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Honestly, this is the first time I got so invested in something like this. I usually don’t pay attention to the drama among content creators because I used to think it’s all about gaining viewers, followers, and fame just to earn more by stringing viewers along.

But because of QueenDura, also known as QD, I stumbled upon QuinXai’s live stream. At first, I only wanted to watch because QD’s reactions were so funny and even made me feel giddy because of his reactions and side comments about QuinXai. She is definitely the Queen of the ship in that live stream.

As days went by, I didn’t realize that I was beginning to support QuinXai’s live stream, and I was totally smitten - I was craving it and couldn’t help but watch their Daylight Episodes. All my doubts vanished because I could sense the genuineness of both QuinXai.

And last night, those sweet and excited feelings turned to disappointment and sadness. I was genuinely happy for the longest time, and I hadn’t felt this way in ages. Because of QuinXai, I started feeling like I wanted to and be loved again.

Moreover, don’t get me wrong, guys, I’m still grateful for QuinXai because through them, even if it’s just been a week, I’ve been very happy to experience this kind of feeling again.

On the other hand, watching this live stream of Waki makes me feel sad and vulnerable. I was crying watching it and just thinking about it. It really breaks my heart, seriously. I don’t know and I don’t care if Waki is being genuine of what he feels on that video, but I do know exactly how it feels, because I’ve felt that way before. 🤦‍♂️

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My Almost situationship and more than a friend. 🤫

Meeting him was one of the best things that ever happened to me. I was with someone who made me question my worth and left me feeling lost. While I was in pain over the person I thought I would love forever, he was there putting in effort to make me happy and get my attention.

At first, I was annoyed with this guy. He was so "makulit" and "ggss as in gwapong gwapo sa sarili." He always asked random, silly questions and mocked me, even though we weren't close. Days went by, and he consistently bullied me to get my attention, and unfortunately, he succeeded.

I didn't notice that I started talking back to him and going with him to take our breaks and lunches together. As we got closer, I started to feel comfortable being with him, sharing thoughts and secrets, being clingy and sweet with each other, giving advice, and taking care of each other. We also became jealous and territorial if someone tried to get our attention.

With all the assurance and affirmation we give to each other, I just don't know what happened. Other people started spreading rumors about us, asking if we are officially dating. And then confusion and cowardice came into the picture.

We both have feelings for each other, but the timing isn't right. We are both vulnerable and dealing with unstable mental health. It's important for both of us to work on ourselves before we can pursue a relationship.

I'm still waiting for the day when both of us are ready, and no one will be hurt if we decide to continue our love story. This time, it will be with confirmation and a label. But if it doesn't happen, I'm still thankful because I met him at an unexpected time, and he helped me see my worth again.

I used to think that seeing your ex-partner flirting and dating someone else while you are still in a relationship was the most painful thing that could happen to a person. However, I was wrong. It's even more painful and heartbreaking to have to let go of the person you love, even though you both feel the same way, because the timing isn't right for your love story.😥

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Thank you 🧸. I wasn't expecting this letter. Grabeh! With all the roller coaster relationships we had before and for those pains and heartbreaks, Teej, thank you! Because of you, I was able to move on from my previous relationship and meet the person who makes me happy right now. Some people have asked me why I still make friends with you after all the heartbreaks I have had with you, but they don't know that you are also the reason why I found and am with Leo, which makes me super duper thankful. Always take care of yourself, Teej. Tito Kirby forgives you now. I hope you will find stability in life. 🫰🫰

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MY LOVER'S EX - NEIGHBOR

Hi gusto ko lang e-share ang love story ko nga naudlot. haha. Anyways, Just call me James Reid. Hindi ko ni sa idol pero muni tawag sa kon sang tao nga gin love ko gid kag some say daw james reid look a like ko. Siguro sa skin color, shape sang face, kag sa eyes may similarity kami ni james (According ni sa pag describe skon sang ibn tao). Ma start naku story ko.

Wayback 2015 Dinagyang! ng tambay ko upod sang mga friends ko sa sv (waay na ni sa sbng, nami panamn tu tambayan kay barato) sa piyak lamesa sa tupad lang namon may cute nga laki nga ga inom. moreno, medyo taas kag gwapo sa (para sa akon). ara bala nga hambl sa kanta "I cant take my eyes of you". Gina try ko gid nga hindi mag tulok saiya pero I cant help myself, daw gina magnet niya mga mata ko mag tulok saiya kag nahalata nila sang mga upod ya and then nagtulok sa kon as in nag tulukay kami, nag tindog sa tapos nagkuba dughan ko kay pakadto sa sakon, samtang galakat sa natulok ya ko. samtang ga palapit nga palapit na sakon ga dasig heartbeat ko. sang ara na sa, sa front ko gulpi lang ko nga hmbl "oh sh*t" kag nagbalikid sa mga upod ya kag nagkadlaw, gin trippan lang ko nila. Kasuluya tu! pero wala gid sa nadula sa isip ko! after tu dugay ko sa wala nakita liwat.

