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sleeping with your cock inside me so we can keep waking up and lazy fucking cause we just can’t get enough of each other then falling back asleep just to wake up later and do it again 🩷

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praying for this

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I see that is the need the other site fulfilled. I have a need for a place where I can say my piece, anything that comes to me, without the expectation of continuing or adding to an existing discussion, and getting some attention from it in the form of likes. So I feel seen. On [ ] I feel invisible. The few things I do say get ignored or they very noticeably ruin the flow of the evening, the existing conversation/discussion. The images I share are ignored. And I know if they were posted on [ ] they would get at least a little attention. And I could exchange that currency for feeling good about myself and my social standing. Even though ultimately it means nothing. But it's all I can get with my peers. It's all I had.

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What can I say...I want to be loved.

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The Beast (2023)

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I was thinking about how I will never get it. It just won't happen. I know the steps it takes to get it and I just don't think I have it in me to do it. I'm too insecure and even if I tried, all it would do is give everyone including myself false hope. There would be no way to do it secretly. So even just trying would alert those around me of my intentions, only making it more embarrassing when it inevitably doesn't work. Then what? Would I have to somehow convince everyone again that I never wanted it in the first place, to save face? Would I just have to admit I wanted it and it didn't work and it never will and have them all pity me for the rest of my life? A world exists in my head where my life never came to this, where it was all very possible and I could have it all. But in that world I am not me, and this is an essential factor in everything working out. In that world I have an impressive career, I have friends, a social life, I have relationships and I have a husband and children that I am more than capable of handling. And that just cannot be my reality.

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♡ They spoke little, felt more, complemented the silence with touches. There is nothing more eloquent than silent touches 💕