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Dear Lord,

It’s been a while since I’ve spoken to You. I know I’ve been far away from home for too long and I don’t have valid reasons to present before You. First of all, I am very sorry for being stubborn these past few months and doubted Your power and plan in my life. I kept on asking why my family has to be broken, and why do I always face circumstances where I always worry about my future but tends to forget that You’re the One who holds my future. I’m sorry for blaming You with all the misfortunes I’ve been experiencing, not knowing, that You’ve always been there for me and every single day is a gift from You to change, to get back home to You. My callus heart can’t feel anything but during this time, I’ve finally realized that this must not be based on emotions but in commitment and firm decision. All along, You’ve been planning a great future where Your own way prevails.

Lord, with everything that’s happening in me today, it is my greatest desire to graduate this school year. You’ve brought me this far and I know that you’ll help me get through it. I want to help to my family, cause I know what hardships they went through just to get me to school and finish a degree. I want to give back to those people who became an instrument in helping me reach my goals. I want to help other people who needed help and tung mga same nakog kaagi Lord. I want to give for your church Lord and support the works of the ministry. I want to be an instrument of spreading Your goodness and love to other people. Whatever it takes, I will not give up and will continue to trust in Your will and plan. I will always hold on to Your promises.

Psalm 30:5

There may be pain in the night but joy comes in the morning.

Thank you Lord for the multiple chances.

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Im such a coward for being unable to speak up what my mind is screaming cause i’ve been feeling at fault lately

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I appreciate my boyfriend so much. He’s the only person in my life who stood and stayed by my side. Even when he has multiple reasons to leave, yet he chose to stay. I think no one will ever do that for me. I have no one-call-away friends like others have. I can feel that my family don’t really want to be with me at all. They’re just neutral. If he ever leaves, i guess i might stop believing in love in all forms

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simple but deep

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bai kalisod diay aning you feel like di ka allowed kapuyon HAHHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHA pag kapuyon ka, he’s pressing u to be stronger i mean okay raman pero sometimes, gusto rko maging vulnerable and fragile hehe

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facebook break nasad ta!!

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growing up is all about accepting the what was, living with what is and looking forward to what will

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i learned the lesson pretty hard

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sanity over some bitches

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“The hardest things for human being to do is to know themselves and to change themselves.”

— Aldred Adler

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“There’s no way to be one hundred percent sure about anyone or anything. So you’re left with a choice. Either hope for the best or just expect the worst.”

— Sarah Dessen

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“I can say with great certainty and absolute honesty that I did not know what love was until I knew what love was not.”

— Unknown

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15 days of not posting on facebook is an accomplishment for me

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DI DAPT MA INSECURE KY AKO RAY LUGI HMP

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NGANO MA INSECURE MN DW KO NIYA OY

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how i wish other girls don’t have access to u

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“You may not control all the events that happen to you, but you can decide not to be reduced by them.”

— Maya Angelou