irbeth1201

[irbeth1201]

Mom of two

now i have son and daughter

i love them so

dear Muhammad Irsyad Tama and Khaulah Elnara Zilma

please live healthy, grow smart and become good people who love your God and Rasul

[irbeth1201]

Mom of two

whoahh being a mom of two is really ...

i have son and daughter now

i love them so

i got a lot of trouble lately but i still love my kids

they make me strong

even stronger

thank you

Muhammad Irsyad Tama and Khaulah Elnara Zilma

mama really loves you

please live healthy and grow become smart and good people who love your God and Rasul

[irbeth1201]

so late to inform the world

hi!

i finally become mom

it was the first of june 2020, my baby was born. its a boy.

his name is Muhammad Irsyad Tama

today, he is 3 months old.

i love him so

im so grateful to have him.

my husband is always beside me especially in my hard time. i love him so much

i already work again. i found nanny for my baby. hopefully my family always be healthy.

stay safe everyone

and be happy :)

always

[irbeth1201]

i really miss my husband

i wanna be close around him

i want to take care of him

i wanna be there while he is tired

im so sad now but i have to be happy for my baby

i dont want if my baby is sad, too

i love them both, my husband and my baby

[irbeth1201]

my baby’s name

still not have idea about my son’s name

my world is having a pandemic

it makes me cannot meet my husband

it makes me sad of course

i will give birth in June

but i havent prepared anything

i miss my husband so

stay safe everyone

i hope my husband and baby always be healthy

[irbeth1201]

tomorrow my baby in my belly will be 3 months

mama can’t wait to see u kakak

love..

[irbeth1201]

27092019 officially i became Tanzil’s wife.

now, i am not single anymore

i have a husband who always cares with me and loves me so

wish we can build samawa family

love him so,

so how’s my life after marriage? we do long distance marriage.

i still work in Palembang, my husband works in Lampung.

i hope i can be strong even he’s not around me.

:’( 

[irbeth1201]

44 MORE DAYS

I FEEL SO EXCITED ^^

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there’s a lot of things to do, i am a teacher but i dont know why sometimes i dont think that i am good at being a teacher.

i really want to have something new like i wanna have my own bussiness, doing my hobby which is my job as well

i am not confident with myself, doing same things in each years, having lot things to do in a short time.

i really wanna have something new. something interests me

but i dont know what is that

help

[irbeth1201]

i feel so excited and can’t wait the moment to be Mrs. Tanzil soon

thank you for choosing me to be yours

love you my dear, Oppa

save the date

Muhammad Tanzil Arda & Irma Wulandari

29092019

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well, one by one the ones from my past get married

and me?

thank God, finally my BF proposed me last month

and we’re going to get married soon

so, this is the end.

really?

i mean, i used to be worried too much about my feeling and my love story

i wonder how would it be

i remember how hard and how hurt it was

being left by someone we loved.

but now, every one has their own end of story

wish the joy is always around us

thank you for the memories and lesson.

we’re DONE with HAPPILY EVER AFTER

*i wish*

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Tittle : We have no choice! Hai senjaku, Terima kasih telah mewarnai hidupku Sampai membuatku keliru Sadarku kau bukan hanya milikku Sadarku pada akhirnya aku bukan pilihanmu Meski kau pernah meyakinkanku Bahwa aku hanyalah satu satunya mimpimu Jangan kecewa! Aku tak bilang kau mengada - ada Aku percaya Aku hanyalah mimpi sedang dialah yang nyata Aku tak lagi menangis Pun menangkis Takdir yang sungguh mengiris Hai senja, pergilah, aku rela Dan berbahagialah Dengan dia, yang nyata Bukan aku yang fana Dariku, masa lalumu 17042014 Iwede

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i’m back

so glad that i can get my account back. 

i was wondering how to get it back

and now here i am.

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i keep asking myself whether i get butterflies or not in my stomach when i see my boyfriend? and the answer is still “no”

i also ask myself why i cant be with someone i love. why i’m always ended with someone i dont love.

is it my destiny? can i be someone i love in the future? someone who really loves me not only loves my body.

if having boyfriend only makes a distance between me and my God, better i dont have boyfriend then.

[irbeth1201]

And once the storm is over, you won’t remember how you made it through, how you managed to survive. You won’t even be sure whether the storm is really over. But one thing is certain. When you come out of the storm, you won’t be the same person who walked in. That’s what this storm’s all about.

Haruki Murakami, Kafka on the Shore (via larmoyante)

Everything Love

(via

thelovenotebook

)

its so deep :’) yeahh after the storm, i’m going to be the new “me”

[irbeth1201]

now its hard to believe when someone says that they love me

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there’s no such thing i have to worry about.the only thing i have to do right now is to let my expectation go and to continue my life.