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Talkin' in my sleep at night, makin' myself crazy (Out of my mind, out of my mind) Wrote it down and read it out, hopin' it would save me (Too many times, too many times)

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been flying too close to the sun lately

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Ich tue mir weh, damit es aufhört wehzutun.

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Wenn du keine Antwort mehr bekommst, hast du Antwort genug.

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Wie sehr hat es dich verletzt?

So sehr, das ich mir den Tod gewünscht habe..

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Ich möchte in meinem Leben nie wieder durch eine Phase gehen, in der ich jemandem die ganze Zeit sagen muss, wie er mich zu behandeln hat

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I confuse people. i have a happy personality and a sad soul. i'm bold but shy. i love deeply but sometimes i feel heartless. i'm healing and hurting at the same time. i'm dedicated to growth, but i self sabotage

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and for my final trick, I will never speak again

[ivegotnowords]

don’t be mad when i give someone else what i was tryna give you

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People really think I'm joking when I say my emotions get so intense that I believe the only way out is to kill myself.

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i wanna lay under my blanket and die

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Ich distanziere mich, wenn es mir nicht gut geht, weil ich sonst der herzloseste Mensch werde, den du jemals treffen wirst.

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I wish I was loved I wish I was loveable I wish I was a first option

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You don't understand

I need to destroy my body.

I need to suffer.

I need to get worse.

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what I say: “it is what it is”

what I mean: “I have cried about this for hours and have probably self harmed and contemplated suicide over this.