I haven’t signed on here in forever, completely forgot it was still up until I got an email tbh, but I just wanted to say that after I post this I will be deactivating this account. It’s just not really what I want to see anymore, esp after logging on after a while and seeing like 500 anon hate messages....which is super lovely ofc. This account kinda just reminds me of a bad time in my life and I feel like getting rid of this it will finally let me cut that part of my life out as best I can. But if you still want to see what I’m up to or whatever my ig is Alice.xa :))
I also wanted to say a big thank you and I love you to all the people that I’ve spoken to over the years of having this account, I’d tag you all but you’ve all changed your names or deactivated as well haha, but thank you and I love you to all the people that have just sent me nice messages along the way as well. The 5sosfam is probably one of the nices places I’ve ever been in and I’m so happy you were all with me.
Hello, I’m really sorry i went away for a long time, I haven’t been doing so swell at all and I just took some time off here so I won’t see or be tempted to look at things I’m trying to not look at to try and help myself. But I just came on and I’ve had a few messages from people so I thought I’d say that I’m okay (for the most part) I just needed a break. Idk if I’ll be on here or anything I just felt a bit guilty so sorry again xx
the fact that ashton said he has a hard time getting close to men and letting them in and he still adores his bandmates more than anything and will love and protect them forever says a lot about the type of men all of them are