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itgetsdarksometimes35 · 28 days ago
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itgetsdarksometimes35 · 1 month ago
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Eat You Alive
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Warnings: Non con, break in, somnophilia, nipple play, oral (F), slight mention of kidnapping, 18+
Word Count: 1,306
Pairings: Dark Konig/Female Reader
Summary: Read warnings, pretty much it.
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AN: Second part of the request by @maluconino enjoy!
Your apartment wasn’t something to write home about. It was small, big enough to only house you in a one bedroom. Leaky faucets and creaking floors never getting enough attention from the maintenance man. But, it was your peace from the world. The shitty, barely making ends meet, job you worked. Friends who called only when they needed you and never seemed to invite you to Puerto Rico when they went. Your apartment was the one thing you could call yours. Your safe space.
The apartment you were now, preparing for the night. You wanted to drink until you couldn’t see anymore, but had a shift early the next morning, despite getting home late tonight. You strip yourself of your sweaty clothes, promising yourself you’d pick up the clothes tomorrow. You turned on some music to drone out the thoughts of today, wanting to get lost in the sprays of the shower. It was because of this music you missed those creaky floors whining under the weight of heavy boots.
You emerge from the shower, air drying as you apply your skincare and brush your teeth. Then, fully nude, crawl into bed. You sigh contently at the cool sheets kissing your skin. You check your phone to ensure your alarm is set, then plug in your phone drifting off to sleep. 
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Konig didn’t have many hobbies. In the little free time he had, he spent staring at a wall somewhere in his home. That was until he saw you. It was in passing, you didn’t offer so much a first glance as you walked with purpose to your destination. But Konig had seen you.
Your hair was combed up into a ponytail, giving him a perfect view of your pretty face. The prettiest one he’d ever seen. One that needed to be photographed. 
So he followed you back to your apartment, and it wouldn’t be the last time. He learned your routine. What time you woke up, when you went to work, when you did your chores and errands. And, every night, he’d sneak into your apartment when the lights inside went dark, the only noise that could be heard are your cute, light snores. He’d pull back the blankets and start taking photos. Sometimes you were fully nude for him, other times he had to lift up your shirt or pull your panties to the side. 
Then Konig needed more.
The touches no longer lasted a few seconds. He started getting bolder, testing the weight of your gorgeous tits. Flicking your clit with his finger tips. Rubbing his hard, leaking cock against your pussy until his cum covered your lower belly, letting the stick dry until the following morning. You never seemed to notice. 
Everything he did was captured with the flash from his camera, printing out onto the paper that emerged seconds later from the device. He saved every prize, sticking them to his wall adding to his collection every morning before your alarm. 
Tonight was no different. Konig smirked when he revealed your body under the large sheet. Your nipples were hard from the exposure, and Konig wasted no time pulling his hood up to reveal his chapped lips to suck at the left peak. His tongue swirled as his left hand massaged your right breast, occasionally playing with the nipple there. 
You moaned quietly, pushing your chest up into Konig’s mouth further. He chuckled around your tit, moving to the other one. He learned a long time ago his worshipping of your body won’t wake you up. The job you insist on letting drain you pulls all the energy from you by the end of the night. 
Konig finally pulls himself from your breast with a wet pop. He groaned as he rubbed his hardon through his tactical pants. Tonight is special. He’d be going on deployment in a few days, so he needed to make sure he’ll have enough content to hold him over. 
Konig quickly takes a few photos of your sleeping form before stripping himself. He kneels on the bed before slowly spreading your legs. He’s seen you like this a dozen times, but he knows he’ll never get used to how breathtaking you look like this. Relaxed and content, spread pretty and wide all for him to eat alive.
And that’s exactly what he does, stealing a few more photos before lowering to his elbows and devouring you. Licking at your entrance, diving his tongue as deep as he can within your cunt, switching between this and your bundle of nerves. Your breathing picks up, grinding your hips into Konig.
“That’s right, Liebling, take what you need from me.”
You make a small high pitched noise, alerting Konig of your orgasm. He sucks at your clit, riding your high on his face, soaking him in your pleasure. He licks a few more times at you before getting back to his knees, licking his lips. He could spend hours between your legs, and he still wouldn’t have enough of your taste.
Konig grabs his cock from the base, sucking in a breath as he pumps himself a few times. His tip a deep red with a few beads of cum already leaking out. He leans closer to you, pressing kisses to your limp lips, imagining what it would be like for you to kiss him back. One day.
He finds refuge in your neck, gulping down your refreshing scent, as he rubs himself against you. Konig’s tip catches at your entrance, slowly descending as he bites his bottom lip. He’s not trying to fully fuck you. He wants that to be saved for when you’re awake and welcoming to him. He just wants to feel your walls, cum inside your gummy walls, even if it’s just his tip. 
His restraint long enough to take a photo with himself barely inside you. His thick and long cock waiting patiently for the day it can sit within you, and his tip can kiss your cervix. He fucks you like this, his most sensitive part diving in and out.
Konig’s eyes are rolled all the way back, light moans slipping out of him. You feel amazing, like he knew you would. You were the best he’s ever had, and he’s coming at an embarrassing speed. His spend is messily leaking out of you. He can’t wait for the day your cunt drinks it all up, maybe even swelling with his baby. He rubs your lower stomach lightly. How proud he’d be of you if this little interaction was all it took, not even needing to fuck you properly to have you carrying his offspring. Greedy little whore. 
The thought makes him hard again, jerking himself off until he’s coming shallowly inside you a second time. The camera is there in seconds capturing the sticky mess, Konig still catching his breath from his second high. He collects all of the images from the night, getting dressed and stuffing them inside his pocket. He slips into your bed behind you, letting his eyes close as he relishes in your warm body next to his.
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Your alarm startles you awake, feeling as if the sleep you got did nothing to quench the tiredness from your limbs. You reach to turn off the alarm, stopping as you feel the wetness between your legs. Shit, you must’ve started your period-
The thought dies immediately in your head as you feel movement beside you. You turn in a hurry to see a giant of a man. He’s dressed in all black, a hood with tear stains obstructing his face save for two blue eyes that stare back at you.