September 2017, Ndi ko kuni malipatan nga adlaw kay muni nga year nakita kag nakilala ko siya. same spot, same place. This guy was celebrating his birthday with his friends and luckily digto man kami nagtambay. And honestly sa almost 2 years nga wala ko sa nakita same man gyapon face niya, maaliwalas kay tungod pirme siya ga smile. gina tulok ko sa pero siya wala sa ga tulok sakon and confident gd ko nga matypan ya ko kay hindi man sa tikal pero damo ga ka-crush sakon. ga pa cute gd ko pero wala effect then medyo na badtrip mga upod ya kay gali nasuya sakon kay na notice nila gina tinulok ko sa. hahaha (kita paku tani away sa pang flirt ko). nag upod sa mga friends ya nag smoke (pero siya wala ga smoke), pagbalik nila gin sapak sa sang upod ko nga bago abot. kilalahay sila, nabuhayan ko dugo, ga istoryanay sila sa tubang ko ga pa cute ko, ga pasapak ko pero wala ya gid ko gin sapak until nga naghambl nasa mabalik sa mga upod ya. wala naku nag pasakalye gin hamblan ko upod ko nga pakilala ya ko, gin tawag niya and finally nakilala ko na gd man sa kag itago ta lang sa pangalan nga Daniel. haha

Fyi, Bisexual ko and wala ni kabalo family ko kag iban ko nga kilala. I had been hiding my sexuality until now. pero si daniel ndi mani sa gwapo kag wala ya gina deny nga gay siya pero lain gid ya igo ya sakon. Hmbl ko sa self ko dapat ma migo ko gid ni sa. Una ko palang nga kita ko saiya gusto ko na gid saya so, gin kuha ko fb account niya, gin chat ko sa and tanan nga bal.an ko nga pag flirt gin apply ko saiya pero siya tama ka mailap, pirme niya lang ko na replayan "haha". eskwela ko mayo, evry time hmbln ko sa nga gusto taka pirme ya na reply "ngaa ako? kay ndi man ko gwapo kag damo bala kabalo nga agi ko". Pero hindi halata saiya nga gay saya pero galing kung mangkoton mo sa gina hmbl niya gid. Hindi ko masiling nga ga pa hard to get sa kay hambal niya man sakon type ya man ko pero galing taga mangkot ko saiya kung kami na? nasabat ya ko "Bata ka pa, damo da iban". pero that didnt stop me nga kuliton sa. Naging okay gid kami, na feel ko na nga daw may feelings na sakon kay dasig nasa mag reply, ga goodmorning nasa and goodnight basta sweet nasa. I love you nalang gid kulang. Hahaha

Fiesta kanday tita ko gin invite ko sa, gin pakilala ko sa as my partner sa mga friends ko nga kabalo nga bisexual ko and siya na shookt kay ako lang ya kabalo pero wala man sa nag against pero medyo badtrip lang sa haha. pero after that okay pa ang tanan not until gin dala ko sa balay namon, duha lang kami sa balay tapos ako super accomodating gd ko saiya kag daw gasala ko na bala kay gusto ko sa e-impress pero gin hmbalan ya ko nga kalma lang ko kag nag kadlaw sa. naga watch kmi movie and muna man nga day nga super clingy siya saakon. gina hug ya ko, tas gina kuti ya buhok ko, super sweet gid saya kag daw ndi ko na gusto matapos ang adlaw nga tu, ga kiss siya sa forehead ko. gina holding hands ya ko then I was about to asked him kung ano na status namon gulpi lang may nagsulod sa balay and muna tu gali ang last ko nga kita, istorya kag kapot saiya.

