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Harry shook his head, "It's alright, really. It was nearly four years ago. I should be over, you know?" He smiled at her words. He knew just what to say and honestly, He was glad he gave her a chance because she was actually a great person or he thought she was anyways. "I really do love Ella. She's my world." He told her, truthfully. "Ooh, Well, Yeah. I know that but I need to figure out how I feel and maybe that'll help me decide what I need to do. Everything is so mixed up and I know her, We've talked and gotten to know each other. I just feel like everything's a blur. I'm losing weight and sleep and hell, maybe even hair. I'm exhausted and I'm breaking down. It wasn't even this bad when I was touring the world.  He laughed, "YEah, maybe." He replied, shaking his head as she giggled.

Walk // Haz and Ashley

"I’m-oh my god, I’m sure she was just as lovely as Ella is right now, she’s watching from up there yeah? With a smile on her face because you took care of your daughter with such love and I can tell you really love Ella," she whispered, looking at him with a small smile as she noticed them two around, noticing the exact replica of Harry in his daughter and how lucky that girl must be for having such a caring friend as Harry, "Oh no, I wasn’t insisting a break up, I was just saying think of the future I mean you barely know each other, it takes years to actually know who you’re going to marry and what they like, don’t like, their insecurities all of that," she said with a smile before biting her lip. "You can tell me.. I won’t judge," she whispered, looking at him with a sincere look, aware that she was trying to be the best she could for him at the moment, the person he needed. "Ah, well then, maybe that’s why Ella puts up with you. I mean your hair is too damn messy," she said with a giggle, poking his hand once before leaning back, covering her mouth as she kept on giggling.

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"Well, I guess you'd be the first person I'd call then. I'm not sure the boys would answer because after all, They have families and well, All four of the boys like their sleep. Thanks for being here for me." He said. He sighed, "She died after giving Labor to Ella." He told her, remembering how broken he was. He missed Ella's mother because there wasn't any drama with her and he wanted to Marry her but since her death, he couldn't. Now he was in love with Demi and yeah, He was happy but they seemed to have some problems and Ashley was right. A break up was easier than a divorce. But even though she was right, Harry didn't want to end it with Demi. He still loved her and he knew he always would. He bit his lip, "Maybe pushing the wedding back would be a good idea. Just to get our thoughts together and everything. Yes, I want to marry her but we have been fighting and I've been los-" He stopped himself from saying to much and bit down on his bottom lip. He nodded, "Thanks for your opinion." He thanked her, being sincere. He nodded, laughing. "Of course, I am."

Walk // Haz and Ashley

"Because, if you really need someone to talk to you’d call anyone up, I’d be willing to answer that damn phone, no matter how tired I am and talk you through it until you go to sleep," she said with a smile, before pushing her glasses up towards the bridge of her nose, smiling softly at him and then nodding her head at his initial question. "Uhm, okay, I don’t know how long you and her were together, but I think that, well you mentioned Ella’s mom, I figure something happened there, something didn’t work out.. well I think, from what I can tell with the minimal detail I was provided," she started with a smile as she teased him slightly, "I think that maybe you just want to know that love is real, and you’d take the first chance you get at it. I mean we’re all humans, if someone says the right words and treats you the way you want to be treated you fall for them right? But I think that if it hasn’t been at least a couple of months, maybe years since you started dating, marriage shouldn’t be an option unless you’re 100% sure that you would never have a divorce. I mean I think Demi said that she has two babies right? And you have Ella? So that’s at least three kids, I don’t know if Demi has one, but do you really want your daughter to go through a divorce? I mean a break up isn’t as bad as a divorce, because it’s easier with breakups, but divorce is a huge thing you know?" She said, biting her lip as she rambled slightly, not sure if she upset him or not, "But like I said, I don’t know the whole story." She smiled as he laced their pinkies, a small giggle escaping her lips almost instantly, "Oh Harold, still a kid at heart aren’t you?"

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Harry's eyes widened slightly, "Five in the morning? Why would you do that? I wouldn't wake anyone up at that time anyways unless I really needed someone." He answered, surprised. Harry thought for a moment, "Can I ask your opinion on something?" He asked, sipping his hot chocolate. "Do you think I'm rushing this? My wedding? My relationship with Demi? Be honest, I won't get mad. I promise." That was the only thing on his mind other than getting a good nights rest but he knew that wouldn't happen so whether he got coffee or not, It wouldn't have affected him. He nodded, smiling. "Thank you because that's why I came to talk. I just needed someone to keep our conversation between us." He told her. He laughed and wrapped his pinky around hers. "I pinky promise that what's shared between us stays between us."

Walk // Haz and Ashley

She put a hand on his as he thanked her, a small friendly gesture so he could know that it was nothing, “It’s honestly… I’d wake up at 5 o’clock to help you,” she told him with a smile as she sat bcd, taking a sip of her coffee. She ran her fingers through her hair and looked at him. “Alright, asides from that, what else is going through your curly head Mr. Styles? Anything happy, sad it doesn’t matter to me,” she stated as she looked at him, glad that he was her friend, that she had gotten someone to trust again, or rather she was allowing herself to trust someone knew. “Just know that anything shared between us stays between us yeh?” She said as she leaned close to him, her hands wrapped around her hot drink as she looked him in the eye. “Pinky swear on it!” She whispered, attempting to hide the smile creeping on her face.