“Oh Mein Süßer, wasn’t expecting you up so early,” the man chuckles, moving closer to you. You don’t move, frozen in fear. “Du wirst mit mir nach Hause kommen.”
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itgetsdarksometimes35 · 1 month ago
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Literally me lmao
me, posting stuff for over 7 different fandoms at random all on the same blog:
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itgetsdarksometimes35 · 2 months ago
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Hey there! Thanks for commenting on my post! 🩵🩵
I had a small idea just for a stalker smut for könig or Simon Riley
I got the brain worm idea after listening to that maroon 5 song 'animals'
🩵💖💖💖💖
Thank you so much!!
Thank you for the thots ;)
Ghost
Konig
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itgetsdarksometimes35 · 2 months ago
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Hunt You Down
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Warnings: Non con, slight kidnapping, slight mention of cannibalism, mention of past abuse.
Word Count: 1,712
Pairings: Butcher!Simon Ghost Riley/Female Reader
Summary: Reader just wants a steak.
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AN: My first COD work! Hope you enjoy, I'll be writing Konig's this week ;)
The butcher shop sat at the end of a grim road, the cobblestone permanently wet despite the weather. You were house sitting for a friend, and wanted to make them a nice meal when they returned from their travels. You knew the specific cut of steak she liked came from this butcher, and this butcher only. That’s how you found yourself walking into the lowly lit shop, a permanent whirring sound coming from the ceiling.
The man behind the counter was big. His long sleeve shirt was pulled to his triceps, showing off his muscular arms. The blood stained white apron around his body looked like it was screaming for help around his physique. You couldn’t imagine clothes shopping was easy for him.
The most peculiar part was the skull mask he wore. Eyes the only thing visible, staring you down as you walked closer at the meat selection. Nothing was labeled, the perfectly marbled meat was just neatly organized by shape in stacks. 
After a while of staring at the piles, hoping wrongly they’d tell you who they are, you resort to pointing.
“Could I get two of this one?” You smile at the man, his eyes finally leaving you to look at where your finger was leading. 
He pulls out a brown paper bag, thrusting it in the air to open it before grabbing two of the meat selections with his gloved hands and putting them into the bag. Hehands you the bag, a small thank you leaving your lips, and walks to the register silently telling you to follow. 
You pay and leave, making your way back to your friend’s apartment. As you do, you can’t help the feeling of someone watching you. But, turning, you see nobody there. You wipe your hands on your yellow sundress and keep walking, chastising yourself for your silly thoughts. Only an idiot would try to kidnap you in broad daylight.
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Ghost wondered what a pretty thing like her was doing in this shitty part of town. He drank up the curves of her body and the way her breasts threatened to spill from the top of her bodice. But then her face, God he could cum just looking at it. And her soft voice, he wondered if she’d still sound that sweet while he pounded into her wet cunt, if she’d tell him thank you. He’d make her if she didn’t.
Ghost had watched her walk down the street through the double paned glass. He tried to control himself, he really did. But he just had to see her, and he doubted she’d be back. He was just going to look.
Until he saw the way her backside moved as she moved down the street. During Ghost’s time off from the line of duty, he thought he could suppress a lot of actions he was used to. Taking unsuspecting women, obsessing over them, worshipping the soft meat that clung to their bodies. Using them up until it was time to go, then just discarding them without a second thought, knowing there’d always be more. But when he was home, he was able to silence the voices.
But not now.
That’s why he followed her, grabbed the root of her hair just before she got the chance to turn the corner, slamming the side of her head into the brick. He picked up her limp body, carrying her to the back of the shop he owns. The bag of meat discarded where she’d last be seen.
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Your head feels like it’s ready to pop like a balloon; the pain only being recognized as immense pressure. You’re sitting in a metal chair, hands bound behind you. You can’t remember what happened, you were walking back to your friend’s place and then darkness. Had you fallen? Where were you now? Why was it so dark? And cold?
You didn’t need to wonder much longer, as the butcher from before clicks on the singular lightbulb in the room. Hanging meat could be seen behind him, his breathing behind the mask evident with the frost that blew from it. 
“Where- what happened? Where am I?” Your questions tumbled over each other, fighting over who was more important to be asked.
“My shop.”
“Why? What are you doing?”
The man walks closer to you, pulling your face close to his masked one. “Need more meat for my shop.”
Your eyes widen, feeling yourself begin to hyperventilate. You start to cry as you think about your friends, your family, your life back home, all the things you never accomplished. You hoped someone would find your cat in time before he met the same fate as you. 
You’re so consumed with your thoughts you don’t realize the ropes holding your wrists together are being undone. You only come back to the present when you’re being led to a bare meat hook, your feet dig into the ground as a final protest. The man easily drags you through your defiance, pulling you to your tippy toes and easily tying your hands above your head onto the hook. 
He disappears behind you, before reappearing with a cleaver. Bile threatens to crawl its way up from your stomach, you swallow hard to keep it down. 
“Please don’t do this. Please, please please, just let me go.” Your voice falls on deaf ears as the butcher walks closer to you with the weapon. You squeeze your eyes shut, not wanting to see your death coming. You jump when you hear a dull thud, cautiously peeking to see what happened.
The cleaver was now lodged in the hanging meat beside you, the man coming to face your front. Even on your tippy toes, he’s still taller than you. He inspects you for a second before his hands reach up and rip your dress down the middle in jagged pieces. You yelp, embarrassment and fear pooling with your headache as you’re left in just your underwear and bra. The freezer happily bites at the newly exposed skin, leaving tiny bumps in the wake.
Two rough hands squeeze your tits, playing with the nipples through the thin material of your bra. You bite your lip to keep the sound of pleasure from escaping.
“Eyes on me,” the man demands. Your eyes meet his once more. The poor lighting made his brown eyes look nearly black, the depths looking deep enough for you to fall in.
“Please,” you beg one more time. 
Once again you’re ignored, your bra being torn from your body just like your dress. You take a sharp breath in through your teeth as the fabric burns against your skin as it’s being pulled taut. Your tits fall now free from the push up garment, nipples rock hard with both the cold and teasing. Your panties are next, joining the rest of your shredded clothing. 
