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[itz-bow-xd]

So despite your life falling apart... your whole worldview destroyed, you still choose to persist? To embrace this Change?

That's a pretty grim way of putting it...

But, uhh, yeah! There's not like, anything better to do now anyway.

..Wait. "Destroyed", "change".....

Am.. I talking to Burning Spice Cookie right now..?

[itz-bow-xd]

If given the opportunity to go back and prevent yourself from ever coming into contact with your Soul Jam, would you?

Awesome. Great final ask. This is, like, the coolest thing ever.

To answer your question, absolutely. I'd do whatever I could possibly do to go back. Even if it's supposed to be like.. like, my fate or whatever to discover the truth.

But, well... I can't. Plain and simple. There's no going back. Time's like... uhh..

..Like a river. One that can't be dammed. And it'll keep moving forward. So either I stay behind, wishing something could've gone differently, and drown in my sorrow, or I can get my butt up and keep up with that stupid old current.

Maybe I'm falling behind right now. Maybe I'm drowning. But maybe I'll catch up one day. I hope so, anyway.

M!A- get cheesed nerd (10/10 COMPLETE!)

..Hah! Whoahh, got kinda deep there, huh? But whatevs, it was good to get that off my chest. Besides, I'm back to normal now!

[itz-bow-xd]

*suddenly, cheez-it(?)*

WOW!!!! WOWOWO!!!!!!! YOURE JUST LIKE WOW!!!! YOURE JUST LIKE YOUR JUST LIKE WOW!!!! YOURE JUST LIKE YOUR JUST LIKE YOUR JUST LIKE me KINDA SORTA NOT REALLY ACTUALLY AHAHA

(chez-it)

Uhm. Yeah. Kinda-sorta-not-really-actually.

I'm not even supposed to be, like-... like this.

M!A- get cheesed nerd (9/10)

[itz-bow-xd]

Hard to keep a sense of self when you're in someone else's body... I get it. Truly, I do. At least I have a good feeling it's almost over?

( @nickel-ii )

Hm, well, at least I know that I'm not the only one that feels that way. It's... reassuring, I guess.

And yeah, this should be over, like, soon-ish.

M!A- get cheesed nerd (8/10)

[itz-bow-xd]

“The oven. It’s on fire.”

-Da Chees (Hollyberry edition)

Wha—

WHY ARE YOU GOING TO ME ABOUT IT?! GO BACK INSIDE AND DO SOMETHING BEFORE THE HOTEL BURNS DOWN!!

M!A- get cheesed nerd (7/10)

[itz-bow-xd]

If it's the same situation as mine it's thankfully temporary, yeah. Magic Anon's the term- annoying but at least not permanent. Sucks, though...

( @nickel-ii )

Yeah... and knowing what we know now, it.. it just makes this whole thing even worse.

M!A- get cheesed nerd (6/10)

[itz-bow-xd]

,,oh my god-

First of all, are you alright, second of all NOT YOU TOO- that was not a pleasant experience on my end when it happened I'm so sorry-

( @nickel-ii )

(I SWEAR TO WHATEVER DEITY IS OUT THERE, IF SOMEONE ELSE SEES ME LIKE THIS—)

—Nah, I'm cool...! Don't worry 'bout it. It's, like, temporary anyway, ..isn't it?

M!A- get cheesed nerd (5/10)

[itz-bow-xd]

mm cheeseeee

HELLO??

I. UH.

DON'T EAT ME??

M!A- get cheesed nerd (4/10)

[itz-bow-xd]

Hey, Bow? I think the oven is on fi- Oh-!

-da chees

Uuugh.. why does everyone have to see me like this....

..Wait, what. What was that about the oven—

M!A- get cheesed nerd (3/10)

[itz-bow-xd]

“Bow?! WHAT THE FUCK HAPPENED TO YOU?”

I— I dunno?? I just got an ask with, like, ominous red text and suddenly I'm Golden Cheese?!?

M!A- get cheesed nerd (2/10)

[itz-bow-xd]

”Bow have you seen m- OH WHAT THE FUCK.”

*Trophy was staffless, and scared shitless too.*

Heeeeyyy...! Aha— uh. Eh..

M!A- get cheesed nerd (1/10)

[itz-bow-xd]

its about time i updated the pinned post, isnt it?

hello! im the mod (any pronouns) and welcome to itz-bow-xd! aka a ii x crk au rp account!!

feel free to take a gander at previous reblogs or send in some asks! just try to be civil with the asks, will you?

thanks for reading and have a nice day ^_^

[itz-bow-xd]

”Finally back. You thought I forgot about you, birdie..? Hm. You look off. Let me fix that.”

[M!A Golden Cheese for 10 asks]

WHAT.

HEY. EXCUSE ME, WHAT.

M!A- get cheesed nerd (0/10)

[itz-bow-xd]

weeeeeeeeee

[itz-bow-xd]

Yeaaah...

