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i carry around a giant bag of medication r u into that

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i feel like i have cut 90% of people i knew out of my life since getting sober like it just keeps happening

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doing extremely well in contrast to my doom posting my daily life is like a dream now… i spend 99.9% of my time with husband. he is an angel from heaven.

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my perpetual loneliness ever persists as i continue to cut off every friend in my life think we are down to two

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being an autistic adult is literally so fucking hard why

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i think im done now i had my time. i did everything i wanted to. i got married i was happy. i smoked and drank and had wonderful friends to party with. i played great games and watched pleasant movies. its not enough in the end not even sobriety could save me. i think ive known my entire life that at one point i would hit my wall but i would do my best to live until then… ive done my best. ive hit my wall. i enjoyed my time.

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the way i talk to my instagram followers like they are the closest people in my life and i never hangout with any of them… idc i need to post 500 videos a day on my story its like the whole point

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Walpurgis, from Jugend Magazine by Adolf Münzer (1909)

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i look like a little fairy today weeeee

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need to get mirrors in my bathtub or something because all i do is roll around and look at myself in my phone camera when i bathe

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bad day by alvin and the chipmunks is gonna be my song of the year