The man’s hands freely explore your flesh now, switching from rough to feather light. He made his way from your chest, to your stomach, until finally the valley between your legs. Your attempt at squeezing them shut fizzled as his arm easily held one leg in his forearm so the other could continue its delving. 
Fingers met your pussy, spreading the lips to get your clit, already swollen from the nipple play. More pressure is applied and the speed is kicked up, the wet sounds not taking long to appear. You’re thinking about everything you can to distract you from the assault, but it’s hard to do when keeping perfect eye contact. You’re biting so hard on your tongue you can taste blood.
The build up begins to bubble in your tummy, causing your legs to shake and your core to pulse around nothing. You can almost see the smile behind the mask of your assailant. 
“It’s alright, cum for me, I’ve got you, Lovie.”
His thumb continues to work your clit as two fingers are slipped inside you, curling perfectly to hit the spot you never can find yourself. It only takes a few thrusts before you’re creaming all over his hand, screaming as your orgasm ripples through you. His fingers continue to get you through your high, your mind completely blank. You’re brought back only when your other leg is being lifted into his other arm.
You look at him through your eyelashes, still trying to follow directions of eye contact, when you notice hurried movements at his slack button. He’s able to get them open, shoving his pants and boxers to his ankles, revealing his cock. It’s thick and long, the tip an angry red and already leaking the salty substance. He wastes no time bringing it to your sensitive entrance. 
“Wait,” your pleas turns into a high pitched screech as he bottoms out completely inside you. His hips start thrusting fast, pulling you up and down his length chasing his release. The perfect curve of his member is hitting that spongy part inside you again, leaving your head to lull onto his chest, mouth open in silent moans. 
Your pussy is hugging him perfectly, lubricating every movement he makes, filling the freezer with beautiful sounds. It’s not long before you’re having your second orgasm, squeezing the man tighter. He grunts low, vibrating his chest, as he pumps faster. His hips sputter a bit as he gets closer and closer, begging for the high you’ve had. 
His balls are tightening as your slick drools down them, his spine prickling with the tell tale signs. He held you close to him, cock rammed all the way inside you, kissing your cervix, as he emptied himself into you. 
His breathing is quick as he tries to steady himself with you in his arms, grinding into you every few seconds to make sure you get every drop. Despite what you know is best, you begin to fall asleep, your head too fucked out to stay conscious. The man stops your plan, lightly but sternly tapping your cheek. Your eyes meet his once again. He removes his mask, killing any thoughts you had at being released. His short hair is brown, matching his eyes. Scars dot his face, a prominent one above his puffy pink lips. A little bit of blond peach fuzz dance along his hard jaw.
“Say thank you.”
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itgetsdarksometimes35 · 3 months ago
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Joy Sullivan, from Instructions for Traveling West: Poems; “Instructions for Traveling West”
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itgetsdarksometimes35 · 4 months ago
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Dead Men Tell No Tales
Warnings: Murder, Death, Non-con
Word count: 2,423
Pairings: Undead Steve Rogers/Bucky Barnes x Reader
Summary: Reader tries to move on from her dark past.
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A/N: I have absolutely no idea when I wrote this but I know it was for a challenge long closed out. I'm writing an Andy Barber, Winter Soldier/Bucky Barnes, and Ransom Drysdale series and then I think I'll start dabbling in Konig and Ghost from COD so stay tuned.
Killing someone isn’t that hard. It’s the build up that’s hard. Buying the gun, planning the murder perfectly, coming up with a story. That’s the hard part. But, pulling the trigger on the fuckers who have been torturing you for years? No, that’s the best part. Two shots and the stress and pain that plagued your life is now gone. Both of them, bleeding out on the carpet.
Your story was simple, you were acting in self defense. The call to the police 5 minutes prior secured you a good motive, along with the many bruises that decorated your body.
Their funeral was short. Not many in attendance, just you and the officer that responded to the call, officer Sam Wilson. He was your comfort. After everything he offered to drive you to work, help you move into a new place, and asked if you’d like to accompany him on a coffee date.
He was perfect. The complete contrast to the two men who you’d called your lovers in the past. Two years later and you and Sam had tied the knot. A year later and you had welcomed home a little girl named Valentina Anne Wilson. Two years after that another girl named Salem Margot Wilson, then one year after that a boy named Samuel Tennessee Wilson. Your life was perfect, and 10 years later you couldn’t even remember Steve or Bucky.
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“Bye daddy!” You and your kids waved bye to your husband as he went off to work. He’d started working night shifts on the weekends to help out more at the station. That was your husband, the ever helping man. Those were one of the reasons you loved him
You kissed him goodbye as he promised to see you guys in the morning. You watched him drive away into the Saturday night as you shut the door before locking it. 
“Alright, kiddos, what are we going to do tonight?” Saturdays were movie nights after having game nights on Fridays. 
“Scary movie!” Valentina ran to the back then came back down the hallway, holding a DVD pack.
“Night of the Living Dead?” It was an old movie, probably in Sam’s old collection, but you were still nervous your kids were too young. “I don’t know, V, Sammy is still only 7.”
“In a half.”
“In a half,” you correct yourself. 
“Pleaseee, we can all handle it!” Salem looked at you with puppy dog eyes that she got from her father. They always broke you. 
“Oh alright, but only if you guys promise to close your eyes when I say and tell me when you get scared.”
“We promise!” You smiled at your kids. They definitely got their horror movie love from their father, you’d much rather curl up with a good romcom. Ice cream, tears, and girls walking away from hot guys because they were too good for their six packs was a cocktail for a good night if anyone asked you. 
Your kids grabbed blankets, pillows, and snacks as they gathered around the TV. You popped some popcorn for yourself before curling up in a blanket burrito on the sofa before starting the movie.
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You wake up to find yourself still on the living room couch. The screen was blank illuminated with the home screen of the movie begging you to hit “play.” 
Your kids are huddled together asleep, and you decide to leave them. Waking them up to put them to bed rarely worked in your favor. Once they were up, they were up.  
You stretch your limbs as you stand up, making your way to the bedroom you shared with your husband. You slip into bed before shutting your eyes, trying to return back to sleep. 
