hope you had a good time at Spice glad it was worth your time

[intrusivethinker]

Just stop talking shit to me and accusing me of things until you actually want the truth through a conversation because I can’t keep taking it your comments mean more than anybody else and every time read that you hate me through everything it puts me back in that dark place I don’t want to be in anymore, I fucking loved you always and tried to do right by you even when we weren’t together I’ve been here so don’t take that shit away from me. I love you more than anything but you’re the only one that has to accept it so just take your time if you event want it…

[intrusivethinker]

You have no idea what you you’re even talking about anymore and it shows whenever you cuss me out and talk shit to me with no context whatsoever, I know you just want reasons to hate me and I get it I don’t blame you but if you’re just gonna hate me from here on out then please just tell it to me and one final message to fully end it all because I’ve been here waiting for you trying to improve myself for the better of just the future for us but everyone you jab at me with your comments it takes away from that work I put in to become better, I even get a fucking self help book and paid for fucking better help that’s how serious I fucking took this and yet you think I’m out at fucking harbor for fun when it was my fucking work event that I left right before 12 all while being accused of this you’re going out to clubs and bars and fucking concerts with who knows and doing whatever with whoever

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You were the only one if ever opened up to shown my weakness and gained strength from, you were the only one I even put thought and effort into our future, I was committed always to you completely and that is something you can’t fucking deny me. I’ve always been here loyal to you regardless of whatever you did regardless of who you would be texting next to me in bed whoever you were calling and sending picks to I still forgave you after it destroyed me and you have the audacity to say I never loved you??? I went against all my morals and views just for you and you tell me I never did shit for you???

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How could you say something as horrible as if I didn’t love you the entire fucking time we were together, I don’t want my ex I don’t care if you have blonde hair or blue eyes, you were literally the only thing that meant jack shit to me and you acted as if none of it was real. You don’t have any clue what I’ve done and been through since you’ve left to get to the maturity level that I’m at now, you never talked to me you never asked about anything and you always told me to leave you tf alone and to not respond to anything you’ve sent me.

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You say all these horrible things about me yet you don’t know anything. I want to talk to you I want to mend things I’ve been loyal to the fucking bone day in and day out while you’re putting yourself out there getting the attention for every single one of those guys you follow. I’ve been dedicated to fixing myself my emotions my control over myself to be the best version possible for you yet you just have this hate for me that I will never understand nisa, I don’t hate you and I never have okay… I’m just waiting for the love of my life to come back so we can finally move on as a power couple, I won’t ever hate you nisa and I love you with every single inch and fiber that is in my heart

[intrusivethinker]

I wish I could experience life with you