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Harry nodded his head, Waiting to heard what she had to say. He smiled, a bit wider than he had all night. He had been a fan of Ashley benson and he was glad they were going to be friends. He took his warm drink from her cold hands and motioned towards a table. "Let's sit. I'm exhausted." He stated. He let them over to an empty table in the corner of starbucks and sat down. He hoped no one would notice them because he was honestly too tired to deal with fans or paparazzi. He leaned back in his chair and crossed his arms over his chest. He laughed, "That's very flattering, Ms. Benson." He said. He nodded at her and then, Took a sip of his warm drink. "Thank you, for everything." He mumbled.

Walk // Haz and Ashley

"You wanna know something?" She asked, trying to lighten up his mood and get a smile out of him, "I think Ashley Benson is a huge fan of you Mr. Styles," she said with a smile, before poking his nose and turning around, grabbing both their drinks with a smile and handing him his, "Do you want to sit down or keep walking?" She asked, biting her lip as she looked at him, looking at how tired his face was, how thin he was getting and how he was losing colour in his lips. She sighed as she knew exactly what too much stress can do to a person, but she didn’t want to overstep her boundaries with Harry. "I really do, if I had someone like you, I’d for sure never let him go," she said with smile as she ran her finger across his bottom lip, "Don’t do that."

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Harry shrugged, "I don't know, I feel like she trusts me. Maybe its certain girls but I mean, Its not like I'm going to do anything, you know?" He paused, thinking about what she said and another small smile creeped on his face. "I'll be your friend, I don't have a problem with it. I love making new friends. I just can't believe Ashley Benson's a fan of me." His smiled dropped and he sighed. After thinking about it, She was right. He hadn't had a good nights sleep in days. Yeah, He's napped but nothing that would actually help. Of course he didn't tell anybody because he didn't want to worry but he was stressed. The wedding was coming up, The planning still wasn't done, The twins were born recently, and he couldn't seem to make Demi happy. He was losing weight and sleep at the same time and he knew it wasn't healthy but he didn't know what to do. He gave her a smile, "You really think so?" He croaked, biting his lip.

Walk // Haz and Ashley

"But she doesn’t seem to trust you much does she? I mean, if she’s going to get pissed every time you talk to another girl then I think something’s wrong, but then again, I’m not as experienced so I wouldn’t know. But really, I mean I love you, I’m a fan of your work and I just.. just want to be a friend I guess. I’m not trying to influence your decision just trying to get you thinking outside the box get you actually feeling something other than guilt all the time you know? I mean you look like you haven’t slept in ages," she said as she moved slightly through the line, getting to the front, ordering both their small drinks and sighing as they waited for them. She looked at him again, noticing the slight hair falling from his beanie, "Demi’s a lucky girl, so was Ella’s mom, they’re both lucky to have had someone like you love them like that," she told him with a smile as she looked at him, leaning forward and pushing that one strand back.

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Harry nodded, "Yeah, I know but she just wants me around more. I don't think I am, I really don't." After he responded, he thought about her words. Was he rushing this? He didn't think he was because he really did love her. "I didn't mean it like that, Like I loved Ella's mother but I've never felt like this. This is different and I love the way she makes me feel." He paused, sighing. "I know you don't mean any harm, You're only trying to help and I really appreciate it." He added, giving her a small smile. He looked at the place she motioned towards and smiled, starbucks. As much as he loved getting the same coffee everytime, It was late and he didn't want to be up all night. He bit his lip, looking at her. "Are you sure? I can buy." He told her. He nodded, "I understand." And he really did. He wasn't going to blow up because she was actually trying to help him. "Uh, Some hot chocolate will do. Thanks."

Walk // Haz and Ashley

She nodded her head, biting her lip as she took in his words trying to find out how she could help him. “Well, I mean any girl would love it if their fiancé went and wrote songs with her as an inspiration…. Do you think that maybe you’re rushing this? I mean you said that Demi’s the first girl you’ve loved, but what if you just think you do because you’re craving it? I’m not trying to say anything here, please don’t take offense in what I’m saying,” she stated before motioning towards the Starbucks, taking her wallet out. “My treat,” she added before lining up beside him at the back of the line, ��anyway, don’t take offense I’m just trying to get you thinking beyond this one thing you know?” She said, biting her lip as she looked at him, hoping she hasn’t overstepped a boundary or triggered something, before looking at the board, “what do you want?”

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Of course

I’m coming. Yeah, okay.

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I'm coming. Yeah, okay.

To the hospital? I’m just really sorry, I mean it. I love you, demi..

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To the hospital? I'm just really sorry, I mean it. I love you, demi..

But demi, this time I really didn’t mean to. I-nevermind.

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But demi, this time I really didn't mean to. I-nevermind.

That’s all you care about anymore?

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That's all you care about anymore?

No, it’s not…I broke my promise. I didn’t mean to this time.

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No, it's not...I broke my promise. I didn't mean to this time.

I was but I was asleep in the bedroom. I’m sorry.

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I was but I was asleep in the bedroom. I'm sorry.

I should be there.

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I should be there.

No, no. I’ll be there.

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No, no. I'll be there.

Whyre you going to the hospital?

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Whyre you going to the hospital?

I’m sorry. I really didn’t mean to break my promise this time.

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I'm sorry. I really didn't mean to break my promise this time.

Me?