Your relaxation didn’t last long, for you heard a sound outside. You opened your eyes and checked the clock near your bed. The numbers screamed 3:00am in red at you. The sound couldn’t be Sam, he didn’t get home until 7am.
You were about to lay back down, concluding the noise was your imagination, until you heard it again. It sounded like dragging on pavement. You got up and went to your window, looking out onto your driveway. You saw nothing, your street was empty save for the street lights that illuminated the surrounding areas. Damn raccoons. 
You once again climbed back into bed and decided to ignore any more noise, the animals that surrounded your neighborhood got into the garbage all the time at night with no plans of stopping. 
You continued to turn in bed several times, not able to get comfortable. You felt watched. You knew it was impossible, nobody was outside your window and nobody was in your room. You just could shake the paranoid feeling.
Then, you heard it. Breathing in the corner of your room. You keep your eyes closed, trying to slow down your breathing and heart so you still look asleep. You prayed the intruder would come closer to you rather than walk outside to your children. 
You felt their movement as they inched closer and closer to you, you prepared to kick or punch as hard as you could before running to get the gun hidden in the closet. The gun you had used 10 years prior.
You felt a hand wrap around your ankle and your eyes flung open. You kicked with your other leg, hearing a loud grunt as your foot came into impact with something. You drew your ankle from the hand as you rolled from the bed to the floor, crawling up as you made your way to the closet. 
When you got there however, you saw a figure standing there. You heard them cock the gun and you put your hands up in surrender. “Please, you can take whatever you want. Just please don’t hurt my kids.”
The figure didn’t move, and you couldn’t see them in the dark. You start backing up slowly, but stop when you hear more breathing behind you. There were two of them. Shit. You turn slowly and gasp at what you see.
“Steve?” The man who stood behind you was no doubt your ex lover, the one you killed a decade ago. Only now, his face was pale and looked to be decaying. He smelled awful and his eye sockets and cheekbones looked sullen and black. What the fuck was happening?
Just then the man in front of you stepped into the light coming from the window. There you saw Bucky, the other lover you killed. He smelled like Steve and looked similar to him. His clothes looked dirtier than Steve’s, but they both looked like they crawled in the dirt before coming here. You could even see bugs in their hair and clothes. 
“B-Bucky? H-how?” You back away from both men, looking at the closed door of your bedroom. All you have to do is keep them from leaving the room. Hopefully Sam was sent home early. Hopefully.
“Hey, Doll,” Bucky said, never lowering the gun, ��Miss us?”
“But, you’re both dead.”
“Cause you killed us?” Steve spoke up. You couldn’t say anything, just nodded. After murder, you’re not supposed to see their face again. This wasn’t high school, where you stole somebody’s boyfriend and you had to see them in the hallway later. Murder ends it all. It’s over after the gun is shot.
“Not anymore.” Bucky chuckled at your fearful eyes. Steve looked around your room. His eyes landed on the wedding photo on the wall, then he looked to your left hand where your rings lived. 
“So, you’re married.”
“What’s going on?” This made no sense. The dead don’t just get to walk again.
“And you have kids.” Bucky finishes. Your heart drops. 
“Don’t hurt them, please. They’re innocent in all this, I’m the one you want.”
“You’ve got that right!” Bucky raised his voice a bit, scaring you. 
“Okay, okay. Calm down, just tell me what you want” If your kids woke up, no doubt they’d come in. You couldn’t trust the men who hurt you for years to not give the same treatment to your kids.
“We want what we had 10 years ago.” You blinked your eyes as you looked at the two men before you.
“I thought it was crazy, trying to track you down after all this time. But, Bucky kept saying the same thing over and over. What was it Buck?”
Steve turned to face Bucky, and his friend smiled at him. “No grave can hold my body down, I’ll crawl home to her.” Steve nodded in remembrance, and your blood ran as cold as their dead skin looked. 
“Okay.” You swallow thickly. You didn’t know what they meant. “Are you going to kill me?”
“We should,” Steve said angrily, “After the pain you caused us.” Pain you caused them? They had to be joking. 
“Why’d you do it, Doll? Why’d you ruin our perfect family?” You turned to Bucky as sadness grew on his dead face. 
“You both hurt me. So much.” Your eyes started to get blurry as tears escaped your eyes. Suppressed memories flooded back to you, years of counseling down the drain as your nightmares came back to you in the worst way possible. You had to be dreaming. 
“We had to,” Steve reasoned, “You know that, Doll. You had to learn to be a good girl. We had gotten so far, we were almost there. Then you ruined it.” He took a step closer to you. “You’ve been a bad girl.”
Your eyes widened with fear as you shook your head. “No, you hurt me. You tricked me into your house and you subject me to torture for years. It still haunts me to this day, what you put me through. Don’t you realize that?”
Bucky and Steve both scoffed before Bucky spoke. “You’re still a brat.”
Your eyes stung as you started to feel frustrated. You had to take deep breaths to keep from saying something that could get you or your family killed right now.
“Okay. So what now, are you going to try to make your perfect family again? It’s impossible, you’re both dead.”
“That’s what you think, Doll.”
Steve reached for you, his hand was icy and clammy. His touch made your skin crawl as he pulled you closer to him. Your skin erupted in goosebumps as your bodies touched. Steve dipped his head into your hair and breathed in deeply making you stiffen up.
“God, you smell so much better than the shit we were in,” Steve laughs to himself. His hands travel south until they reach your ass. He squeezed down on the soft flesh that rested below your soft PJ shorts. You closed your eyes, praying that this doesn’t last long.
Bucky came up behind you and ripped your light tank top off, leaving you in just your panties and shorts. You bit your tongue to keep from screaming out and disturbing your kids. Next he grabbed your waistband before pulling the fabrics down your legs. Steve placed his cold hands on the warm flesh of your hips, making you even more cold than before. 
“Be good,” was all he said as you heard Bucky undress behind you. You kept your eyes closed as you felt a hard and cold object press into your lower back. Steve lifted your left leg and sat it on his right hip as he left a cold trail of kisses down your neck. You tried not to concentrate on the tiny movement of bugs crawling on his clothes that were pressed to your bare chest. 
