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[invisiwhy]

[invisiwhy]

I need to sleep.

I want to sleep. So badly. Why can’t I fucking make myself do it?

I miss the days when sleeping was actually a respite. Will I ever be able to recover and reach that point?

[invisiwhy]

Nice to meet you too, Raitor!

(she smiles slightly at them, before walking towards the doors of the library and leaving)

(There's a stealth that's been skimming through some books they checked out, over at one of the tables, for the past couple hours. The entire time, they've looked exhausted and on the verge of passing out.)

(They eventually stand up, carefully placing their checked out books in their bag, before taking a couple steps and suddenly having a wave of exhaustion. They sit back down and put their head in their hands, as if they're still trying not to sleep.) - @invisiwhy

[ he idly watches from a distance, concerned. it’s not technically his business to intrude on somebody’s privacy or life, but he’s getting increasingly nervous that the stealth might pass out while he’s on the job. ]

[ and god knows that wouldn’t go well with his manager. ]

[ they anxiously approach, reasonably, nervous. ]

.. h-hi, um.. i’ve notice you’ve been.. exhausted the whole time you’ve been here. a-are.. you alright..? would you.. like me to call someone?

[invisiwhy]

Yeah, hopefully...! And yeah, don't worry, it doesn't feel too bad at all.

No worries. I'm undergoing some.. err, exceptional circumstances right now, so it's no big deal that you assumed- I would've really appreciated the option back before... stuff happened. Thank you for mentioning it, maybe I'll remember that for later.

I hope it gets better too. Ah, well, I.. I should get going before this wears off- uhm, but I guess I'll be back later to return the books. Maybe I'll see you then. Thanks again.. oh, what's your name? Uh, mine's Aria.

(There's a stealth that's been skimming through some books they checked out, over at one of the tables, for the past couple hours. The entire time, they've looked exhausted and on the verge of passing out.)

(They eventually stand up, carefully placing their checked out books in their bag, before taking a couple steps and suddenly having a wave of exhaustion. They sit back down and put their head in their hands, as if they're still trying not to sleep.) - @invisiwhy

[ he idly watches from a distance, concerned. it’s not technically his business to intrude on somebody’s privacy or life, but he’s getting increasingly nervous that the stealth might pass out while he’s on the job. ]

[ and god knows that wouldn’t go well with his manager. ]

[ they anxiously approach, reasonably, nervous. ]

.. h-hi, um.. i’ve notice you’ve been.. exhausted the whole time you’ve been here. a-are.. you alright..? would you.. like me to call someone?

[invisiwhy]

(they let out a small sigh of relief) Thank you. I was.. worried that it might not be safe for me to head back, but now I can. And the prickling sensation is a lot better than some other stuff I've experienced..

...Under, ah, normal circumstances, I might consider actually sleeping, but it's just been.. difficult, lately, I guess.

(There's a stealth that's been skimming through some books they checked out, over at one of the tables, for the past couple hours. The entire time, they've looked exhausted and on the verge of passing out.)

(They eventually stand up, carefully placing their checked out books in their bag, before taking a couple steps and suddenly having a wave of exhaustion. They sit back down and put their head in their hands, as if they're still trying not to sleep.) - @invisiwhy

[ he idly watches from a distance, concerned. it’s not technically his business to intrude on somebody’s privacy or life, but he’s getting increasingly nervous that the stealth might pass out while he’s on the job. ]

[ and god knows that wouldn’t go well with his manager. ]

[ they anxiously approach, reasonably, nervous. ]

.. h-hi, um.. i’ve notice you’ve been.. exhausted the whole time you’ve been here. a-are.. you alright..? would you.. like me to call someone?

[invisiwhy]

(They take their face out of their hands, looking up at him. Their hands, and parts of their legs, start flickering in and out of visibility, as if they're having trouble holding themselves together)

...I don't have anyone you could call. But thank you for the concern. (They stand up, clearly unstable, as they lean on the table and take a couple deep breaths)

..I.... hhhmm. Is there a way you could do the opposite of sleep magic and help make me more awake..? Just enough so that I don't pass out trying to get back to my dorm. Sorry if you can't, I don't know that much about dreamwalking, so.. a-and you don't have to, I just.. that's the only thing that I think could help at this point.

(There's a stealth that's been skimming through some books they checked out, over at one of the tables, for the past couple hours. The entire time, they've looked exhausted and on the verge of passing out.)

(They eventually stand up, carefully placing their checked out books in their bag, before taking a couple steps and suddenly having a wave of exhaustion. They sit back down and put their head in their hands, as if they're still trying not to sleep.) - @invisiwhy

[ he idly watches from a distance, concerned. it’s not technically his business to intrude on somebody’s privacy or life, but he’s getting increasingly nervous that the stealth might pass out while he’s on the job. ]

[ and god knows that wouldn’t go well with his manager. ]

[ they anxiously approach, reasonably, nervous. ]

.. h-hi, um.. i’ve notice you’ve been.. exhausted the whole time you’ve been here. a-are.. you alright..? would you.. like me to call someone?

[invisiwhy]

:D Great! I'll drop the rabbit off later.

Idrk what this is but.. I'm gonna give it to Blake for shits and giggles

[invisiwhy]

As long as it means you won't drag me to that intervention centre thing.

Idrk what this is but.. I'm gonna give it to Blake for shits and giggles

[invisiwhy]

Idrk what this is but.. I'm gonna give it to Blake for shits and giggles

[invisiwhy]

There is a bookshop downtown. The guy at the desk is nice.

There's also a library. Which I am going to go to.

[invisiwhy]

The time to stop drinking when you have a problem is when you realize you have a problem

Because continuing is not going to make the problem go away or fix itself.

Oh yeah? Try going through what I have. Don't tell me what to do.

[invisiwhy]

For once I can't find the book online.. hhhh I guess I should go to the actual physical library and find it. Here's hoping I don't have to talk to anyone..

[invisiwhy]

Good luck??

Okay, maybe I have a drinking problem. It’s alright. I’ll stop when it starts impeding the rest of my life.

[invisiwhy]

I’m just going to block the number. But I guess I appreciate the sentiment??

Okay, maybe I have a drinking problem. It’s alright. I’ll stop when it starts impeding the rest of my life.

[invisiwhy]

Faster than is healthy.

Hah. Good luck finding me.

Okay, maybe I have a drinking problem. It’s alright. I’ll stop when it starts impeding the rest of my life.

[invisiwhy]

I think the problem isn’t how much I have, it’s how fast I’m drinking it. Lots of people have alcohol cabinets, they just drink it all very slowly.

Okay, maybe I have a drinking problem. It’s alright. I’ll stop when it starts impeding the rest of my life.

[invisiwhy]

Well you gotta store it somewhere. Would you rather I leave it around on the floor like some people do?

Okay, maybe I have a drinking problem. It’s alright. I’ll stop when it starts impeding the rest of my life.