Hello, my name is Sei and I'm an aspiring author who hopes to one day make my mark on the world. This blog is to share what's hidden in the corners of my mind. Stories | Poems | Drabbles You can redirect any questions/comments onto my main blog, if you'd like.
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11.18.2014 4:20 PM
i got drunk for the first time last weekend. those couple of hours were amazing because you didn't cross my mind once. if i had the choice to forget about you or get you back, i'd forget because you brought nothing but sorrow to me from the beginning. i had to learn to quickly love you, i can learn to hate you just as fast. it'll hurt a lot but if it can stop all this pain, if i can be happy at last, i'll do it. oh god just leave me alone.
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11.26.2014 4:32 PM
DON'T TELL ME YOU LOVE ME THE ACT LIKE YOU DON'T. DON'T MAKE ME PROMISES IF YOU WON'T FOLLOW THROUGH. DO NOT TELL ME SWEET WORDS IF POISON COMES OUT OF YOU'RE MOUTH WHEN I'M NOT AROUND. YOUR ACTIONS MAKE IT HARD TO TRUST YOU WHEN I WANT TO GIVE MY ALL TO YOU. I DON'T WANT TO HURT ANYMORE AND I WANT TO BELIEVE YOU'RE DIFFERENT BUT IT'S HARD TO IT REALLY IS I'M SORRY
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11.18.2014 4:13 PM
you act as if you're the only one who lured me in with sweet words. i told you i needed time because i didn't want to get hurt. you said you loved me and that you'd stay but when i needed you the most, you were nowhere to be found. you didn't even listen to what i had to say. i was so stupid to believe you were different. i thought i could be happy for once but i guess that's why this hurts the most. you left me just like everyone else so that makes you the same as them. YOU'RE NO DIFFERENT.
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1.13.2015 7:31 PM
i know not everyone is perfect. i'm so far from perfect. in fact, i'm actually a pretty bad person. but i know there is good in me. all those times where i laid in a hospital bed, i wondered why i was still here, why i failed. there's something about me that is worth saving. everyone is born imperfect, but loved. i am loved. even if the world is against me, even if i am against myself, there is someone out there who believes in me. and just that thought alone is enough to help me carry on.
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1.11.2015 8:54 PM
as t-swift sang, "the drought was the very worst, when the flowers that we grew together died of thirst". that line stuck with me for a week and it hasn't hit me util now. we're in a drought. what use to be showered with affection and sweet words is drying out. something that had bloomed into something so beautiful lived for such a short time. it's wilting at a fast pace. please water it soon. i can't keep it alive on my own. i'm tired.
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12.11.2015 3:36 PM
what are we? are we friends or almost lovers or are we back to being strangers? please tell me so that i'm no longer confused and looking for an answer that probably isn't there. tell me so i know which thoughts to keep or throw out. i promise i'll still stay with you but please help me see where i stand in your heart.
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11.23.2014 12:57 PM
actually that little boy's dad looks like jeremy renner holy shit. an avenger was in my establishment. ohhh my god. omg. amazing. ty based gods for this experience. hawkeye was here. i took his order. fiery dorito locos tacos, a cheesy toll up, 2 regular crunchy tacos, and a medium drink. lmao.
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11.23.2014 12:59 PM
a woman came in with her two daughters. all beautiful, wearing matching outfits. the mother gave her kids little kisses. one was violet. the other lily. she called her lily-bun, though. she spoke to me in such a friendly voice. she was patient. i liked her. i repeated the order as her kids spoke amongst themselves. their mother got upset. "i'm trying to listen to the cashier, girls. stop talking." her tone changed drastically. "back away. go sit down." i felt cold. instead of looking at a customer i saw my mother. i wanted to cry.
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01.02.2015 3:21 PM
i don't even feel strong enough to write poetry on the back of time receipts anymore i just feel empty what is happening to me what happened to us if change is a good thing then i'd go back to when everything was bad
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11.21.2014 2:55 PM
my mind is planted with flowers, my eyes clouded by stars. butterflies live in my stomach, rapidly multiplying.
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11.18.2014 5:31 PM
you put poetry in my pockets and fire in my veins. my dreams of you turn into nightmares and you name turns me into stone. i want you to come back but i also want you to disappear. please tell me what this feeling is because i hate it but i know i deserve it.
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11.23.2014 12:46 PM
it's 12:46 PM and i can't really think of any poetry but there's a little boy in here with his dad and they're both wearing the sickest shades. the little boy's dad reminds me of my dad but instead of thinking of him i thought of you. you've bee filling my thoughts lately. a lot. it's suffocating. i thought of a future with you and how we'd be with a small child. what would happen, y'know? i dunno.
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help me
i want to say things i don't mean. instead of tying up loose ends, i want to cut off the strings. i want to sleep and sleep and sleep. who am i, why am i here? i want to understand, please explain. i want to open my eyes, another part of me wants to stay blind. i'm always forgetting; help me remember, please help. where am i, what do i do? i want to cry out for help but i know i need to stay silent. shut up, shut up, shut up, shut up. how did it become like this? when will i wake up?
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It wasn't love at first sight, or a gradual fall. It was like the peaceful calm, Before an avalanche. Before I knew it, I was tripping, Tumbling, Falling. With nothing to hold onto, But your hand, I fell, And I keep falling. It happened whether I liked it or not, And man, I fucking loved it.
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Clouds
Dear Space,
When the sun is shining, and the wind is blowing, the clouds dance.
Even when the skies are covered and fogged, the clouds don't give in.
But clouds seem to hold in so much for so long. If they don't cry every once in a while, it's sure to bring a storm.
But even after a storm, clouds are able to move on. They don't dwell on the past. They only go in one direction: forward.
Clouds are truly wonderful.
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Birds
Dear Space,
It must be really nice for you. You don't have to deal with things like love, crushes, or emotions in general.
Would you understand me? Probably not.
She's a majestic bird. So beautiful, so free. I want to fly along side her but, I'm stuck on the ground swaying with the wind. The same wind that blows between her feathers.
To know that that heart of hers doesn't belong to me, but to the tree she resides in, saddens me. The tree can live just fine without this bird, but the bird is dependent on the tree.
Oh Space, can you tell me why? Why is it, that I, a Daisy, and a wonderful, majestic bird: two beings who can live perfectly fine without the other, why do I feel like wilting when I can't hear her song?
I think I've said too much. I'm sorry.
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Dear Space,
I feel so small, So insignificant. You are so, so big and filled with such wonders:
Stars Moons Planets Comets
You are big and still growing.
But I'm just a daisy. A tiny, single flower in a large field of grass. The field stretches on but even the field, I think, is small, compared to you.
I wish I was big, too.
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