Bucky’s cold member, feeling just as big as you remember, pushed into you slowly. You heard him growling behind you, obviously satiated by the warmth your walls provided him.
You whimpered quietly as he moved within you, pulling at your walls the way Sam never could. You loved your husband, but even after 10 years your body held an ache that couldn’t be cured with Sam, no matter how many positions he put you in. 
“You feel so good,” Bucky moaned, pulling your hair a bit, “10. Fucking. Years. Does your husband fuck you right like we did?” Your nails dug into the dirty clothes that covered Steve’s body. “God, how have you stayed so tight after kids?” Bucky started to pick up speed, your cunt leaking all around him after finally being sexually fulfilled. 
Bucky started showing signs of his impending orgasm. “Bucky, not inside. Please.”
Bucky grunted at your begging, he always had a thing for that. “Why not? Not ready for another child?” 
Sam had gotten fixed. You stopped taking birth control because of it, and even though you were older, you still had a high chance. I mean look at your mother, she gave birth 13 years ago.
Despite your pleas, Bucky stilled his thrusts inside you, filling you with his seed. You hoped to God that his swimmers died when you shot him, but you doubted you’d be so lucky.
Bucky pulled out of you as Steve started to release his cock from his pants. He wasted no time sinking into, using Bucky cum and your slick as lube. Steve thrusted in and out of you at a more gentle pace, but his thrusts were precise. The material of his clothes rubbed against your clit and sensitive nipples, and you were soon clenching around Steve.
He gave a long moan of your name, also cumming deep inside you. He continued thrusting to work you both through your highs. “Damn, Baby. After all those years, I really needed that.” Steve smiled at you as he disconnected from your body
You fell to your floor as your thoughts started to make sense. The two men you killed are back to life like this was some kind of fucked up zombie movie, and they fucked you senseless in you and your husband’s shared room. And you actually enjoyed it. Your eyes were still closed, you refused to open them. Seeing it would all make this too real.
“Until next time, Darling.”
When you opened your eyes you were alone. Your shredded clothes still lay on your floor, and you picked them up to throw away on your way to the shower. You needed a bath.
The whole reason you killed them was because you wanted to escape. Now you're right back to square one with them, only now you had everything to lose. Dead men tell no tales, but they know how to act one out.
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itgetsdarksometimes35 · 4 months ago
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Should I make a side blog for my writing for COD or post here?
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itgetsdarksometimes35 · 6 months ago
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Until My Lips Turn Blue
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Warnings: This chapter: abortion, death, overall sadness. 18+
Word count: 1,076
Pairings: Soft Steve Rogers / Black reader
Summary: Reader is trying to move on from Steve.
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A/N: This is the second and last part to my first soft miniseries. Hope you enjoy and had happy holidays; I'll be writing today.
You prayed to God for forgiveness. You didn’t want to do it, but you had no choice. You couldn’t bring the baby into the world you lived in, you’d be subjecting them to pain and suffering for the rest of their life.God understood. He knew you had made the right decision.
You and Raymond stayed together through the years he was drafted, and he sent you a letter proposing. He promised to buy you a ring the second he got back home, but he just couldn’t wait for the war to be over to ask you. You replied with yes, of course, feeling on cloud nine about the new love.
Your fellow nurses saw it, too, nicknaming you Dorothy because of how you skipped as if you had on ruby red shoes. You got sent to help injured soldiers in Germany, but you sadly never saw Raymond. You kept in touch, but you longed to be held by him. 
Since you terminated your pregnancy 3 years ago, you hadn’t thought about Steve. You doubled down on your duties and your new relationship. You didn’t watch or listen to anything, and ignored posters as much as possible to avoid seeing his face.
That was until you got a letter from Peggy Carter. You were sewing a wound from a soldier when a small man in uniform came to deliver to you a letter. Inside it Peggy explained that Captain America, Steve Rogers, had been killed while in action. She was aware of your closeness, and felt it was right to inform you. His funeral would be held on July 23rd, and if you chose to come you’d be on leave for that entire week and you’d be allowed to continue after. 
Emotions you had suppressed for years came flooding back. You started sobbing as your fellow nurses came to your aid. A young nurse took the letter and read it aloud before it was snatched by one of the older women. They looked at each other, giving looks, but nobody spoke up.
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You decided to take off for Steve’s funeral. You sat in the back as far away from everyone as you could and tried to hide. Tears slipped silently from your eyes as you mourned the loss of the man who taught you how to love. 
Steve’s body was never found because he went into the Arctic. Instead of paying respects to his body, there was a picture of him when you first knew you loved him. Before he was Captain America. Before he was big. Just when he was still that little kid from Broolyn. 
After the funeral, you planned to run as fast as you could before you could be recognized. You heard your name from someone with an accent but kept your head down as you moved through the crowd. You had almost made it to a car waiting for you when a hand grabbed your arm. You turned to be met with a woman with red lips and brown hair. 
She smiled sadly at you, tears were in her eyes. She repeated your name with the same accent from before, and you nodded. “Hi, my name is Peggy Carter. I’m the one who sent you the letter.” 
“Oh, thank you so much. I would’ve never forgiven myself if I would’ve missed this.” You nodded your head and tried to turn to leave again.
“Hang on! Could I maybe talk to you?”
You turned to the woman again. “About what?”
“Just about Steve.”
Your heart quickened. She knew about you two, you just knew it. Was she going to tell? As much as you hate to admit it, Steve could have protected your relationship, even more so as Captain America. With him gone, you were subject to be hung.
“I don’t know, I really have to get back-”
“Please.” You looked in her eyes and saw sincerity. You gave in with a nod, and she took you by the hand and led you into the now empty church. The boldness she had surprised you, but you didn’t say anything.
“So how did you know Steve?” You asked when you entered the chapel. Peggy sat you both down at the front pue, the one directly in front of Steve’s photo, before turning to you. 
“I trained with him but we soon became romantic.”
Your chest tightened and your lips twitched. You know you shouldn’t be mad, hadn’t you done worse? “Oh.”
“But I’ve come to the understanding he loved you way more than he could ever love me.”
