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not even a drug will allow me to escape/forget this man

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god got me

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once the trust is gone im gone

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it’s weird to say but even tho we didn’t work out, that was my soulmate

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wondering if we’ll ever meet again. if not this lifetime maybe the next

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im happy for him and proud.

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somehow i need to be reincarnated

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i want to burn everything from my past

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waiting for all these feels to fade

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i want to be free but free feels far

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words are futile devices

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no tolerance for disrespect ever

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it’s gone be up every time

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it’s always the fat bitches

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nights like this

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im sipping drankdrankdrankdrankdrankdrank

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alhamdulillah. thank you for ending my day with strength and faith all in all. because the opposer has absolutely been trying.