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I’m gonna get skinny to show people wrong, to show people that I am not a lazy piece of shit that I am disciplined that I am strong I can do this

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🎀 i have control 🎀

💕 i am in control 💕

🌷 i have control over what i eat 🌷

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Kinda slay of me to go to two different thanksgiving dinners and not eat a single thing

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Well, here we are again… this year I will lose weight… I have to… i can’t do this anymore I thought I could “love myself” but im disgusting… going to start restricting and working out again hopefully… I just need motivation or support in my conquest…

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I’ve been binging so much lately bc I’ve been depressseddd but now I’m gonna suck it up and try restricting again

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I lost 20 lbs this year but after Christmas and eating more than I have been I’m worried that I gained weight aaaarhgh

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Got new clothes for my trip and they fit! I'm gonna probably start restricting more heavily again and take laxatives to make sure they fit by the trip

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So that was a lie, was too tired all week and ended up binging bc I spent time w friends n shit and we ate... gonna have to be harder on myself now

Hi I'm back probably I'll start restricting again tomorrow bc I absolutely hate myself even if I lost a little weight without trying recently it's not enough i need to be thinner i need it

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Hi I'm back probably I'll start restricting again tomorrow bc I absolutely hate myself even if I lost a little weight without trying recently it's not enough i need to be thinner i need it

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i want to be a hollywood nepotism girl. i want pap pictures of me just carrying groceries and drinking soda looking mildly annoyed tagged as 'mood' by some girl on tumblr who calls herself the female patrick bateman

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Today I threw up twice and had a diarrhea shit... it sucks to feel sick but one plus side is hopefully I'll lose some weight!

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Today I threw up twice and had a diarrhea shit... it sucks to feel sick but one plus side is hopefully I'll lose some weight!

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I'm gonna start wellbutrin and apparently a side effect is losing weight?? forreal???? hell yeah sign me the fuck up!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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i don’t know who needs to hear this, but here it goes: you don’t have to repeatedly and harshly punish yourself for every little thing you think you do wrong. you don’t have to diminish or eliminate your worth and dignity in order to become a better person and acknowledge your mistakes. please forgive yourself, please keep going and please, be flawed! perfection is unattainable.

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I fucking binged April bc I cheated meals for my birthday and then I didnt stop lol I'm a loser

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literally

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I'm hoping maybe I gained 10 lbs back bc I'm starting my period soon..... pls? Please let it be a period and not me being a fucking fatass failure