Your head shot up to look at her. “W-what? No, Steve and I were just friends. I loved him, but as a nurse loves a patient and hopes for his well-being. That’s all, please don’t believe the rumors.”
Peggy laughed. “Oh trust me, darling, I don’t trust any rumors. How I know what I just said to be true is because Steve told me himself.” You gulped. “I love him deeply, don’t think I don’t, so that’s why I think he should’ve stayed with you. I know you refused him, but he should’ve dropped that Captain America act to be with you. He was nowhere near living his life without you, and if I ever got the chance I’d let him know just that.”
You looked at this woman’s flushed face talking about her dead lover. Your dead lover. “Why are you telling me this?”
“Because Steve can’t. I’m here to tell you from now on, for Steve’s sake, don’t care about what other people say. It ruins relationships, ones that are the strongest in the world. Love finds a way, and I know if he were still here today Steve would’ve ended up with you in the end. And I’m happy about that, because when he spoke about you I saw him at his happiest. You showing up today proves to me what I was afraid of all this time. The love you two shared.” You blinked back tears as you looked at the woman.
“I’m not telling you how to live your life, I’m just telling you how not to live it. In fear.” She patted your leg before standing up and leaving the church. You looked up at the cross and sobbed. You let out the words you had left unsaid, sounds that fell to deaf ears.
You prayed to God for a time machine so you could right all your wrongs.
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A/N: Okay I just had to say this. I like to think Steve came back for reader and not Peggy :')
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But At What Cost?
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Warnings: This chapter: Thoughts of suicide, non con, physical abuse, miscarriage; the series: non-con, dub-con, depression, forced marriage, angst, forced pregnancy, 18+
Word count: 2,925
Pairings: Dark!Bucky Barnes / Reader
Summary: Reader is the youngest girl in her family. After being sold to Bucky Barnes, and forced to have his child, she and her sisters look for a way to escape.
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A/N: Holy shit, I have not updated in 4 years... Life has been so busy with moving, having a child, and starting my new business but I am so incredibly happy to be back! I would get that writing itch but would never scratch it, until now. I plan to post weekly for a long as I can stand it. I also hope to participate in challenges and NANOWRIMO next year, so hopefully this year can be a warm up to where I used to be. Anyway, enough rambling. Let's get into the third and FINAL part to my most popular series, Small Price to Pay. Enjoy!
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Three months. That’s how long it’d been since you and your sisters had escaped your Hellhole of a life. That’s also how far along you were in your pregnancy. You weren’t showing yet, but all your sisters and nephews and nieces knew. Nobody allowed you to stand too long without offering you a chair, and you were exempt from all household chores, to your dismay. The one thing you begged to let them allow you to do was shop on your day and take care of the young children.
Today was your day to leave to get groceries. This time was always extremely stressful for you and your sisters, none of you knew what lay beyond the door. There was no way to know if today was the day that you would all have to separate. More stress was in the air due to your pregnancy. 
Lucille wrote the list of supplies before handing it to you, smiling. “Okay, here’s everything we need. Do I need to remind you not to talk to strangers?” She lifts an eyebrow, her lips turning into a smirk as you slap her arm playfully. 
“Don’t worry, mom, I promise I won’t.” She laughed at you before hugging you close. You all always did this, just in case it’d be your last time together. 
Anne was next to hug you. “Stay safe, baby sis.” You hugged her tight, calming your nerves as you smelled her candy perfume.
 You went on to hug Vienna and she rubbed your belly. “No matter what happens, just know baby boy will keep you safe.” You smiled at your sister.
“You’re so sure it’s a boy?” Vienna nodded.
“Positive. I predicted all my kids’ gender correctly, what makes you any different?” She lifted your hand from your belly, replacing it with yours. You’d always wanted a girl, but deep in your heart you felt it was another boy too. You’d never admit this to your sister, you’d never hear the end of it.
“Your witchcraft doesn’t work on me, devil woman!” you joked, causing all your sisters and you to laugh. You savored that moment, how you felt and the way you all sounded at peace. No doubt none of you had felt that way in a long time. A piece of you knew it all was temporary, soon you’d all go back to worrying. Was that shadow or a person following them? Was that stranger living near us before or did they just move in? What do we know about them?
You were pulled from your thoughts when Anne clapped her hands. “Well, on your way. You want to get there and back before rush hour.”
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You shopped the aisles of the American store, looking for your last items. As you're pushing the cart you hit something. No someone. You looked up shocked and immediately apologized upon seeing a woman with white hair. Her hand travels down to her protruding belly protectively, and your eyes get wide.
“I am so sorry, Ms, here let me help you.” You rush to the woman’s side as she tries to bend down to pick up her dropped items. She stands back up as you bend to get her items before handing them to her.
“Don’t worry about it, I should really look where I’m going. I don’t have a giant sign on me.” She chuckles at her joke, and you just nod your head. You couldn’t help but feel you knew her, but shook your head. That’s impossible. You knew no women except your sisters and nieces.
“Well, I’m sorry again. Have a good day, ma’am.”
“Wait!” You look back at the woman when you turned to leave her to her business. “I’m sorry to bother you, but could you help me with my groceries home? I live just down the road in Kilven’s road, I was going to ask a grocer to help me but they’re all men. I don’t feel comfortable with that, I’d rather have a woman. If you can’t I completely understand, just thought I’d try anyway.”
You considered the woman for a minute. Kilven’s road was next to yours, it would be an extra 5 minutes max to help this pregnant woman. You understood her wariness to ask a male to help her home. Besides, you did hit her with your cart.
“Sure, let me just check out and I’ll be happy to help you out.”
The woman smiled at this. “Really? That’s great, thank you so much! My name’s Nat by the way.”
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You and Nat talked the short walk to her house, she had just moved there a year prior to be with her German boyfriend-turn-husband of 6 years. You  nodded your head as she told you stories, you kept your life story vague. You had just moved there yourself, but that’s all you offered.
“Do you have any kids?” You opened your mouth to speak before closing it again, unsure how to answer. You wanted to trust Nat, but you were still getting a weird feeling around her. “I’m sorry, that’s very rude of me. Don’t answer that.”
