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Sorry..

Dear Exia.

I know you won’t never read this but I need to tell you that I’m so sorry about all the things I did to you. You didn’t deserve a toxic and selfish person like me. You never did something wrong, you were so kind all the time even when I was mad with you without reason. You never gave up with me.

I’m so sorry for bothering you with my problems. For calling you so many times in the middle of the night, crying and with anxiety. It wasn’t your responsibility deal with my mental problems but you didn’t care and you stayed with me many nights.

I remember I dedicated you ‘Fix you’ from coldplay and you did the same with the Tarzan’s song 'You’re in my heart’ I was scared about love and I didn’t want to get hurt and that’s why sometimes I was so rude with you.

And that’s the worst excuse ever.

Tonight, after almost 1 year without you, I was thinking about you and how happy probably you are now with this lady who really deserves you, more than I do. I hope she enjoys spend time with you, your jokes, all the hugs and kisses we couldn’t give us face-to-face.

Since you walked away, I listen to music when I can’t sleep and when I woke up in the middle of the night for a nightmare. Because I got used to listen your voice and all your warm words to calm me down. Fall asleep together or wait until I stopped crying and then sing or hum for me.

I hope you’re happy right now. You deserve it. You’re one of the best human being I have ever had the opportunity to meet in my life.

And I’m so sorry. I hope one day you can forgive me or at least know that I feel so sorry about all the things I didn’t appreciate.

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‏@peachesstyles mum did a slow motion video by accident but it’s so beautiful 

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I thought it was a roast chicken

Important updates from home

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American Horror Story: Coven (2013)

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from the rugrats season 1 style guide

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“It was the kind of kiss that made me know that I was never so happy in my whole life.”

— Stephen Chbosky; Perks of Being a Wallflower

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Harry Edward Styles x Beauty Papers (removed title + coloured)

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meirl

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hypothesis: everyone has the hots for geralt because he is the ideal mix of legolas and aragorn that we have always craved

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me: i literally couldnt care less about what people think about me

also me: 

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I hate you…

I hate your smile and the fucking way your cheeks get blushy when you laugh.

I hate when you drink something and you have little drops on your beard and hypnotize me.

I hate the way you look when you drive.

I hate your soft skin.

I hate the mole you have in your back almost on the top of your shoulder.

I hate the way your big hands fit with mine.

I hate your natural smell and your perfume.

I hate your soft lips and the gently way you kiss me.

I hate your jokes and how they make me laugh.

I hate how we are sillies together.

I hate our memories.

I hate the way you say my name.

I hate your hugs.

I hate the touch of your hand on my waist.

I hate resting my head on your chest and hear the beat of your heart.

I hate the way you say I was special.

I hate you because you told me you wanted me to stay.

I hate how the bracelet I gave you looks so cute in your wrist.

I hate the idea of my bracelet on other girl’s skin.

I hate you because I’m spending time being yours when you’re having a crush with someone else.

I hate you because I can’t get away from you because I perfectly know you won’t look for me.

I hate how cute you look when you interact with my baby boy.

I hate the way you look when you talk about the things you like.

I hate because I give you all my attention.

I hate you because you don’t feel the same and I was the stupid one who have a crush on you.

And finally, the most thing I hate about you is…that I think I’m in love with you and I can’t forget you.

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SiriusXM and Pandora Opening Drive Super Concert Series - 1/30