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i rise from the creation dead to post some edits i made as widgets for my new phone theme........... i am so incredibly happy with how these turned out smiles

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Intimacy in bathing webweaving

God's own country (2017), dir Francis Lee // After Bombardment Sonya, Ilya Kaminsky // Latin Blood: The Ballad of Ney Matogrosso (2025) dir. Esmir Filho // The Bath, Laura Gilpin // Girls from Dalarna Having a Bath, 1906, Anders Zorn // The Giver of Start, Amy Lowell // photo from @karpushenko_gallery on instagram, models @0bulka0 and @plotofdaria for @hazeandglory // Diana sourtant du bain, 1742, François Boucher

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there was nothing more serious to me when i was 13 than teen wolf

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it’s a josh o’connor fall

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ATP’S PETS HEADCANONS

Patrick has a big dog. One of those lumbering, slightly slobbery breeds. He’s had him since he was a kid, back when everything was simpler and naming his pup Rex or Max was just right. The name stuck, even as the years passed and Patrick started feeling that nothing is so simple and right anymore. Patrick torments him occasionally by making him wear dumb hats on walks, pretending to throw the ball and then cackling in his disappointed face, or shoving an unlit cigarette in his mouth and giggling as he takes photos to send to everyone he knows. But under all that is a fierce devotion. If anything ever happened to that dog, Patrick wouldn’t just be heartbroken, he’d come unglued. Rex is his last tie to childhood.

Tashi has an axolotl (or something like a gecko or a tiny frog) that is suspended in a carefully curated tank that could pass for a tiny spa. She became obsessed back when she was twelve, during a science unit. While the rest of the class scowled and gagged, Tashi fell in love. She spent weeks begging her parents until they finally caved and got her one for her birthday. And the fascination doesn’t fade because it’s now discipline. She tracks water temperatures daily, changes the tank on a strict schedule, feeds with surgical precision and will spiral into a forum rabbit hole if she even suspects a shift in behavior. For Tashi, caring for something that fragile, that demanding, scratches the same itch tennis does. It’s control, structure, accountability. But it’s also her escape. It’s the one part of her life where nothing depends on winning. Just consistency, care and the quiet satisfaction of getting every detail right.

Art has a cat. He doesn’t really know how she ended up in his house. One day she was just there. He never named her, but she answers to “hey” and that’s good enough for now. She was grumpy and mean and downright annoying in the beginning. She hissed at everyone and scratched when touched. It was like that until Art’s grandmother passed. It’s like she felt his loss and decided to help. It showed in the quiet way she started moving through the space. The way she’d sit near him without asking for anything exactly when he needs her most. His grandmother used to do that too - just show up in the room with a cup of tea and let the silence do the work. Sometimes when the cat watches him with that slow, unblinking gaze, it feels like something old and familiar has found its way back to him. Not her, exactly, but something like the echo of her care. He never planned to have the cat, just like he never planned to grieve so quietly.

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girl help i am running out of concepts for my escapist imaginary scenarios

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daily affirmations

I know why i am like this and i will never do anything about it

Psychologists could never help meee

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who up godding their country

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summers with tashi duncan 🌊☀️

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Challengers x 7 sins

Lust

Envy

Pride

Wrath

Sloth (for Patrick not wanting a job and having a messy car )

Gluttony (for Patrick always taking Art's food )

Greed (for denying Patrick a place to sleep because of money 🙄)

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how life feels when you accept that you’re the problem

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the sexual tension between me and the idea of disappearing forever

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Baffling how it didn't win an Oscar.

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summers with patrick zweig ☀️🌊🌼

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Thanks for the tag @patricksbf 💕

favorite color: blue

currently reading: fanfics…. (I’m not reading any book at the moment 🫣)

last song: A forest- The Cure

last film: Frances Ha

last series: Scooby-Doo! Mystery Incorporated 😅

coffe or tea: tea

working on: trying to building better habits (it’s not going well 🙃)

Nine People I Wish I Knew Better

AAA TY @rose-margaritas for the tagggg

Favorite color: pink, all day every day

Currently reading: I just finished Sunrise of the Reaping (after binding the Hunger Games series for the very first time right before), so I think my next book is going to be This is How You Lose the Time War

Last song: Tough Luck by Laufey (it has been on repeat ALLLLL DAYYYYY)

Last film: genuinely cannot remember, I am not a film person

Last series: Etoile (working on my third rewatch, this time with my theatre friends)

Sweet/savory/salty: Salty, generally

Tea or coffee: Redbull or tea, or just straight up eating espresso beans

Working on: Does finishing my degree count? That, learning to play 2 new instruments, and I’m 100 words into a fic (for the first time in years) that I cannot promise I will finish

Tagging (no pressure): @twisted-tales-told @robyngoesrogue @cinnamon-notes @aslongasitistold @giyuulatte @justcallmeemily @annafromao3 @my-name-is-jimmy (because I miss you pookie) @skuzzinfish

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Josh’s GQ Tennis themed photoshoot was sooooo cute and silly