“It’s okay.” You smile at the woman as you readjust the bags on your shoulders. One held Nat’s items and the others yours. You both shopped light to your luck. You continued to walk in a bit of silence until the woman pointed to her house. 
“Here I am.” You followed her up the steps as she took out her keys. “Would you like to come in? My husband baked a mean German chocolate cake.” She took her bag from your shoulder, and you smiled at her generosity. 
“No, thank you, but I should really be getting home if I want a headstart on dinner.” The woman nodded at your response.
“Of course, of course. Thank you again for your help, get home safe, dear.”
You thanked the woman as you waved goodbye and stepped away down the steps. You hurried off the road with your bag and to your own, never looking back. Little did you know the woman was following you the entire time. 
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When you got to your house, you took out your keys swiftly before putting them in the lock. You opened the door, looked out and saw nobody there, then locked it behind you.
“I’m home!” You walked to the kitchen, noticing the eerie silence. That’s weird. “Hello?” You walked up the stairs, still not hearing one child. Did they leave? They didn’t call you. When you reached your room you gasped at what you saw. 
“James?” Your husband smiled back at you as your sisters sat in the small room’s corner. James had a gun pointing at the bathroom where you heard small whimpering sounds, no doubt the children were in there. 
“Hey, Baby, miss me?” You gulped.
“James, please. Let my sisters and their children go. I’ll go with you peacefully, just don’t hurt them.” James shook his head.
“Can’t do that, Doll. These women have husbands who are worried sick about them and their kids. Would it be right to just let them kidnap their children and disappear halfway across the world with them?”
You looked to your sisters as tears fell from their eyes. This was all your fault. You should’ve never stayed with them, you and Bucky should’ve found your own place to escape to. You should’ve known James would find a way to you.
“James, please. Don’t do this.” Just then the door downstairs bursted open. You all, except Bucky, jumped at the sound. Fast steps made their way up the stairs, and then Nat appeared in the room’s doorway. Only this time she had no belly.
“Natasha, perfect timing.”
Natasha?
Suddenly you remembered. How could you be so stupid? The woman before you with her own gun was the woman you met at your wedding. She talked to James about moving to Germany to live a life on the downlow. Back then she had red hair.
She sauntered into the room, smirking at you, before aiming the gun at the same door James just was. “Their husbands are on their way here. They should be getting off the plane in about 5 minutes and they’ll be here to get children and wives back in no more than 30 minutes. I’ll keep these lovely ladies company until then.” Your sisters’ eyes widened at her words, and you started crying. 
James smiled and lowered his gun before walking to the bathroom. “Good.” He opened the door and your nieces and nephews started crying. Your heart broke for the pain you were causing. James walked from the room with your son in his arms. “I have everything I need, so I think I’ll take my wife and son and head out.”
Your son calmed down his cries when he was in his daddy’s arms, snuggling closer to him and laying his head beneath his chin to suck on his thumb. 
Natasha turned her attention to you, still keeping the gun pointed at the door. “Look at what you caused. Your son could have grown up without a father. Is that what you want?” She raised her voice at you causing you to jump a little. You shook your head, closing your eyes as more tears poured from them.
“It’s okay, Nat, all that matters is we’re all back together. Isn’t that right, honey?”
“T-that’s right,” you whispered, not wanting to speak the venomous words. James walked over to you before grabbing your arms in a tight grip. 
“Happy you agree, let’s go home. Now.” The last word was growled in your ear, causing you to stiffen again. You opened your eyes to see your sisters again. They smiled weakly at you.
“I’m so sorry,” you sobbed out. James pulled you from the room then the house. A car came to pick you up as you traveled back to the Hell you had tried so hard to crawl away from.
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When you got back home, James beat you. Bad. You cried and screamed at him to forgive you. Punches flew at you from every side. Your eyes threatened to swell shut from his blows and your lips were purple and bruised. You tried to tell him about the child you were pregnant with, but he couldn’t hear you through his rage. When you were down he kicked your stomach and you cried out in immense pain. He just grabbed your face and kissed you roughly.
James then picks you up from the ground before pushing you down on the bed. “Take off your clothes,” he demands, leaving no room for negotiation. Your mind was still foggy from what had just happened that James had forced on you the minute you both walked through the door and he handed Bucky to a maid you had never seen before. “Now, Doll, don’t make me repeat myself. I’m already pissed.” His nostrils flared as he spoke. 
With shaky hands, you steadily reached for the white button up you had been wearing. You discarded the fabric to the floor, revealing to James your white lacy bra. His pupils dilated as he watched on, his chest rising and falling with deep breaths. Next was your skirt, and then you were left with just her matching underwear set. You looked up at James with doe eyes, waiting for your next order. Just like the obedient little girl James had made you. 
“Keep going,” was his only command as he reached to pull off his white dress shirt that hugged his muscles just right. He palmed his growing hard on, the outline very prominent in his black dress pants. The size made your eyes water with more tears. You knew he wouldn’t be gentle. No matter how many times James fucked you, you were still just as terrified as the first time, nearly crying every time he’d stuff it into your tiny cunt. 
James reached behind you aggressively to undo your bra and let it fall to the floor along with your other clothing. Your boobs bounced from being free, and you slowly slid your panties down next. 
You were looking to the floor as you untangled the lacy fabric from your legs, but looked up when you heard a chuckle. You met James’ eyes as his face was turned up in a smirk. 
“Such a fucking tease,” he tsked, “You just want me to destroy that tiny little pussy of yours, don’t you?” You kept eye contact with him as you nodded her head.
“Yes, sir.” 
James leaned down in front of you, grabbing her face and pulling you roughly forward to his lips. He squeezed your jaw so you would open to him, wanting nothing more than to assert dominance with his tongue. 
James’ kisses were never loving, just hungry. He moaned into your mouth as his tongue explored; all the while you sat back with submission, allowing your master to take full control of what’s his. After what felt like minutes, James finally pulled away, pushing you back even more and causing you to whimper at the force. The fight in you dying forever ago.
James unhooked his belt as you held his gaze, dropping eye contact was a rule that you had learned not to break. Once her clothes were off, they had officially begun; after that she wasn’t allowed to look away from him. 
