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Theoretically let's say for the next decade we get 3 1/2 chapters a year

So about 4ish years from now we'd be at chapter 36 theoretically

Can I get a hrkg equivalent to Sasamiya chapter 36 god that would be heavenly

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yer a wizard, adachi!

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Hey, fue un día movido ayer, jaja, los leaks ya no están en mi perfil porque el capítulo sale pronto y no es respetuoso andar filtrando cosas por ahí.

Me disculpo por eso.

Pero hay un montón de contenido, fanfics y fanarts que están nadando aquí en la plataforma, análisis y demás. Yo misma tengo un fanfic que estoy planeando terminar pronto.

Estoy dejando una parte por aquí, para disculparme por quitar lo anterior (y por ponerlo, jaaj)

Desde su lado de la habitación, Kagi puede escuchar cómo Hirano respira más fuerte. Y no sabe si fue porque lo descubrió, o si de verdad se está quedando dormido. A Kagi le toma tiempo para formular el resto de cosas que quiere decir sin que suene acusatorio, para evitar que Hirano se ponga a la defensiva. Pero Hirano contesta primero. —No es verdad —reacciona, a la defensiva—, he estado como siempre. Ya vete a dormir. Mañana tienes práctica. Kagiura sabe que Hirano a veces puede ponerse difícil, pero no es nada que no haya visto antes, por lo que lo ignora y sigue con lo que se propuso. Demostrarle a Hirano que se preocupa por él. —Me miras mucho a veces —no quiere echárselo en cara, porque no tiene nada de malo y a Kagi le gusta mucho que lo haga, pero necesita llegar a un punto. Igual agrega:—, digo, no es que me moleste, puedes seguirlo haciendo si quieres —no, asi no, te estás desviando—, m-me refiero a que cuando lo haces parece que tú mente no está aquí, y yo-... Kagiura suspira y admite que es difícil decirle estas cosas a Hirano, lo pone nervioso no escuchar nada de parte del rubio, y tiene que agarrar valor para terminar. —Yo solo quiero decir que, no tienes que contarme nada si no quieres —respira Akira, tu puedes—, pero sabes que somos amigos y-... Estoy aquí, para lo que necesites.

En inglés también:

From his side of the room, Kagi can hear Hirano breathing harder. And he doesn't know if it was because he discovered it, or if he's really falling asleep. It takes time to formulate the rest of the things he wants to say without him sounding accusatory, to prevent Hirano from getting defensive. But Hirano answers first. "It's not true," he reacts, defensively, "I've been the same as always. Go to sleep now. Tomorrow you have practice." Kagiura knows that Hirano can be difficult sometimes, but it's nothing he hasn't seen before, so he ignores him and continues with what he set out to do. Show Hirano that he cares about him. "You look at me a lot sometimes" he doesn't want to blame it, because there's nothing wrong about it and Kagi really likes it when he does it, but he needs to get to a point. He adds: "I mean, it doesn't bother me, you can keep doing it if you want" no, not like that, you're getting sidetracked" I mean, when you do it it seems like your mind is not here, and I-. .. Kagiura sighs and admits that it is difficult to say these things to Hirano, it makes him nervous not to hear anything from the blonde, and he has to gather courage to finish. "I just want to say that, you don't have to tell me anything if you don't want to," Akira breathes, you can, "but you know we are friends and-... I'm here, for whatever you need."

(dios, traducir un párrafo completo es tan difícil, perdón si algo no tiene sentido, yo hablo mayormente en español, ajajaj)

Toma esto como un intercambio, jaja, por lo de ayer, pronto lo estaré subiendo completo (en español, jaja)

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Dejo esto por aquí, ya me voy a dormir

No me quiero poner a teorizar, es muy tarde para traducir, peeeeero, aparece Ichonose en la segunda imagen y eso me hace pensar que tal vez, termine acompañandolos en su no-cita (idk, estoy desvelada), tal vez se pelean y luego se reconcilian, jaja, no lo sé, sigue siendo muy poco, necesito el cap completo.

Buenas noches

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Hirano's really out there thinking kagiura is such a lovable guy (his own words👀), that wanting to make him happy and go as far as he goes for him is just natural, that if you come to perceive kagiura you'll feel that way about him because that's the default ("anyone would"), and he's not that wrong but damn he really said i'm gonna love the fuck out of this guy and MAKE IT EVERYONE'S PROBLEM (and then not even realize it myself)

kagiura "i love him" akira and hirano "actually i don't love him bc he's just very easy to love so anyone would feel this way therefore this is nothing special also wtf is sexual attraction" taiga

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one of my twitter mutuals made one of the best hirano edits and i wanted to doodle it

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like. hirano rejected kagi very easily. stupidly easy. but he kept wearing those blue earrings, kept putting them in every morning. kept wearing them around. and he kept fighting to have kagi by his side.

and now, god knows how we ended up here, hirano’s wearing not only those blue earrings but a ring, too, on his ring finger and everything. walking around draped in lingering remnants of kagi’s love when kagi isn’t around to see to it personally.

(not that kagi wouldn’t love to be around hirano constantly to see to it personally.)

