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the idealized version of my tomorrow self will fix this

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I love Matilda because it's a story about a child who sees injustice around her and gets mad about it and questions why things aren't fair, and instead of the ending being that she learns how the world works and that life isn't fair, she catapults one of the adults who abused her out of a building with her mind

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I love Matilda because it's a story about a child who sees injustice around her and gets mad about it and questions why things aren't fair, and instead of the ending being that she learns how the world works and that life isn't fair, she catapults one of the adults who abused her out of a building with her mind

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citationless behavior

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god i'm so sorry for doing this iny our askthing but you seem really comforting and ithink iknow who you are irl and you seem really nice and idek i just cant do this to someon e ik irl i hjust fucking hate my life, my midterms went genuinely horribly, like just pass kind of thing and my preparation for competitive exams is going horribly and i'm going to fail at life, and then i'm going to fail at college and being an adult and i feel like im going to regret everything i do because doing this isn't fun but also not doing thisi snt fun and i like the idea of deriving fun from this thing but like am i even good enough for this and should i just quit and disappoint my parents like i already have despite them being the best parents they could be and god i keep procrastinating and being terminally online and i cant fucking seem to stop and i just didnt really understand wanting to likek*ll yourself but i really do now. im not going to do it if only because my paretns would blame themeslves but i wont. and there are people who are like happy and go lucky and like nice and fucking having fun and they know other thigns and they fucking score well and i dont do any of it and im a miserable pos and i cant even do anything right and ima fucking failure god i wish i could be more productive god i wish i was better god i wish i had made better choices god i wish i were a better person and im constantly afraid im going to regret everything and i wont even have had fun while doing it. not like im going to have fun either way. i wish iknew what exactly i liked. i wish i wasnt such a pos

hi. please reach out to me personally, i know it seems drastic but i won't judge. i'm asking you to this because generic advice won't fucking cut and everyone knows that.

ps: i'm so sorry i viewed it this late i fell terrible

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*Looks at people my age* Look at these stupid kids

[its2amandimcursingyourname]

How many times can the same thing break your heart?

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enemies to lovers but it's me and myself

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i skip the epilogue. if it happens after the story it's none of my business

[its2amandimcursingyourname]

do you ever think about those friend-for-an-hour strangers that you only met because you ended up in a weird situation with them?

[its2amandimcursingyourname]

i'm damaged as fuck but i'll never hurt anyone the same way i've been hurt

[its2amandimcursingyourname]

loving your mom is like

I love you and I hope I never lose you, please stop talking to me I can't handle it anymore, I don't know how to go on without your support, why won't you just listen to me for once?, oh god I miss you and how do people do it without their moms?, please l just want you to be proud of me, I want to stay at home and pretend I'm still five, you're giving me bone nausea every time you get silently pissed off I need to leave right NOW, I can't imagine when I won't need you in my life, just let me relax for two seconds, please mom, hold my hand and acknowledge my pain without feeling like it's your fault even if some of it is.

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Text me whenever you think of me, I like that.

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just a girl in her room trying to forgive herself

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Peak intimacy : Uncontrollable laughter together