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it’s a new moon tonight, thunderstorm, candle lit, rewatching s2 e6 of tlou, and got food too mhmmmhmm 🧘‍♀️🧘‍♀️

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traveling the multiverse….

fame, 2015

raegan rayne. born in nineteen ninety. known for her incredible range and her signature knee high black boots. your favorite’s favorite. actress. screenwriter. producer. activist. a maneater with a troubled past.

marvel, 2012

meagan stark. born in nineteen ninety two. smartest women in the world. stark industries co-ceo. the electric enchantress. avenger, occasionally.

stranger things, 1984

megan henderson. twenty three. cousin of dustin henderson. hawkin’s newest resident. bell bottoms and black leather.

star wars, 22 bby rena rhodes

farm, 2003 raegan rayne

pirate, 211 ad captain cassandra acacius  …ask !

other realities,

better cr. travel. great gatsby. royalty. twin peaks. the last of us. socialite. hogwarts. detective. the secret history. food critic.

no matter the place, the lovers stay the same…

s/os, pedro pascal, joel miller, & possibly reed richards…we’ll see

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Moodboard

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It's your mind, you idiot. It's all in the mind. The problem is you think you're still real, that you're standin' on the floor, that you're wearin' those clothes. Bullshit! You don't even have a body anymore. It's all up here. You wanna move things, you gotta use your mind. You gotta focus! You hear what I'm saying? I don't know how you focus! You just focus! It's all in the anger. You gotta direct it. You gotta channel it.

Vincent Schiavelli as the Subway Ghost, Ghost (1990)

if that isn't shifting motivation then i don't know what is..........look up @hrrtshape 's assumption+shifting posts if you want to understand this better!!!!!!!

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you, your blog, and your advice completely changed my manifestation and shifting journey for the better, and i’m eternally grateful i found your account when i did. you never deserved to be treated this badly and i wish the best for you and your journey in the future. <3

hi lovies…………………..

i think this might be it for now, not with shifting, and not with writing, and not with magic or manifestation or whatever term we're burning through this week. just with this version of me and with this version of the space and with this little corner of the internet where i've been both held and hunted.

i’m deactivating this blog sometime tomorrow.

i always thought i'd stay, or at least disappear for a bit and then come back in a blaze of historical revisionism like, hi guys, i had a child in a past life. her name was julie. anyway here's how the plumbing worked. but i truly don't think if i can do that now. or not yet, or not like this.

and maybe that's a betrayal or a plot twist or a necessary limb amputation before the rot hits the bone marrow, maybe all three.

truth is, i don't feel safe. in the actual, literal, legal-definition, report-it-to-the-site way. someone is stalking me and i've been harassed and impersonated and threatened and envied. picked apart like roadkill on a highway no one even wants to drive on anymore.

this place used to feel like my room. not my stage, not my arena. my room, meaning messy, safe, maybe a bit stupid, maybe a bit brilliant. i used to write posts with hope and a very real belief that i was helping people.

and you can say that's the price of being visible, of being correct, or of being incorrect, of being good at what you do. and i guess that's true, but it's also such a boring lie.

i'm like 2 weeks into being 17 in this reality, and i'm already so, so, so, so tired, and i'm crying writing this, and i feel sick that i even have to explain why.

and no, i'm not a perfect person, obviously, i've been defensive and i've been stubborn and i've made people mad and i've posted things i regret and i've left up things too long and i've trusted the wrong people and i've said too much and i've said too little. but never, not once, did i want to hurt anyone, never, not once, did i want to build an empire just to be burnt at the stake for it.

i doubt that i ever deserved to be called ridiculous when i was hurting over being mocked or reading someone saying they scripted that i get cancelled in their dr. and now i know how joan of arc felt💔💔💔💔💔

and still, and still, and still, and still, i wouldn't undo it.

this account, this little blog, this weird, overactive, overcaffeinated brain i cracked open for you all like an egg with a bibliography. it truly changed my life. you changed my life.

every ask, every affirmation, every time someone said "you made me feel like i could shift." every time someone messaged me at 3am to say "i just did it. i'm there. i'm home."

you were the ones who kept me here and you were the reason i stayed longer than i should've.

and you will be the reason i come back, maybe in a month, maybe whenever. maybe when i've built a family in god knows what ancient civilisation.

until then, please, don't give up. and if you do give up, don't punish yourself for it, it's not a sign of failure, simply a pause.

shifting is still guaranteed, always, it is a metaphysical inevitability, it is yours. it belongs to you because you decided it would. you don't need to "deserve" it and you don't need to be good and you don't need to earn it like it's a nobel peace prize for mental stability, it is yours.

that's the whole point of shifting. it's an extension of you.

so script the stupid things, script the cat that meows in french, script the dad who didn't leave, script the version of yourself who remembers every birthday and never flinches when someone says i love you. script safety and script softness and script freedom.

you don't have to perform belief, you just have to live like you're already there.

this is me saying thank you. thank you for reading and for listening and for watching me try and for making me feel like i mattered and like i was helping. like maybe something i said meant something to someone who needed it.

i really hope it did, and i really hope you don't forget me.

be safe. be free, be gone. i love you i love you i love you.

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it’s not clocking to you that i’m standing on business about shifting

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I need to be stabbed or tongue kissed, preferably both

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do some of you shiftblr users forget there’s a block button……. like see something you don’t like or a user you don’t agree with? guess what. you can block them and move on.

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he lets me hit because i’m peculiar and whimsical

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failure doesn’t exist unless you allow it to. there is no failed shifting attempt or failed manifestation unless you say there is.

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literally have thought about scripting that the shifting communities in my dr don’t even think about scripting him as their s/o… 💔

i pictured you with other girls (in love) then threw up on the street!!!!! :D

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anti shifters make me laugh

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"i would find you in any universe" but it's very clearly intended as a threat

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shifting songs day 127 !

all shifting songs

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ride ⭒ lana del rey

“don’t break me down, i’ve been travelling too long, i’ve been trying too hard, with one pretty song”

“i hear the birds on the summer breeze, i drive fast, i am alone at midnight, been trying hard not to get into trouble, but i, i’ve got a war in my mind, so, i just ride”

“dying young and playing hard, that’s the way my father made his life an art, drink all day and we talk ‘til dark, that’s the way the road dogs do it, light ‘til dark”

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