(he would love doing that so much, but unfortunately hirano-san wants him to attain a high school diploma.)

honestly though. trains and train stations and busy & less busy streets, his college campus and convenience stores and whatever clothing shop he frequents to get his certifiably homosexual clothing. everywhere he goes, blue earrings and a ring worn on his left hand’s ring finger.

kagi asks him, “no one’s confessed to you at college, have they?” and the answer is obviously no, kagi, because the average college student doesn’t want to be the homewrecker of an apparent MARRIAGE.

just… worn everywhere. so easily. this hirano who asks to meet kagi just to look at his face for a minute, who says stunningly romantic things just as easily as he did before romance was even on the table, and who simply walks around with earrings in his ears and a ring on his finger like they were always meant to be there.

(although maybe they kind of were.)

(word on the street says that the weight of the ring on his finger is much, much lighter than the weight of not having kagi in his life.)

(and, besides, that weight on his finger is hardly new when a red string was there tugging at him the entire time.)

it’s just a little silly, that hirano rejected kagi so easily from the outset. stupidly easily. but he kept caring for him, and listening to him, and eating the green peppers on his plate, and waking him up in the morning.

and now he wears a ring.

silly hirano.

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I kinda love how kagihira has pretty much opposite reactions to non-spontaneous touching.

Hirano: Wary and hesitant from the suggestion all the way to the actual touching, but incredibly comfortable with it once they actually touch.

Kagiura: Has absolutely no problems with asking for it, but is a MESS once they actually touch.

Which makes sense – Hirano doesn’t really touch people other than Kagiura much, so when he can see the touch coming it feels like it’s outside of his comfort zone. That is, until they actually touch and he (subconsciously) realize that this is actually very much within his comfort zone. Meanwhile Kagiura feels so much for Hirano that when he gets the touch he craves, it’s on the edge of too much.

Poor Kagiura honestly. He can get the touch he wants, but not with the romantic intent he craves.

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kiss the boy

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Day 6 of HiraKagi week! An animation to music is the correct interpretation of the music prompt right? LOL

Song: Hey Girl - Boy Pablo

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This panel sequence breaks my heart

It’s like he’s never even considered that someone could love him this much

LEARN TO APPRECIATE YOURSELF SASAKI SHUUMEI

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Sasaki: Hey, Miya-Chan, do you want water or tea with lunch?

Miyano, sitting down: I’d like tea, please, Sasaki.

Sasaki, also sitting down: Ok, so get this, Hirano was telling me how he walking in on his roommate completely naked and now he can’t look at him-

Hirano from across the room, getting to his feet angrily: What the fuck, Sasaki! I told you that in confidence!

Sasaki, being dragged away by Hirano: And now his roommate won’t make eye contact and it’s starting to piss Hirano off because he thinks he might actually love-

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The more I think about it, the more I feel for Hirano bc not only does he not know what romantic love feels or looks like necessarily, but even as someone who knew exactly what love felt like when I first started questioning my sexuality/romantic preferences, I still couldn't see the love in front of me because there are too many ways to love someone outside of your classic romcom movie definitions of love, and it's not always easy to tell whether or not that love is romantic or platonic. That goes for people of all sexualities, too - no love is the same.

The way I loved the boy who took my virginity was different than the way I loved my best friend of the same gender in college. And both of those loves were different from the way I love my partner of 9 years, mostly because at some point in a long term relationship, you realize that love is a choice you continue to make even when things get rough or you have those dry spells or seriously consider breaking up when things are no longer fun or interesting for long stretches of time. And obviously, all of those loves are different from the platonic love I felt for my best friend in high school.

And honestly, I think Hirano has already jumped past all that. He's at a point where he's subconsciously choosing to love Kagi over, well, the convenience of continuing down the path of life without the hardships of homophobia or discrimination, or for the convenience of not feeling his emotions that scare him.

I'm not saying he's forcing it. It's hard to explain if you've never been in a long term relationship or even long term friendship, but your love for a singular person isn't static by nature. It changes form over time. Sometimes it goes away and can't be brought back. Sticking through that is forcing it. But recognizing sometimes your change in heart is temporary and so is your partner's crappy mood from the last several weeks is different. And riding those waves out is what it means to choose to love someone. That goes for both platonic and romantic love.

When Hirano chooses to stay roommates with Kagi after he'd just confessed to him, we all know he's trying to save their friendship. That much is obvious because he says so. But the fact that they've known each other for such a short period of time and he still chooses Kagi through what could be considered a rough period is what makes me swoon for these two. These boys who have been roommates for just barely a year might as well be soulmates because the way they clicked and adjusted to each other so quickly is on the level of an old married couple.

I don't normally care to lean too much into the aspec Hirano theories because I don't want him to be like me (I choose to identify as bi but realistically more often than not I would consider myself aspec), but they make sense. And regardless of whether or not he truly is aspec, how is he supposed to understand what he's feeling when there are 10 million ways to love someone, including platonic and romantic love? Society doesn't make it easy to understand either way. I lovingly call him a brick, but his confusion is warranted.

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lmao he foreshadowed himself

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Why worry about my own problems when I can just think of fictional gay teenagers <3