[How much time had passed?

The world felt too realistic; too solid to just be memories, and yet everything he visited seemed too elaborate and yet not elaborate enough. He could explore towards the end of the earth, but he still felt... out of place.

Something felt wrong, but he couldn't put a finger on it.

He was Nickel. He was Dark Cacao. He was̵͈͎͊̊ Ǫ̵̪̓̀ẑ̴̛̼ z̵̷̨͔͚̪̣͆͌͆͆̍̔͌ͅ ̵̯͓͗̑��̡̳̙ ̴̢͎̭̗͔̾͊̏̕ȳ̸̨͎͉̠̙̹̮͊̄͑ ̷̧̡̨̩̟̹̱̝̜̐̍ ̷̢͗́͛͌̄̄͌͌̄͘͝͝͠ ̴̡̹̥̙͈̞̬̒͋̓̓̅̉͌̈́͋ ̶̨̻͍̺͈̦̪̝͇̈̄͜y̴͙͙̑͂̇̚ẏ̸̢̨͙͓̜͔̩͉̭̖̣͓̪̑͊́̂̄͆̀̐̒͝͝y̴̢͖̻̖̣̬͇͔̰͎̬̘̾̾͛̂̓̓̅̒̇̕̕͜͝

He was himself. He knew that much. But everything was so... jumbled. The world, his mind. No, wait, the world was fine, but then some things just didn't make sense...

How did he not have a headache yet?

He'd probably just keep on walking.]

[Nickel lay on his bed, face oddly neutral. He hadn't moved in four months.]

[itz-bow-xd]

*Bow tapped her fingers together, thinking.*

Weeelll... besides the fact we found out we're reincarnations of the ancients, not much, really.

*She shrugged nonchalantly.*

[How much time had passed?

The world felt too realistic; too solid to just be memories, and yet everything he visited seemed too elaborate and yet not elaborate enough. He could explore towards the end of the earth, but he still felt... out of place.

Something felt wrong, but he couldn't put a finger on it.

He was Nickel. He was Dark Cacao. He was̵͈͎͊̊ Ǫ̵̪̓̀ẑ̴̛̼ z̵̷̨͔͚̪̣͆͌͆͆̍̔͌ͅ ̵̡̯͓̲̳̙͗̑ ̴̢͎̭̗͔̾͊̏̕ȳ̸̨͎͉̠̙̹̮͊̄͑ ̷̧̡̨̩̟̹̱̝̜̐̍ ̷̢͗́͛͌̄̄͌͌̄͘͝͝͠ ̴̡̹̥̙͈̞̬̒͋̓̓̅̉͌̈́͋ ̶̨̻͍̺͈̦̪̝͇̈̄͜y̴͙͙̑͂̇̚ẏ̸̢̨͙͓̜͔̩͉̭̖̣͓̪̑͊́̂̄͆̀̐̒͝͝y̴̢͖̻̖̣̬͇͔̰͎̬̘̾̾͛̂̓̓̅̒̇̕̕͜͝

He was himself. He knew that much. But everything was so... jumbled. The world, his mind. No, wait, the world was fine, but then some things just didn't make sense...

How did he not have a headache yet?

He'd probably just keep on walking.]

[Nickel lay on his bed, face oddly neutral. He hadn't moved in four months.]

[itz-bow-xd]

Ohhh.. yeah. Huh. How about we just chat until then?

[How much time had passed?

The world felt too realistic; too solid to just be memories, and yet everything he visited seemed too elaborate and yet not elaborate enough. He could explore towards the end of the earth, but he still felt... out of place.

Something felt wrong, but he couldn't put a finger on it.

He was Nickel. He was Dark Cacao. He was̵͈͎͊̊ Ǫ̵̪̓̀ẑ̴̛̼ z̵̷̨͔͚̪̣͆͌͆͆̍̔͌ͅ ̵̡̯͓̲̳̙͗̑ ̴̢͎̭̗͔̾͊̏̕ȳ̸̨͎͉̠̙̹̮͊̄͑ ̷̧̡̨̩̟̹̱̝̜̐̍ ̷̢͗́͛͌̄̄͌͌̄͘͝͝͠ ̴̡̹̥̙͈̞̬̒͋̓̓̅̉͌̈́͋ ̶̨̻͍̺͈̦̪̝͇̈̄͜y̴͙͙̑͂̇̚ẏ̸̢̨͙͓̜͔̩͉̭̖̣͓̪̑͊́̂̄͆̀̐̒͝͝y̴̢͖̻̖̣̬͇͔̰͎̬̘̾̾͛̂̓̓̅̒̇̕̕͜͝

He was himself. He knew that much. But everything was so... jumbled. The world, his mind. No, wait, the world was fine, but then some things just didn't make sense...

How did he not have a headache yet?

He'd probably just keep on walking.]

[Nickel lay on his bed, face oddly neutral. He hadn't moved in four months.]