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I feel bad even though I shouldn't and I want to be hurt because if it, so that I have a valid reason to feel like this. My brain is a wonderful thing, isn't it?

I want to be hurt so I have a reason to feel bad. Pin me down and stick a knife into my shoulder blade while you take me from behind. Make me ride you while you slice my tits up. Leave me dripping while you stab me in the cunt. You don't care what happens to me, you just want to get off. You don't care that it's my life's blood pouring out of that gash in my femoral artery, you just care that there's something warm and wet coating you while you use my thighs to get yourself off. My clit? It doesn't make a good handhold, just slice it off and stick the knife in where it was to use as a handle.

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I want to be hurt so I have a reason to feel bad. Pin me down and stick a knife into my shoulder blade while you take me from behind. Make me ride you while you slice my tits up. Leave me dripping while you stab me in the cunt. You don't care what happens to me, you just want to get off. You don't care that it's my life's blood pouring out of that gash in my femoral artery, you just care that there's something warm and wet coating you while you use my thighs to get yourself off. My clit? It doesn't make a good handhold, just slice it off and stick the knife in where it was to use as a handle.

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I'll always look my hottest bleeding out on the floor of the shower, covered in piss, with a knife buried under my arm

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turtleheading is an underrated scat thing and I can't get over it 😵‍💫 someone so desperate to go that their hole is already stretching out to accommodate the urgent turd that's fighting its way out, unable to close their own ass as they cling to their control. being split open by a giant log and they just have to keep a straight face even as they feel their cheeks parting. even better if it's a constipated load that they don't have to worry much about tightening their anus around, they just let it poke out with the confidence that it'll stay out for a while. imagine someone spending a day like that, going to work, acting completely fine while their poor hole is yawning around the blunt head of a massive shit they need to take, their hips aching a little with the width of it, maybe grinding their ass into their chair on occasion to push it back in and leaving marks on their underwear 👀🥴

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Kinda want my girlfriends to cut me and pour molten wax into the cuts.

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Didn't want to answer this in my main, but thank you. It can feel quite isolating when very few people like you are present in kink spaces. And hey, if you're transfem and into scat or blood feel free to reach out

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had to get blood drawn today and the first place i went the guy couldn't get enough blood and had to keep fucking around in my arms and he was really worried i was hurting and i couldn't just be like nah dw ur actually making me incredibly horny so i had to be like haha im fine and normal

he then told me legally he wasn't allowed to stab me anymore and i had to go to another location and the lady there did it in 1 go and was like yea ur veins are pretty hard to get but this one here is gorgeous it just takes some seducing...

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Kinda need to shit and it's giving me ideas. I hate that living with family means that my ability to engage with my messier kinks are pretty limited.

So I guess I'm just gonna fantasise about shitting myself while cuddling my girlfriends

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The only problem with having two girlfriends that I've discovered is that I'm now having scat fantasies about both of them at the same time. And neither of them are into it.

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Been kinda getting into vomit porn lately. The idea of gagging on a cock so hard I throw up is kinda fun. Unfortunately a lot of the stuff I've seen seems to be anorexia fetishisation, so that isn't fun.

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the urge to casually shit yourself

like having a conversation and pushing out a loud mess without acknowledging it, or walking in public and not even pausing as you let go, or sitting on a bus and squeezing a stinky mess into your panties, going swimming and filling your bikini, leaning on a street pole while your force out a heavy load into your pants, taking a yoga class and relaxing as a pile of shit slips into your leggings, sitting in the sand and letting your poop spill out as nature intended....

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shit yourself lovingly

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I have so many people I know that I'd love to watch take a shit, but I cannot bring it up to any of them. Especially if I don't want to sound utterly deranged. And so, I sit alone on my room, thinking about how cute their assholes would be, opening up around a big, thick log.

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id make such a good snuff film star

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I was thinking of filming myself taking a shit today. It would have been really hot to squat down in the shower, aim my camera, and push out a log to show someone. But who would I even send it to? I'm not sending it to random people, and neither of my girlfriends are into it. I'd just be filming it for myself to watch, and what's the point in that? Also unfortunately the moment I even started to try, someone knocked on the bathroom door and I got too scared.

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Also, just so you all know, I am a woman. Seems like a fair few of those of you following this account are entirely or mostly into men. I'm not one of those.

Kinda feels like everyone in this site into scat other than me is transmasc. Where are all the transfem scat enjoyers? Even in reddit, it's mostly transmascs posting in the trans centric subs. Feels lonely

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Kinda feels like everyone in this site into scat other than me is transmasc. Where are all the transfem scat enjoyers? Even in reddit, it's mostly transmascs posting in the trans centric subs. Feels lonely