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i was going to write a long post about Pride Month, but all i am going to say is: this Pride Month bite back and remember that life is a fight.

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Do not repost please !

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this is not quite a redraw, though I’ve done a similar piece to this before! getting back into the swing of rendering

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*meeeting a friend for coffee* friend: how's work been?

me: oh you know *mimes putting a gun in my mouth but i moan a little and start sucking the barrel and pushing it deeper

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Can't help it.

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odysseus tying himself to the mast but he's doing some proto shibari type shit to make his tits look really good and his crew isn't saying anything but it's kind of hard not to notice

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no offense but what was i supposed to do? how was i supposed to know how to use a tube amp? how was i supposed to know how to drive a van? how was i supposed to know how to ride a bike without hurting myself? how was i supposed to know how to make dinner for myself? how was i supposed to know how to hold a job? how was i supposed to remember to grab my backpack after i set it down to play basketball? and how was i supposed to know how to not get drunk every thursday, friday, saturday, and why not sunday? (how was i supposed to know how to steer this ship?) how was i supposed to know how to steer this ship? how the hell was i supposed to steer this ship? it was an expensive mistake you can’t say you’re sorry and it’s over i was given a body that is falling apart my house is falling apart and i was given a mind that can’t control itself (and what about the pain i’m in right now?) and i was given a ship that can’t steer itself (and what about a vacation?) and what about a vacation to feel good? my horse broke his back and left me here how was i supposed to know? and god won’t forgive me and you won’t forgive me not unless i open up my heart and how am i supposed to do that when i go to this same room every night and sleep in the same bed every night? the same fucking bed red comforter with the white stripes and the yellow ceiling light that makes me feel like i’m dying this sea is too familiar how many nights have i drowned here? how many times have i drowned? (how many times have i drowned?) i give up i give up

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Tohru's lover.

Decided to make him look more japanese (i tried my best). This is not finished yet because I am impatient but I had so much fun drawing him!

I like the cropped version so I had to put this here too ✨

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i actually never ever want AO3 to be censored bc nothing is more fun than reading the tags on a fic and going “huh. didn’t know there was a market for that.”

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