This is his exact message: (Gin delete ko lang name)

"Im sorry if wala ko nag reply sa mga calls and messages mo. I was really confused and shocked sang nakita ko si nong D***. Honestly, wala ko ga expect nga ang rumors about sa pgka silahis ya tuod and wala man ko na shocked ngaa ikaw kag siya, you know what I mean na siguro and I dont want to go further details na. sighs' gusto ko lang ihambl ni nga gusto taka since sang una ta palang ka nakita sa sv galing bata kapa tu! biskan always ka ga hmbl nga 4 year gap ma lang ta haha! Remember ko sang the day after nga nakita taka sa sv gin pakita sang hinablos ko ang fb account mo and how she adore you kay gwapo ka kanu pero wala siya idea nga nakita ta naka in person, that day gusto taka e-add and chat galing naisip ko hindi mo man ko magustohan. pro grabe, you dont know how happy sang nag first move ka sakon haha oa man pero abi ko hasta nalang ko sa tulok simo! Anyways, di ko akig simo kay gin pa fall mo ko haha! nabatyagan ko man nga love mo man ko kahit papano ah, galing siguro hindi gid man ta para sa isa kag isa! Tani hindi mo pag isipon nga gn let go taka kay tungod hindi ko seryoso simo, sang gindala mo ko sa balay niyo grabe super happy gd ko kay syempre digto ko nafeel nga seryoso ka sakon! palangga taka pero hindi ko gusto sang gamo kag kilala na sa mga magulang ko ang partner mo now. grabe kulba ko sang nakita ya ta bala, mayo lang gid wala ya ko na recognize kag pagkita ko saiya abots ko kung ano mo sa muna naka reason out ta dayon. btw, tingala ko damo kamu gamit nga ******* brand kay hahaha. well, ga paubaya ko kay bal.an ko siya mahatag ya mga bagay nga mas kailangan mo! Ang pagpalangga ko ara lang da kag bal.an ko gid mas palanggaon yaka. Sayang kay daw ka sunlog gid sang panahon, daw ka destiny ta nga hindi. Pinagtagpo nang ilang beses pero di tinadhana hahaha pro okay ko ah happy ko nakilala taka kag I hope maging happy kamo and please tani last tanalang ni nga communication kay respeto ta nalang saiya! hindi ko gusto nga ga cheat ka kag di ko man gusto nga gina cheat ko. Thank you gd sa tanan.

James Reid of Iloilo

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Working Boy 😍👌😏 https://www.instagram.com/p/B79lz9GpiQdRXYRHB1s-W3xqCWe7q3iRvyLwbU0/?igshid=e13resh4o36n

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Wish I never had 😌

Haist!

Eversince when I was in my middle school whenever I saw couple I daydream nga when the day nga maka partner ko.. gusto ko Ideal guy ko gid. Haha ang may work, cutie and smart. 😂😂🙄

Sang college ko I think I saw my Ideal guy, Unfortunately, wala pa siya work kay student man siya like me but I know someday kung ma graduate kami he will have one. I always daydream nga tani one day masapakan ya ko but I know hindi ko masapakan gyapon hahah. Lalaki sa, lalaki man ko! pero siya gid ni first love ko. And then gin hambl ko sa self ko nga wala ni pakadtuan nabatyagan ko saiya. He didnt even know my name. sighs* so, I find ways para hindi mag focus saiya. 😩😩😩

One night ga scroll ko sang newsfeed sa fb ko then I saw a couple guy. sweet sila pero ang guy nga ni crush ko na siya even before kay the way siya mag post sa fb niya kag nami siya mag doddle. lol. pero galing may bf siya. Gina like ko pirme status niya and all. then one day nag post siya nga somewhat broken siya gusto ko siya e comfort galing nahuya ko kay ndi man kmi friends. then mga post niya unlike na before daw happy lang and positive. tapos na notice ko daw gin restricted ya ko bala kay ndi ko na makita mga recent post niya gin try ko view ang account niya sa other account ko kag nakita ko may bago sa nga post pero sa isa ko account d ko makita. wala ko balo ngaa pero nag decide nalang ko nga e unfriend siya kay feeling ko na annoy sa mga post ko and all. 😔😔😔

One night pakadto ko sa duty naagyan ko siya kag mga friends niya, and nagkuba dughan ko sang nakita ko sa pero epic fail kay gina tulok ko sa tapos may gin hambl sa kon nga daw suya sa akon. Hahaha sa sobra ko ka dismay nalipat ko kung ano hmbl niya something kalaw.ay sa kon pero di naku sure. Hahaha then the next night may lalaki nga tulok sakon pag tulok ko ang ex niya gali. nag smile siya and ako man ya nag smile back man. then nag derecho ko lakat pero daw gin tawag ya ko pero wala ko nagmind kay ndi man kmi kilalahay sa fb ko ma lang sa nakita.

