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Wilderness from my new book Faraway Dreaming. 🌱🌲 Available on Kickstarter until 24 June, 2025!

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the cucks have unionized

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andrew "i want nothing" minyard certified yearner of all time. wants a mother so bad he'll do anything to keep cass, even suffer her son. wants to protect his brother so bad he does whatever it takes, and that's before he even meets aaron to begin with. wants to take care of all the people who matter to him so bad that he always takes it a little too far. wants to be known so bad he'll give a boy he doesn't fully trust yet a key while telling him to stay. wants to be understood so bad he can't help but give ground to the first person who's really starting to, no matter what the deference does for his reputation. wants to have things to live for so bad he agrees to let people try to give him some. wants to be loved so bad he has to stifle the feeling and can't handle it when he actually is. wants to want nothing and wants more than anyone will ever know.

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”Fuck what I deserve. What about what I want?”.

📚 The golden raven

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neil!!!!!! also fem neil!!!!

no wonder andrew's car keeps mysteriously breaking down so he just *has to* take it to a mechanic

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Just saw a post asking how tall people are and now I want to make it a poll. Apologies to people in the fringe height categories, you do not get specifics.

I had to consult a chart for this

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THIS WAS MY FIRST AFTG FANART LMAOO

Every Kevin x Neil interaction made me giggle, they're insufferable

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Interview with the Vampire 2.01 · What Can the Damned Really Say to the Damned

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Happy pride month to my dad. When I came out as bi to him, this man googled what it ment, look at me and said "ohh. Yeah. You get that from me. You'd have far more siblings of I only shaged women." And went right back to his work emails.

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LOTR Cast Commentary

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lt's quite important for me actually for Andrew Minyard not to be considered conventionally attractive, making several shallow fans of both Neil and Kevin deeply puzzled re: how he bagged two of the hottest people in his sport by not trying at all and looking completely, utterly done at all times, eyebags the color of lavender blooms

(the answer is, Neil wouldn't understand looks-based attraction for the life of him and Kevin gravitates towards top energy like a moth to a flame)

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It’s so fascinating to me how much softer Kevin is when it comes to Jean like we really don’t know much about whatever their relationship is, and the glimpses we have is truly some of the most devastating stuff I’ve ever experienced. Kevin just seems so different interacting with Jean than he does with the foxes, especially when he’s alone with Jean, just the two of them

And it’s not a softness that usually accompanies the term it’s something different and uniquely theirs it makes me crazy

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live and suffer

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H. T.