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[itsquokkatoyou]

dancing with you tonight

listen to rondando tu esquina by julio jaramillo

words: 522

chan was exhausted. he had been working since early in the morning, and was glad that he could finally go home and spend some time with you. it had been a whirlwind of a day where it felt like he had only just fallen asleep when his alarm had sounded again, telling him that it was time to get ready for another long day of shooting, practice, and then some producing. needless to say, he just wanted to spend some quiet time with you. his phone screen lit up with a text message from you.

my love: when are you coming home?

chan: I'm on my way right now. ill bee there soon

my love: :)

on his way home he listened to your playlist, the one you had made for him for those days when he missed you and couldn't be close to you. getting into a relationship had not been something he had been planning to do in the first place, but he had met you, that had changed, and now he could not imagine his life without you.

he pictured you in the mornings, playing loud jazzy music while making your morning coffee, where your sleep schedules tended to clash. he daydreamed about your laugh, and your loud demeanor when you were with him. he didn't even notice the song that was playing until he reached the door. it had been a song that you had found on a whim, but that had quickly found its way onto your favourites. he was glad that he had learned some Spanish, so he could somewhat sing along. all in all he was mostly humming as you saw him come in through the door.

recognition at the song lit up your face, and chan smiled. it was as if all the weight of the day had melted when he saw you waiting for him. it became even clearer how much he missed you when you held out your hand to him, and asked him "dance with me"

with a small nod, he took your hand, and waited as you started the music. "esta noche tengo ganas de buscarla" played through the living room, as the relatively depressive tango made its way into both of your hearts.

it was nothing fancy, nothing like the choreographies chan practiced with the group, nor was it the more complex dance movements you had been learning together in your spare time, but somehow dancing with you in these moments was the most beautiful way of expressing himself through movement that he could imagine. there was something magical about it all, the music, the lighting, and you as the most magical element of it all.

"you know, dancing with you tonight is one of the best things that has happened to me" he whispered in your ear. you giggled and pulled him closer, feeling the warmth and security he provided.

it wasn't perfect, having different lives, but this would always be your little corner, your own little world. it wasn't perfect, but it was with you, and chan knew that this would always be more than enough for him.

[itsquokkatoyou]

masterlist

ao3

I mostly write indulgent fluff, and will take requests if you guys have any!

mostly just stray kids and mdzs though.

disclaimer: these fics are works of fiction and do not in any way represent the actual behaviour or the idols they represent. they are also original works so please do not post or translate without my permission. :) that is all

[itsquokkatoyou]

masterlist

songfic: s

fluff: f

mature: m

angst: a

ot8

…nothing yet

bangchan

dancing tonight with you (s,f)

lee know

… nothing yet

changbin

… nothing yet

hyunjin

my only one (s,f)

han

… nothing yet

felix

… nothing yet

i.n

… nothing yet

[itsquokkatoyou]

my only one

listen to only by leehi

words: 589

the moonlight hit your face softly, drawing you out of your sleep. sleepy eyes blinking to rub away the foggy feeling, you felt around to see if hyunjin had finally made his way to bed. it was no surprise that you found it empty. you wondered what it would be this time. would it be work? would it be his art? would he be dancing in the living room?

you looked at the clock on your bedside table. 1:13 am. with a sigh you pushed yourself off the bed, closed the curtain that had let in the light that woken you up, and made your way to the kitchen to get a glass of water. glass of water in hand you went looking for your boyfriend. the living room light was not on, and neither was the study light.

suddenly you heard faint humming coming from the balcony. you silently sat down beside hyunjin so as to not disturb him. he knew you were there of course and looked your way before scooting closer to you. he kept humming but leaned his head on your shoulder.

setting down your glass of water, you wrapped your arms around him and moved even closer. all the while he kept humming. until he was no longer humming. you had gotten distracted by the moonlight, so it took you a while to realize that hyunjin was looking at you.

"be my only one," he said as soon as he had your full attention.

"what do you mean jinnie?" you asked, confused as to where it had come from.

"I want you to be my only love, my only one, and I want to be yours in the same way," he said after a few moments of deliberation

"arent we like that already?"

"i want us to be like this forever."

"me too"

he pulled his hand away from yours, and put it in his pocket. a smile unknowingly found its way onto your face. you nodded, pulled him closer to you, now fully facing him, and buried your face in the crook of his neck.

“baby, look at me will you” he said softly, breaking the silence.

you pulled away from him, thinking you would see him looking at you. he was, but he was looking at his hand as well. in it was a little black box.

“baby, you are my best friend, my partner in crime, and i could not see myself being happy with someone else”

at this he opened the box, and pulled out the ring.

“will you marry me?”

you nodded, not wishing to ruin the magic of the moment with words, and pulled him close once more.

“wait wait you need to take the ring!” he lightly scolded you. he pushed you away and took your hand. he slid the ring on your finger, and pulled you close once more.

the moon and stars and hyunjin all twinkled with laugher and joy at that.

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epilogue.

you had gone to bed at around 2:30, and had finally been able to settle down when hyunjin yelled out said “that’s it!” you groaned

“hyunjin what are you talking about?”

“the song i had stuck in my head”

“what song was it?”

“the one i’m writing for you”

“oh?”

“it’s because your my only one”

“go to sleep hyunjin”

“you love me and you know it”

“do i?”

he pulled you close once more, and smiled, content with his life. you were his only one, and that was enough.