And me again nag decide nga stop ko na pang stalk sa account sang crush ko pero years naligad nag post gin like ya. and gin stalk ko liwat account niya gasakay na siya sa barko. And honestly nahisa gid ako bala, kay I know he earned so much. kag swerte sang ma partner niya. Cute siya, alam and may kwarta. Hahaha And me here I am still daydreaming nga tani mag mayo man life ko kag makakita man sang tao nga may work, cute, alam kag kaya ako palanggaon kung ano ako. daw never gid bala ako naging happy sa life ko. 😭😭😭

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I am the creator of my very own self and I intend to treat me like my greatest masterpiece. 😘🥰 #NobodyButMe https://www.instagram.com/p/B49judpJTWh15ZdmGsOcmc80ezHi_T3-8zymPA0/?igshid=1m863su69rg12

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I’m not perfect, but I wish I’m enough. 😩 (at Bourbon Street Festive Mall, Annex) https://www.instagram.com/p/B3y5LXdJGdBuY07i-MYAWwBoR9_O3ef1G0KIvs0/?igshid=h84chy7wk506

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Part time head turners. Full time jaw droppers and Certified heart turners 😍🥰 https://www.instagram.com/p/B2Q7cmkJx9xVrhfSqFQcEk6RV0sb-vGrTlBlJs0/?igshid=19et0vfm4wge7

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Engineer Paul De torres

Its takes a lot of effort to study hard in the first year if college when you have so many distractions. New place, new friends, bunking classes and so much more. It must have been a really tough ride for you but you have managed it very well. With such brilliant results you are set to make a mark in your future. 💪🏽💪🏽💪🏽

As a person who can shape and reshape your inner world, I also believe you can become what you most want to become.😁😍🥰

You are an amazing being with amazing God-given capacity. I believe in who you are and who you are working to be. We are all works-in-progress. One of life’s purposes is to improve on the wiring under the hood of our lives. I believe in your ability to stand and courageously be the person you were meant to be.😇🙏🏻🙏🏻

I’m not perfect. Nowhere near it. I’m a flawed human being. I’m a flawed partner. A flawed son. A flawed neighbor. A flawed blogger. I have weaknesses and character blind spots. We all do. That fact doesn’t define us. What defines us is what we’re doing about it. 👌👌👌

You see, the ability to grow and climb and reach and evolve is infinite. You are infinite and eternal. I believe in your ability to rise above and break through and overcome. I believe in your human capacity to survive and change and improve. I believe in your capacity to learn and apply the principles of happiness to live with joy as you develop those qualities that happy people share. 😘😘😘

Were proud of you for trying. For placing one foot in front of the other. For waking up every morning and simply giving it your best shot. I’m proud of you for placing a premium on personal growth too. 😇😇😇

There are relatively few people who work at living well. Many more people, it seems to me, work much harder at getting than becoming. They work at doing more than being. They strive harder at looking better than being better. Literally billions of pesos are spent annually trying to appear improved and so much less energy and resources on actually improving. 💪🏽🙏🏻🥰

But not you. Your focus is on the quality of person you are over the image and façade we sometimes pretend to be. I’m proud of you for your desire to improve and grow, to stretch and challenge yourself. 💪🏽👌🥰

You see, it matters less where you might be today at this moment on the character and happiness continuum than the direction you’re pointed in and the strides you’re taking toward improving. 👌👌

Were proud of you for taking those steps. Were proud of you for being you and working to rise to the best you inside of you. 👌🙏🏻💪🏽

It may take sacrifice and hard work and sustained effort over time. Maybe over a long period of it. But I believe there are paths to what you want most in life. You can become what you wish to become, even if it takes more work than you’ve ever extended to do anything else before in your life. 😘🥰

You deserve the name what you earn with your talent; you deserve the joy, what you achieve from your hard work. Don’t give up in your life, even not for a moment and go ahead always to climb the highs of success. ✔️✔️✔️

All the best and congratulation Engnr. Paul de Torres 🥳😇💪🏽👌🥰

PS: If you continue to perform with the same zeal and commitment then you will soon be touching the sky. 👌😘🥰😍🙏🏻

Godbless Sir 😍

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You are a very special person as shown by your sincerity and compassion. I am so lucky to have you and I wish we will have more years to explore the world together. I wish you all the good things in life not only during your birthday but every day of the year. Happy Natal Day Sir 😍🥰😇🥳 https://www.instagram.com/p/B1-u-jZpfhA5fPLwyWtUPTpJLJjPpD9Hs_CItI0/?igshid=1x3i78ns5xzwg

