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[itsmedev]

“I can’t make you love me or miss me. And I can’t stop loving you or missing you.”

— I’m in hell

[itsmedev]

I really loved you. I guess we go our separate ways now? You’ll never understand how much this ruined me.

[itsmedev]

Feeling Homesick.

[itsmedev]

If I could go back I would.

[itsmedev]

I remember planning my future with you getting excited of what was to come, I guess I should have planned out what I’d do if you left me.

-If only I knew

[itsmedev]

I used to feel blessed to exist in the same moment in time as you, but now I just feel cursed.

-You promised me forever

[itsmedev]

I miss you.

I miss every touch.

I miss our talks.

I miss sleeping in your arms, with your body close to mine, feeling your breath on my neck.

You were my best friend, my family.

And now I'm supposed to cope without you.

For years you were the person I shared everything with.

Now I can't even text you without a good reason.

I feel like my chest was ripped open.

It hurts like nothing hurt before.

I miss you like I missed no-one before.

[itsmedev]

How funny is it that after everything, we are strangers once again.

[itsmedev]

The saddest thing

I’ve ever done was

Beg someone to love me

the way i loved them

[itsmedev]

I think I could spend a lifetime waiting for you, and I hate myself for that.

[itsmedev]

With And Without You

You love someone for a long time

So long you don’t remember not loving them

So long the years accordion into eachother

And within the folds, all the times you didn’t get it right

So you let them go

They come back

(Or you call them back)

You swear it’ll be different

But it isn’t

You still love them

Each failure hurts

You think, maybe you can be friends

But that too is sharp pain

You don’t want them in your life

You don’t want to live without them

Another year goes by this way

Turning hope into your only bread and water

Maybe you’ll figure it out

Maybe someone new

will make you both

Forget

Maybe the world will end

And set you free

-Yesika Salgado

[itsmedev]

I just wanted to watch the sunset with you.

- Guess I never will

[itsmedev]

“I don’t know how to stop missing you. My mind always finds an excuse to think about you.”

— You are everywhere, please come back

[itsmedev]

I think we were meant to be, but I did it wrong

-You’re all I ever wanted

[itsmedev]

[itsmedev]

I can’t wait to wake up one day and open my eyes up to her and our dogs.

[itsmedev]