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itsjustbeccause · 4 months
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Never got back to you after that last ask but I’m glad your happy now…
Do the same for yourself <3 Whoever you are, you deserve to move on and be happy too...
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itsjustbeccause · 8 months
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Deleting this account, so dm me if you want to keep in contact or something
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itsjustbeccause · 8 months
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Fuck this regression of my progress...
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itsjustbeccause · 8 months
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If you're not going to talk to me, it's best you leave me alone 😎👌🏽
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itsjustbeccause · 8 months
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I just saw that ITF season 3 tweet from the writer of the show?? no hopes going to be put up, but also like...omg
Mostly bc the tweet was from 2022
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itsjustbeccause · 8 months
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I'm going through it tonight... the weight of everything... it all came back two-fold. I'm strong, and I always have been. I'll get through life like I always do. My future, it's beautiful, and I'm finally not scared or anxious about it. I have a partner who works with me and loves me and wants us. I have a life where I'm looking in the future, but I'm enjoying now.
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itsjustbeccause · 9 months
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QPR ✔️
Hook-up ✔️
Life's great ✔️
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itsjustbeccause · 10 months
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I just want my pillow 🥲
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itsjustbeccause · 10 months
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I shouldn't miss it, but I do... and damn am I sad
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itsjustbeccause · 11 months
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Painting me the bad guy... I was always so afraid my next move would turn into a block. Would turn in to you staying silent and me begging for you to love me or pay attention to me. I made so much of an effort to be with you and make you so comfortable. When you weren't, I got anxious, and I just wanted you to be happy and feel happy. In return I just wanted to be loved... I never tried to hurt you. That silence at the end... it was me trying to make you feel what I felt when you did it to me. I just don't understand why I'm painted so bad.
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itsjustbeccause · 11 months
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Not me and my bestie having gone through similar relationships...
I didn't even realize it was so toxic... I tried to see the better in them. I tried to understand them but never vice-versa.
I deserve a partner who wants to talk to me about anything and everything... someone who enjoys letting me ramble and send so many voice messages of one topic and enjoy each one.
I deserve to be loved and not pushed aside.
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itsjustbeccause · 11 months
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The cycle... I learned it from you. Glad it's over
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itsjustbeccause · 11 months
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Yet another ex leaving me without closure... love that for me 😎👌🏽 slay 💅🏼✨️
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itsjustbeccause · 11 months
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Being the decent human being and just sending the personal items back to my ex, not the trinkets and things to cause hurt. Could have just thrown them away instead 🤷🏽‍♀️
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itsjustbeccause · 11 months
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After all this, to think I used you for sex really really shows how much you didn't see my efforts to really understand you. Always asked if you were comfortable and loved you enough to understand, but never once did you tell me. Never did you say you didn't like it. Most of the time, you egged me on. You made me believe it was okay.
I loved you, but you never loved me. I'm happy you're done because I'm done too. I'm done with how you always made me feel like I was doing wrong, and time and time again, you made me feel less than and awful.
I'm happy on my own now. I'm happy with myself and who I am as a person because despite the lies you're putting out there, I was considerate and always put you first.
Get the help you need, have the life you want, because I get to start living now too... Stronger, wiser, and free.
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itsjustbeccause · 11 months
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Looked back at old screenshots of things my ex wrote when they thought I couldn't see... and they put all the blame on me now? I owned up to my problems I knew I had... I apologized for being the way I was sometimes. I had reasons to think how I did.
I'm just disappointed now.
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itsjustbeccause · 11 months
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How is it that I became the bad guy? At least I loved with all my heart, and I'll always cherish what I had. There will never be another, and that's okay ❤️
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