irlusa

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Drawing porn is hard but I'm harder

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This was in another goodwill bin and I'm gonna put the back cover under a cut just so you can experience the same sensation of flipping it over to see this:

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unfortunately i want to make purchases :(

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the five homoerotic love languages:

- intimate stabbing

- outright obsession

- confused pining

- "no one knows me like you do"

- lifelong promises that always sound suspiciously like wedding vows

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[irlusa]

so embarrassing to get obsessed with your own oc but it doesn't fuel you creatively or motivate you at all you just sort of sit there. like yeah I've been thinking a lot about blorbo from my mind. no images of them exist in the world and they have maybe 3 personality traits so far. I would rather die than attempt to write about them. I've spent the last 48 hours rotating them in my brain though

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all politics about ai aside if you use it to create fanwork you're just a fucking dweeb

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I feel like we need a massive public education campaign to inform people that "natural" and "healthy" are two completely different words with separate meanings

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I think being autistic has made me realize how extremely hostile the environments we have designed are. And I don't mean "this environment is uniquely hostile to me because I am autistic" I mean that even normies are just existing in brutal, stagnant spaces, they have just internalized them as normal. We could have it all, we could live in such a beautiful and fascinating world, designed by humans and for humans who actually enjoy life and it's complexity and wonder. but even now it's like, seen as kinda hippy-dippy bullshit to have "excessive" indoor plants in a workspace or something

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god im infected by that posting style that's like "posting about my thing #my thing" i just got back to my apartment and my first thought had to go and formulate itself as damn im so sleepy i haven't even had my tea #mytea

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this is so fucking funny

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looking at your bank account is so scary...like when I spend money it goes away

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Me: idk man I don't tend to deal with angst all that often

Also me: *stares at the humble timeloop*

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please shoot down Alfred's ego

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having ocs is so fucked .... i miss them so bad but im the guy who has to create new content. but im sleepy