ivyjlopez

[ivyjlopez]

ASKING FOR HELP... I HATE THAT.

[ivyjlopez]

why do i always have to choose the choices that i don’t want

why do i feel like despite having choices, i still don’t have a choice

[ivyjlopez]

Is 2023 the continuation of my unstable version?

Please, NO! 🥹

[ivyjlopez]

May the next year be my, “I don’t give a damn” era.

[ivyjlopez]

This year, I’ve met the most unstable version of myself.

[ivyjlopez]

“But there’s a difference between doing meaningful work and letting that work become our identity. The second we cross the line, we’re caught in a vicious cycle.“

[ivyjlopez]

YEAH IT BLEEDS KNOWING I’M STILL ALIVE.

[ivyjlopez]

Posible pa rin pala na hindi ka talaga magiging masaya despite the recognition, promotion or any achievements in life na meron ako ngayon. Not saying I am not grateful or contented, iba lang talaga yung pakiramdam. I don’t know I can’t put it into words. I can’t even answer a plain YES, I’m happy. I don’t know what to feel anymore.

[ivyjlopez]

You filed vacation leave to have peace then ended up reading work emails. This isn’t about toxic work anymore self, it’s about you being workaholic! 🙃

[ivyjlopez]

So tell me who I am, remind me of your plans 🙌🏻

[ivyjlopez]

Yaw ko na mag-grow. I just want to pretend na wala akong alam, na di ako marunong.

[ivyjlopez]

How does anyone keep it forever?

I barely made it through yesterday.

[ivyjlopez]

One day I’m optimistic, the next days I’m not.

[ivyjlopez]

HOW DO I MAKE MYSELF PROUD?

[ivyjlopez]

You can always do better. Try again the next day, the day after that, so on and so forth. Do it everyday. Do not dwell on history.

[ivyjlopez]

[ivyjlopez]

Bakasyon now, iyak later 🥴🌊 📷 credits to EJ/Lei/Kuya Tour guide https://www.instagram.com/p/CW52O5RPUYnf2bXXNoyePCiwpcv2o9-YbHo1Cw0/?utm_medium=tumblr