“Turn around. You’re going to learn not to disobey me one way or another.”
“Yes sir.”
“Did you really think you could escape me?” You started to cry again.
“I’m sorry.” 
“No, not yet you’re not. But you will. Look at me.” You turned around and your eyes widened. James’ left arm was replaced with that of a metal one. “You wanna know how I got this?” He tossed a cast that was in the shape and color of his arm that you were used to to the floor. “I was a prisoner of war in World War 2. I was used as a war machine long after the war ended. I’m an ex-supersoldier, Baby. Did you really think you could escape me?” James was starting to raise his voice as you started to cry again. 
He spanked your ass with his robotic arm and you lurched forward at the force. James continued spanking your bare ass until you were so raw you could barely feel it anymore. Your stomach cramped so bad and you screamed at the sudden pain, clutching it and falling to the bed weakly. 
“Get up, I’m not done with you.” But you couldn’t move. You could just stay in the fetal position as your body convulsed in the worst pain you could only relate to birth. Then you felt a liquid escape from your vagina. Your eyes squeezed shut as you begged the pain to leave you soon.
“Y-you’re bleeding. Are you okay?” James’ words barely reached your ears as you suddenly felt nauseous. You couldn’t move as your stomach emptied it’s contents on the bed. Then you saw black.
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James had beat you so bad you had a miscarriage. When you woke up, you were in a hospital bed. A nurse was checking your vitals when she noticed you were awake. She greeted you, asking how you were feeling, before informing you of the terrible news. She asked to confirm what your husband had told them, that you had fallen down stairs and that explained your bruises and swollen eyes. You said yes.
After that day you were forever broken. You never stepped out of line with James, and you became the wife he had always wanted. No more did you dream of an escape, nor what the future held. You didn’t care.
James was never the same, either. After the incident, he was doting. Always saying he loves you, buying you expensive presents daily with flowers of different kinds. He tried to set you up so you could see your sisters more often, and he even let you leave the house. But you wanted none of it. You took the gifts with not so much of a smile, you rejected to see your sisters, and you chose to only leave the house when food was needed. You only bought Bucky clothes online, not being able to stand being in a child store. 
When Bucky’s 4th birthday rolls around, 3 years later, he is eager to start preschool. He didn’t remember his aunts or his cousins, and he was closer to his father than ever before, shying away from you as you grew colder and colder to both of the relationships you had in your life. It was him who dropped him off to school as you stayed home with a maid to take care of you and your needs. You were currently pregnant with a girl. James said you’d name Dahlia, Dolly for short. She’d be your perfect rainbow baby, he said, a real Doll. 
When Bucky came back home he showed you a card he had made for James at school, insisting it go on the fridge. You obeyed, hanging it there with a magnet that made Bucky happily skip away. 
The card showed Bucky and James hugging, not a sight of you or the child in your womb. You were a waste of space, a visitor in the home you’d created. A hollow shell of who you used to be. You thought about your suicide. It seemed easy, too easy. It’s a small price to pay for freedom, but at what cost? 
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itgetsdarksometimes35 · 2 years ago
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I'm so sorry you guys, I promise I'm making a comeback soon!
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im sorry for not updating any of my fics (specifically my lv one). i have no motivation lol.
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itgetsdarksometimes35 · 2 years ago
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“Just for the record darling, not all positive change feels positive in the beginning.”
— S.C. Lourie
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itgetsdarksometimes35 · 2 years ago
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hi guys!
this is not something I usually post about but please tale some time to read over and if you could help it would be massively appreciated.
My cat has recently fallen sick, she is my literal life and soul and we need help paying the veterinary bills. I have just about enough but I need an extra £200, if not I will unfortunately go bankrupt. I've made a gofunme which is linked at the end. if you could send in anything you can spare both me and my family would appreciate that so much!
gofundme link is here:
https://gofund.me/b77c351a
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itgetsdarksometimes35 · 3 years ago
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Story of my life, I’m sorry lovelies🥲
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Source: This
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itgetsdarksometimes35 · 3 years ago
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Does anyone know what to do? I’m sorry navy, this is awful
NavyBrat817 - Devastated
This is NavyBrat817 here. I had issues with my messaging feature last night and I reached out to Tumblr. This morning, I tried to refresh my page and I got a message that my account was terminated. I’m in shock. Devastated. In tears. My work. My friends. I don’t even know what to say. All of my fics. I can’t access them. I can’t even concentrate on work because everything is just gone. If anyone can spread the word or help…I seriously think I may be sick and I have no idea what I did to lose this.
@stargazingfangirl18 @itgetsdarksometimes35 @donutloverxo @sweater-daddiesdumbdork @buckysbunny @finleyjayne @angrythingstarlight   @mcudarklibrary @saiyanprincessswanie @jtargaryen18 @nsfwsebbie @what-just-happened-bro @nekoannie-chan @opheliadawnwalker3 @malloryharris I know I’m forgetting people. I just…I don’t know anymore.
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itgetsdarksometimes35 · 3 years ago
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I legit have no idea what to think when it comes to Steve. He says so much and @evansbby is a literal GENIUS at creating a true manipulative mastermind. Amazing writing, I look forward to everything she posts.
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preying on you tonight part 3
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part iii - eat you alive
Pairing: dark alpha!Steve Rogers x naive omega!Reader
Warnings: smut, dark themes, a/b/o themes, daddy!kink, noncon, dubcon, extreme dumbification, bullying, breeding kink, size difference, humiliation, extreme emotional manipulation and gaslighting, anal, use of toys, choking, minors do not interact!
Summary: Steve’s manipulations continue, but will you be able to see through them? 
Part 1 & Part 2
(A/N | another warning that this chapter contains extreme gaslighting and manipulation. read at your own risk.)
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Shaking. You can’t seem to stop shaking. It’s how you wake up, with dread in your heart and the throbbing of Steve’s mark on your neck matching the searing pain between your legs. The bed’s empty, but it doesn’t matter. Despite him not being here, all you can smell, taste, feel… is Steve. Almost like your heart is beating solely for him.
And then there’s the mark on the side of your neck. Big, jagged and barely sealed.
Steve’s mark.
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