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Happy Pride Month bab 😍😍😍 @itsmejherel https://www.instagram.com/p/ByPwbdGp8Ms5K1g_w-frW972B7JZKPx90TlOik0/?igshid=1j57kxgqk654p

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To all the boys i've loved before. Charot. 😂😂😂 https://www.instagram.com/p/BoX2oqtAxr9AwPUBCyeNphryHLrw-2chnTqO8M0/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1ured38dgboul

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Team Puyat and Extended friends 😇 https://www.instagram.com/p/BoV4UyAgtNNLzxb1d7tJQ_FyQOFdR7_sFO47j00/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=vijc79eba25i

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The whole point of life was you couldn't ever be sure what would happen next. Sometimes what happened was good, sometimes not, but there were always surprises. #MiniStopSurprise https://www.instagram.com/p/BoSicYjgr5i7DB7Ki7ySivE-3PFhw2Zs1-5SBs0/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=vrpabqkhgab

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Last thursday nag watched kami Search for Mr and Ms IIEE 2018 sa WIT to support ny cousin, of course. And epic fail pa! Since ang cousin ko is ga school sa ISAT-U. so, we went to their school because we thought all the while the pageant is held at their school. Lol so, nag joyride kmi sa lapaz. Then we went to main campus of wit tas hambal ka guard sa extension kanu nila. So, lakat na naman kami. Hahaha Well, finally sa WIT na kmi then boom we thought all the while late na kmi but were too early for the said event! Haha so, we waited for an hour before the pageant start. Pageant starts at almost 8pm. While contestants is doing their productions digto ko na realize ngaa sa wit gin held kay ang mga contestant is from different schools. Some is from antique, capiz, negros and many more. My cousin is doing good with his performance. Well, honestly paul is tall, dark and handsome so talagang may dating siya compare to some of the male contestants. I can say talaga na he will make it to the top 3. No bias, promise! Haha In my own biases after Ive seen the performance of each contestant I can say si female contestant number 1 ang laking nang edge niya when it comes to other girls and she's from capiz. I dont know her, well, infact i cant recognize her face anymore. To make the story short. Awardings na so as i expected and other viewers that night, the girl from capiz will get the crown but infortunately she didnt. And were so shookt about it. Me -my self i even asked the emcees if "Female number 1?". I cant barely recall kung how they solve or whatsoever the scores of each categories ah. Si girl from capiz got the q&a, which is 50% and 8 minor awards! Nalipat ko sang iban ya nga awards. Then the girl from wit got only two minor awards. Guys? Pila ka percent ang talent? 60%? Hahaha im sorry if i need to asked this because its too obvious that there is something wrong with the Loki result. Given that the girl from capiz got the q&a and plus 8 minor awards. Compare to 2 minor awards? Again, I dont know how the scoring works! and i am not blaming the judges about this. Mahatag ma lang na sila score ya then the total scores bahala na si tabulator dba? But im not blaming anyone here. Ang akon lang ya guys.. are we satisfied, happy and contented being a winner tho we know to ourselves nga daw may something wrong? Dont tell me there is nothing wrong because its too obvious and we are not born yesterday! Lol Nahinayang lang ko bala because may chance gid tani ang pageant nga tu to be pretigious because ga compete ang different schools pero kung muna ma lang tu daw ndi ka proud proud and ndi mo matawag nga successful ang event. Plus nag effort ang iban nga school para sa mu to nga pageant and then nagabihan pa sila. Nagastosan and layo pa ila lugar. Ang kapoy kag ang effort nila diin ng kadto?! Kag mga audience niyo nga layo pa? Do you think sa sunod niyo nga pa event they're willing to watch again? And remember gina represent niyo school niyo so whatever the bad actions and all the consequences of it will reflect to your schools. Is it worth wasting our time, money and effort? Okay lang mapirde pero tani square and fair lang. Gosh* Well, Im happy kay second runner up si PAUL and got two minor awards, one of it is "Mr. Congeniality" (it runs in our blood lol) and we expecting it from the start. Congrats Paulino 😇 Na notice ko lang niya during pageant. Pag gwa gani namon ang iban ga hambl dog show, cooking show and homecourt feels. Lol but I am not blaming anyone here but then again congratulations to all of the contestants. May godbless you all. 😇

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Feel so special 😍 https://www.instagram.com/p/BoL9-8LAx8F6ZFFPmV4teO2Ku-fh4jTp-RaWQM0/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=11hs62kmcv5qo